I see no point in sitting alone now in
the darkness of my despair.
Nor there is any reason to shed the
silent tears of my despair.
Although my heart is broken into so
many pieces, I can repair,
Although darkness and loneliness
frighten me when I am in despair,
I have the strength to repair my despair
by keep saying my prayer,
If more loneliness surrounds me in the
future I have to learn to bear.
This would become the pattern of my
life as I move along the path,
I have to learn to live alone by finding
my own clue and new path.
I will walk, I will talk and I will carry on
when the new day comes,
I have to go to bed when darkness falls
and the evening comes.
I have to curl into a little ball to sleep
and forget the pains that hurt,
I will still miss her and may have a few
tears that slowly spurt.
I am no longer as strong as I once was
when My Pretty Lotus was around,
And above all, I do not want to sit and
cry when she is not around.
