The Last Call: Hidden in Plain Sight by Onidas J. Beaudin - HTML preview

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Those who choose not to come, wont.  There is a lot to help you.  If you want it the help for you will be mesmerizing magic that seems to come from nowhere.  The only time it hurts or gets hard is when we fight it.  We want to hang on to the old ways.  The old ways of how we perceive what our existence is.

The old way of seeing and believing we are nothing, walking, talking, lumps of meat, with no connection to anything or direction...  soulless beings.

That's what we have been taught and that is what I'm helping you to do, to change how you perceive this existence we are all in.  If you are reading this book you have already decided what it is that you want.

I am helping you to get clear so when the time comes you can make your decision from that deeper, more powerful place.  From that deep emotion that will radiate from you that will help others who want the same thing.

Others will align with your emotion to their emotion and that can be emoted out.  Radiated out around the earth and to the universe.  This will be the end of what is not Truth.  There will be no more pain and strife as we have known it.

Before this, there will be a very big fight on the earth.  There will be those who want to hang on to their own bondage and believe that being who they truly are from within their own selves is wrong.  This is what we have taught ourselves for a millennium.

There have been those legendary people that have stood up against this teaching of human self-shame.  Some, if not all have been killed for doing it.  It’s funny how we make them the legend of... We tell the story bit by bit of what was done.   It’s always of one who had broken free from the confines of our “normal” structured lives.  The world is usually against them.  People don't want the boat rocked because they won’t feel safe.

The person is breaking free and must be destroyed so it doesn't spread.  In that we all learn freedom is dangerous and is a threat to human kind.  It truly is, thank God.  It is a threat to the human existence.  That's why we revere the ones who try because deep down we know that is what we need to do.  That is where the truth is.  To break free.

Making this powerful change that I am speaking of also implies to some that we will all be equal.  Those people quite like the inequality of today because they are on top.  These ones feel they are not affected in their perceptions of the populations.

They would like things to remain as they are.  They don't mind the starving children, the dying people of the earth.   They don't mind the populations of people who have to trade their lives for money to survive and die with nothing.

This existence we have had is all suffering.  Including for the ones on "top".  If you spoke to them in a deeper way they would crumble to the truth.  That they are completely unhappy and suffering.  They have only given themselves and others the illusion of a happy life, when none of it is true.

It is for this reason that the fighting is allowed to happen.  Like I said in the beginning.  Nothing will stop the change.  Fighting it makes no difference to the outcome.  The suffering is continued so that every person has that chance right to the very last of The Last Call to come.  Then it will be over.  To an end of suffering.

The change that has come for the human race cannot be stopped.  It is His will.  In the days after The Last Call there will be a lot that is different, but a lot that remains the same.  The changes that happen are changes that happen within us.  How we perceive and project our reality is what the change is.  What happens to us and our surroundings when our perceptions, and projections change. What comes from the fountain will change because we are thinking differently and what we think, is what will manifest from the fountain.

Everyone is different in today's world and will still be different and unique in the new world.  Being equal doesn't mean being the same.  There will be people who run things and people who follow.  There will be people who can make the world shake and people who shake their behinds.  There will be people with talents of helping others heal and people who heal themselves.  There will be a lot of FUN because of what has been left behind and no longer pulls us down!

The main difference in the setting is, that it doesn't matter who you are, or what you do.  You are equal in respect to love, gender, beliefs, mental capacity, emotional capacity, family origin, race, ...  everything.

This equality is not because this new way is just so amazingly better, and these are the ideals that people want to uphold.

It is because the projections that we have had are gone. We as a group are seeing this world and existence as it really is.  This world will remain to be experienced as real, and solid.  Our perception and understanding within us will be completely different.  We won’t be fallen into thinking our projections are real and defining ourselves with this world and its objects as who we are!  We will have the true experiential understanding that we are not of this world but are just in it.  That the objects and the world are neutral.

These things surround us as we look out our eyes into this world, but it is not where we are from.  We are just in it.  What someone else experiences here no longer matters to how our own experience is.  That is their experience, their experience does not contain the passage of rights to us.

They are bringing from the fountain what they want.  Good or Bad. The fountain has no judgment it does not decide upon anything.  It is like a computer, you put in and it puts out.  We all will be able to consciously manifest from the fountain into our lives.

We will be free of the bondage we have carried for so long.  With this understanding comes a huge multitude of changes that happens without effort or thought.  Just naturally because of the sudden change of mind and emotion.  Self-responsibility changes.  Projecting on a partner changes.  Choosing a partner is based on similar ideas that are wanting to be manifested.  Being attached to people, ideas, objects, places will not be as it is today.

We will love, want, be happy and sad.  knowing that none of these emotions we are feeling are who we are or is the reason for what is outside of us.  We have identified with our feelings as “who we are” the same as we project on objects around us.  We are not what we feel.

Our emotions are a guide.  They are a segregated tool.  Just as the mind is also.  It is something we use to understand ourselves and others.  It is used as a communication tool.

What we are, is the One who is looking out our eyes.  That One that is seeing.  That One, is the One whom you are.  Our natural self does not have attachments or control.  From that place we do not judge.  We experience.  We view the wonderful creation that we manifest from the fountain.  We experience the emotions, feelings and thoughts that arise from our being with what we are seeing.  We are never attached to it or identify with it.  Everything is in a flow.  So in that, the attachment to those things do not hang on to us and are available to be easily let go of.

The letting go of and the hanging on to the attachments we have today is the cause of so much of our pain, and suffering.  We have our attachments in the first place because of what, and who we believe we are.  We believe we are this place by projecting and identifying ourselves on to the objects and people around us.  We stay in "control" of the never-ending river of change that flows all around us.  We do this in fear every day because there is absolutely no control over the river.  We just tell ourselves there is control to feel like we have some foothold on this place and who we are.

We then head out to our lives with soul seated fear.  Whether it is at our forefront or buried deep within us, where we don't see it or feel it.  That fear runs our lives and makes our decisions.

We are alone here so we surround ourselves with people, and groups to not feel so alone.  As soon as someone leaves, or a situation changes we feel that aloneness again.  This is where attachment comes from, trying to not be alone in our existence here.

We are born alone, and we die alone.  We know that.  What we don't know is where we came from or where we are going to go.  This frightens us to our soul because we don't know if we came from or are going to “anywhere” at all.  Maybe we don't even have a soul.

This has been the truth since the beginning of our time.  So we try and glom on to everything in between our birth and our death.  That's why it hurts us so bad to a point of feeling it is being ripped from your soul when it is taken away.  It's because it has been made an issue of your soul.

This pain you feel is because you have based your soul, your existence, where you come from and are going, on keeping everything under control.  We try to keep the people around us as a feeling of safety.  Making others responsible for our feelings and needs.  Keeping others responsible for us being lost in a world of lost souls.

None of these ideas are correct to begin with.  That's all they are, ideas we have made.  It is all a fallacy.  It’s all made up because we know nothing of ourselves.  We are all like the street gang of kids trying to teach ourselves and each other something we know nothing about.

That is what I found within the pond of that fountain.  I was put through a crash course in loss of attachment and control.

It took weeks for me to recover from the experience of there being no attachments.  Having no projected meanings on anything in my surroundings.

I had awoken in my home with a start.  Sitting up abruptly I had a deep life-giving breath like I had not been breathing at all.  It was like the first breath I had ever taken.  That deep breath filled me to my toes as I pushed myself to be back in to this body.  I was back here again!

There is a part of me that wonders if I had been dead for the time I was gone or close to it and the white robed man sent me back before it was too late.

I recovered but I was never the same.  The first hour back in this world of nothing and everything was the worst.  I was panicking from the experience I just returned from.  I wanted something to hang on to that would make me feel grounded and safe.  My friend at the time was in my home when I came back from the fountain.  I immediately hugged her trying to feel safe and home again.  I experienced her as a bag of moving bones that could talk under my arms that were around her shoulders.  It was chilling.  Instead of me feeling safely back at home that made me panic more.

My experience at the fountain was still with me.  Everything looked black and white.  It was quite obvious to me that my friend wasn't at all what I had once thought she was, nor was anything else.  It was only my projections of her and my surroundings that had been removed.  I hadn't escaped the fountain yet!  I felt as though I had to find something to make me feel safe, so that I wouldn't go back to the place I had just come.  Everything I grabbed on to wasn't real and it was grey.  I felt as if I could fall out of my own body at any moment.

That went on for a time.  Me, trying to find something to make me feel safe and my friend panicking trying to find out what was happening with me.  Complete craziness just out of the blue when she thought I was just having a nap.

I was having the same experience here at home as I was still in the fountain upon my return.  I was still placing things in front of me that I could try to identify with.  Nothing had any of the meaning I once placed on it.  This was happening after I had come back home from the fountain, because this place we live is the same as the fountain.  Everything that is here around us, comes from the fountain.

I remember it all still very clearly.  That was around 22 years ago.

That is how enmeshed we are with attachment, and don't even know it.  If our attachments are suddenly removed we don't know who we are, where we are from or where we are going.  All feeling of safety of any kind is lost.  We hold on to things and people like it is our soul that needs it in order to survive.  Nothing could be further from the truth.

How much would our world change for us here as a species if the experience that we have had for so long of attachment and control changed.  What if our earthy existence did not include attachment and control any longer?  What would we look like then?  What would our relationships look like?  Our expression of Love I think would be a lot different without attachment and control.  What would kindness look like?  Kindness without truly anything in return.  Done without any strings of one’s self freely given.  If there are no attachments, or control then kindness would be in its only true form.

Truthfully, we are alone.  That doesn't have to be a fearful thing.  It is just what we have made of it because of the beliefs we have had of our existence here.  We have believed that being truly alone is loss of all safety.  Of course, it would be fearful to be alone here with that processing.

With a True understanding of who we are and where we come from, just being alone is a normality.  With nothing fearful about it.  Freedom!  Like flying!  No attachments is being free!  No attachments is being free from bondage!  Bondage is believing you are of this world and are a slave to its whims against you.

That is what you have been convicted of...  Believing you are nothing, in a world of everything.  Maybe, just maybe...  It’s the other way around!  You are Everything, in a world of Nothing!!  You have everything at your doorstep to do with as you please.  It all starts with the Emotional Language.  Emoting is speaking to the universe.

There would seem to be a lot of dichotomies in things I have been relaying to you.  There are reasons for that.  That will be in our chapters going ahead further into our book.