I read my friend’s book Farther Shores, by Yvonne Kason, but found nothing new. I don’t think there was anything there for me. Wish I could use that method of trance-writing though.
A question to my guides: What link is there with reincarnation and my grandfather and me?
What I think is that life is not closed, but open-ended and with thoughts, feelings and emotions constantly in a flux. Some of these become entangled in too strong a vibration; its density creates a loss of spirituality. When this happens, the personality becomes enmeshed in its own fantasies and finds a need to act them out. If this happens, the entity loses ground in its incarnations and must often be sent to a special place (not a physical place, but a state of consciousness), where it must relearn how to bring its vibrations to a level more in harmony with its spirit.
The ‘victim’ will often have chosen to be the counterpart of the
‘canvas’ upon which one kind of personality finds expression, to be part of this scenario to further its own growth and understanding of spiritual laws. Especially where it is necessary to forgive and to love even what might appear to be evil men or women.
It is the same as those who become victims of crimes termed inhu-man. Torture, sexual abuse, rape, all of these actions are played out in
scenarios to bring about awareness of spiritual laws of grace and love, however unseemly that may be.
Each soul in its turn learns what pain is. It is free to select its choice of event, but because this world, this plane, is a place where opposites contend, the souls who incarnate here will all eventually learn about pain. It is part of the course, so to speak: Pain 101. And certainly there are other courses, such as Joy 302, etc. The Earth is a school and all souls who enter its field will participate in its great scheme.
Guides: There is an example for all to look at and copy. That of the great Master Jesus, the Christ. Follow his steps. They will lead you to resurrection. That is what you are looking for, are you not?
Resurrection — then Ascension.
Do not falter. Do not despair. You are on the path and it will lead you to your goal. Be patient. Be persistent.
Nov. 1, 2000 (NSA Journal after adjustment) Today I felt…I was trying to get out of the way. I find I hold, trying to be still, rather than allowing the body to move. Tonight, I think I did a bit better. Something happened to the left side of my brain. All of a sudden, there was lots of activity there. At that time, I thought maybe Hell was putting pressure. But he said no. We will see what happens.
Nov. 5, 2000 (Computer journal)