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Contents
0 WHO AM I? ............................................................................................................................................. 6
1 THE INTIMATION ................................................................................................................................. 7
1.2 ................................................................................................................................................................. 8
2 THE INITIATION ................................................................................................................................... 9
3 THE SEARCH ....................................................................................................................................... 11
3.1 ............................................................................................................................................................... 12
3.2 ............................................................................................................................................................... 13
3.3 ............................................................................................................................................................... 15
3.4 ............................................................................................................................................................... 16
3.5 ............................................................................................................................................................... 18
3.6 ............................................................................................................................................................... 19
3.7 ............................................................................................................................................................... 21
3.8 ............................................................................................................................................................... 22
3.9 ............................................................................................................................................................... 23
3.10 ............................................................................................................................................................. 24
3.11 ............................................................................................................................................................. 25
3.12 ............................................................................................................................................................. 26
3.13 ............................................................................................................................................................. 29
3.14 ............................................................................................................................................................. 30
3.15 ............................................................................................................................................................. 31
3.16 ............................................................................................................................................................. 33
3.17 ............................................................................................................................................................. 34
3.18 ............................................................................................................................................................. 35
3.19 ............................................................................................................................................................. 36
4 THE BLACKENING ............................................................................................................................. 37
4.1 ............................................................................................................................................................... 38
4.2 ............................................................................................................................................................... 39
4.3 ............................................................................................................................................................... 40
4.4 ............................................................................................................................................................... 41
5 THE EQUINOX ..................................................................................................................................... 46
5.1 ............................................................................................................................................................... 47
5.2 ............................................................................................................................................................... 48
5.3 ............................................................................................................................................................... 49
5.4 ............................................................................................................................................................... 51
5.5 ............................................................................................................................................................... 52
5.6 ............................................................................................................................................................... 53
5.7 ............................................................................................................................................................... 54
6 THE AWAKENING .............................................................................................................................. 56
6.1 ............................................................................................................................................................... 57
6.2 ............................................................................................................................................................... 58
6.3 ............................................................................................................................................................... 59
6.4 ............................................................................................................................................................... 60
6.5 ............................................................................................................................................................... 61
6.6 ............................................................................................................................................................... 62
6.7 ............................................................................................................................................................... 64
6.8 ............................................................................................................................................................... 65
6.9 ............................................................................................................................................................... 66
6.10 ............................................................................................................................................................. 67
6.11 ............................................................................................................................................................. 68
6.12 ............................................................................................................................................................. 69
7 THE RESURRECTION ........................................................................................................................ 70
7.1 ............................................................................................................................................................... 71
7.2 ............................................................................................................................................................... 72
7.3 ............................................................................................................................................................... 73
7.4 ............................................................................................................................................................... 77
7.5 ............................................................................................................................................................... 78
7.6 ............................................................................................................................................................... 79
7.7 ............................................................................................................................................................... 80
7.8 ............................................................................................................................................................... 81
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WHO AM I?
I, whatever that is anymore, this form in time and space, this form in the middle of nowhere with no status, profession or means, never feeling the need to pursue a career outside of some vague notions of being an artist, a writer, a thinker. That is not to say that most of my time was spent in idleness, yes some of it was spent in sensual indulgence bordering on dissolution at times, but due to some powerful and strange experiences I had in my late teens I was consumed with the burning desire of investigating those spaces, exploring them, expanding them.
I've lived the life of what would have been called in the past bohemian, though without the physical travel sometimes common to those styles of life, the only traveling just a long sustained journey inside, a continual effort to widen my perceptual doors.
If you are reading this you are probably not that different than me, and if so it matters not, for what we do all have in common is the seed within, the seed of our true nature which when fully developed allows one to return home to the True Reality, dwell within it, be it.
This return to your True Self - to the True Reality - is the reason for our existence.
And it is pure bliss, ecstasy, peace. Perpetually undulating, radiating, emanating.
I am you.
So let these words - and by extension my reality, my awareness, my consciousness – merge with you and carry you through this thing I call my life, into yours.
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