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Water flows

Upon a world

A drifting thought

Under the waves

Endless ocean

A memory just out of view

It pulls us down

I can’t grab it by myself

Endless water

Just out of view

I want to reach it

A blue paradise

But I know

When we fall down

The ocean sinks

We’re left in nothing

I don’t want the water to sink

The ship we are on

We can’t stay on

We separate

Into a blue

Reach out for a person

We wished we knew

Endless water

Just out of view

We’ll reach for a person we never knew

 

 

I can’t reach out

Touch you

 

An empty world

We wanted to view

 

Everyone drowns in a past

The water a memory forgotten by her

A canyon a place we can’t reach

Too high up off

A ground

A climb

To nothing

She doesn’t want to fall

Drown in a past

Water a memory forgotten

By him

A canyon a place we can reach

So close to ground

A climb that’s pointless

People up there

Push us down

In an ocean

Swim…

Swim…

Swim…

 

We can’t reach out

Find you

 

I don’t want to touch you

You touch us

I’ll become you

We can help you

Trust me….

 

 

We’ll push you down

It’s to help you

 

The future I see is what you gave to me

A selfless act

I loved you for it

Don’t ever take it away

The sun rises over the ocean

Don’t run into it

Ill be by your side

Loving you

Forever

We will all float around you

You’ll be remembered forever

Never doubt that

We love you

In the circle,

Reaching hands will protect you

I don’t want you too slip away from me

Don’t fall in death

Fall in me

Please

Don’t fall towards the wind

Fall towards the water

The people holding the sea will catch you….

Don’t fall into what you can’t believe

Believe in me catching you

Death will have to fight me to get to you

Catch me as I lose myself

I am the only one who can catch you

You can only catch me

So catch me

I need you please

Everybody’s here for you

The people love you

I you believe in us….

You’ll float on water

We are what loved you

We are who you wanted to welcome into your life

A life that loves us

A love we all love in the water

As you float

We can’t find you

We need to love you

You’re the only one I can see

You’re the only one

We went out of our way

To find beautiful

So float we know only you deserve the water

A bubble of human life we gave to you….

I gave what I had left of my own….

So, please float on the water

My life is your own…..

They are gone

Its just us now….

Alone….

On the water….

I am you

You are me

The water is people

People are us

We are a beautiful life

 

An empty air

Where you fell down

The sun went past you

Towards an ocean you miss

Water was there to feel you

When no one else was

Forgotten by time

You want water to give you life

A deep ocean

Holds the answers you want

The falling waves around you

It loves you too much

You can’t leave it

A sun you fell through

Our memories glow

A golden sea you fell in….

A golden sea you fell in….

Memories in sky

 

Waves push us out water

We fell in visons

To a world we never knew

Another’s life

The basis for our experience

Standing on the ocean

The lives

That created our own

Spiral of our lives gold

Spiral of your life’s shine

A spiral of what brought us to understand each other

 

I’ll push away from you

She’s floating in the ocean

Black dress

Hair swept by water

Black strands of her elegance

I’ll push away from you

I don’t want to be like you

When you escape

I don’t want to look at you

So beautiful

I’ll go blind in the water

Go blind

Keep my head above water

I’ll avoid you

I’ll push away from you

Even if you’re in my waters

I’m still holding you in my grip

Black hair flows

I don’t want to

Push away from you

 

Feel me in the water, with you

An ocean is too vast for me to find you

 

 

Light spreads on people

People fell into each other

Overcompensate for their empty lives

They were a spiral of decay

A spiral,

We are turned around in

No regards for our lives

The emptiness flows into sand

Sorrow is sand

Filling the water with dryness

No hope for humanity is left

No hope for the water of people

Meant to jump into the sea

A spiral,

We are turned around in

There’s no regard for our lives

Finally we rise

Sand has consumed our souls

The water can bring us back our life

Only if the water hasn’t lost hope of her golden life….

 

But she has gone away by now

 

When we couldn’t scratch

The surface of your thoughts

We realized

What you kept hidden from us

A secret

You never let anybody know

You realised it to us

You shouldn’t have done it

We know what you are

Your false mask

A sad river

Surface of thoughts

What did you reveal

Weren’t prepared for you….

Trying to run

Revealed your problems

To us

Please come back

We meant nothing but love

No love inside you….

Surface of thoughts

What did you reveal

Weren’t prepared…..

Never prepared….

You fade from love

Fade… fade

You’ve gone away

 

She’s so beautiful even in a crowd of ugly

She’s so beautiful

I just know she would have treated me like a human being

She already had

She would be the one to show me

I am respected by her

I love her

But I never met her

I would be the one to have sex with her

But now I never will

I can’t get over how sad I am for her

I can’t get over how sad I am for myself

I was supposed to lose my virginity with her one day

She was a perfect goddess

She was so nice to me

I loved her

I just wanted to meet her

I just wanted to tell her she was so pretty

She was so pretty…. so pretty….

She was stolen away from me

Please oh please oh please oh please come back to me

I never want to forget you

Ill end myself if I forget you

But the world wanted to punish me for something ive done

What did I do wrong

Is being in love and lust a punishable thing

Why

You took that girl away from me

Bring her back

Bring that goddess back to me

I don’t want to leave her alone

Please please

Ill do anything

Just don’t leave her alone without me

I do not want to ever forget her

I wont be able to ever forget her in my life

I needed her life as my own

So sexy… so beautiful…. so free….. she is so irresistible

Nnnnnnnnnnoooooooo

I need her back

Pleasepleaseplease let me be inside her

I would have told her she was pretty and made her smile

I needed to make that goddess smile

Nnnnnnoooooo

Don’t leave her alone without me to see my life in hers

I want her to see her life in me

I want to see my life in hers

Please don’t leave me goddess

Please don’t leave a man alone

Please, girl, have mercy on me

Please…goddess

My goddess….

Fuck you world

I should have been fucking her

She wouldn’t fuck my life

A goddess helps heal

A goddess would take the pain away….

But a goddess gave me more pain.

I don’t want to be left alone without her….

But she’s never coming back.

Fuck you world

Don’t leave her alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Her parents must be so proud of their daughter

A parent must be so proud of a daughter

 

Their goddess daughter is somewhere in the world

So close to me

But ill never be able to reach the goddess

 

I knew I could have made her life feel special

If only life gave me the chance to….

 

 

Feel me in the water, with you

An ocean is too vast for me to find you

 

 

Light spreads on people

People fell into each other

Overcompensate for their empty lives

They were a spiral of decay

A spiral,

We are turned around in

No regards for our lives

The emptiness flows into sand

Sorrow is sand

Filling the water with dryness

No hope for humanity is left

No hope for the water of people

Meant to jump into the sea

A spiral,

We are turned around in

There’s no regard for our lives

Finally we rise

Sand has consumed our souls

The water can bring us back our life

Only if the water hasn’t lost hope of her golden life….

 

But she has gone away by now

 

Drown you

She drowned you

 

What we gave to you

 

So, as you run into my future you’ll just forget about me, as I am forgotten from your memory that I wanted to imagine and you’ll forget me in your past

I’ll imagine how you were like when you were younger

Who were you back in those days?

I’ll never have an answer,

I’ll only ever have imagined visions,

That chirp at me.

 

 

I can’t reach out

Touch you

 

An empty world

We wanted to view

 

Everyone drowns in a past

The water a memory forgotten by her

A canyon a place we can’t reach

Too high up off

A ground

A climb

To nothing

She doesn’t want to fall

Drown in a past

Water a memory forgotten

By him

A canyon a place we can reach

So close to ground

A climb that’s pointless

People up there

Push us down

In an ocean

Swim…

Swim…

Swim…

 

We can’t reach out

Find you

 

I don’t want to touch you

You touch us

I’ll become you

We can help you

Trust me….

 

 

We’ll push you down

It’s to help you

 

The future I see is what you gave to me

A selfless act

I loved you for it

Don’t ever take it away

The sun rises over the ocean

Don’t run into it

Ill be by your side

Loving you

Forever

We will all float around you

You’ll be remembered forever

Never doubt that

We love you

In the circle,

Reaching hands will protect you

I don’t want you too slip away from me

Don’t fall in death

Fall in me

Please

Don’t fall towards the wind

Fall towards the water

The people holding the sea will catch you….

Don’t fall into what you can’t believe

Believe in me catching you

Death will have to fight me to get to you

Catch me as I lose myself

I am the only one who can catch you

You can only catch me

So catch me

I need you please

Everybody’s here for you

The people love you

I you believe in us….

You’ll float on water

We are what loved you

We are who you wanted to welcome inyo your life

A life that loves us

A love we all love in the water

As you float

We can’t find you

We need to love you

You’re the only one I can see

You’re the only one

We went out of our way

To find beautiful

So float we know only you deserve the water

A bubble of human life we gave to you….

I gave what I had left of my own….

So, please float on the water

My life is your own…..

They are gone

Its just us now….

Alone….

On the water….

I am you

You are me

The water is people

People are us

We are a beautiful life

 

A falling sea

Thoughts carried in a breeze

The empty canvas….

I can’t see

A strong wind

Blows us over

A falling sound

What’s below us is nothing

A strong wind to blow us in

There’s nothing to make a wind live

We want to follow to where the breeze ends

A strong wind to blow us in

A strong wind/we flow in

I can’t see

A strong wind

Help me see

What blows us….

 

A hidden message

Why didn’t she trust us

 

We’ll drown you in an ocean

A nothing water

 

Reach out

Touch her

 

Reach out

Touch her

 

Don’t run away

Don’t run away

Sand is not a home

 

I told you

I’ll follow you beneath sand

 

A lost person floats

 

Stay out of the water

Fish don’t welcome you in

 

It’s too late

I never got a chance to know you

 

But the motion never stops

You keep running away

Into a gold ocean

I see you

Your dress is beautiful

Its so black don’t run into the rising sun

I can still run on the water with you

Don’t run on the setting sun

I can still follow you close to where you want

Don’t run away from me

I can still run with you to your destination

I want to see you run away,

But run back to me before you get too far out in the ocean

 

The rising sun doesn’t move fast enough for me

I want it to rise so I can see you

 

The gravel flooded

Water onto sand

Black water

We can’t feel

A feeling lost to time

A spiral never stops to discover itself….

We’re in it

 

I’ll control them too much

I’ll hurt myself for you

I don’t want to hurt myself for you

 

 

But a flowing woman is never complete

She just runs

Forever in a sunset

 

 

Sky pledge

A worship to the sky

 

Feel me in the water, with you

An ocean is too vast for me to find you

 

 

The Girl’s Fountain of Life

 

I’ll search my whole life for it.

Please, just tell me.

She was so beautiful.

You have no idea what you did for me.

Thank you.

The world is not your sunshine and rainbows.

My world is not your sunshine and rainbows.

I wish it was.

But I swear to god,

I’ll see you again,

Someday.

And then,

I’ll make you my world.

So much pain.

 

I remember seeing her for the first time

She grew more beautiful everyday

Maybe I’m just delusional,

But I thought I loved her.

Maybe I really am just crazy,

Like he says.

But I think I’m not.

I loved her.

I just wanted to meet her.

To tell her she was pretty.
Ask her what her life was like.

Ask her how she was like when she was younger.

Live her life in her past.

I still always daydream about it constantly.

Music brings back the memories.

I wonder if the torturing but heavenly visions will ever stop?

I don’t know, damn it.

I don’t know anything anymore.

I’m just walking through a field with gray rain clouds,

Hoping I find a way to meet the 0cean

And see her again there

Waiting for me

If it is only in my daydreaming imagination

The music creates the nostalgia of her

I need to see.

The world’s beauty

Is her beauty to me.

I can’t escape it

Everywhere I go

I just admire her beauty

In everything that is beautiful in the world.

In everything that is beautiful

In my forgotten life….

I never want to forget her life.

If I do, I’ll look at the beautiful earth from a high place.

And jump to kill myself.

I don’t want to not see her.

I want to see her

I want to get to know her

I want to see her

I want to get to know her

Want her

I want to have sex with her

I need to have sex with her

Her body was beautiful, and so sexy.

Her mind was beautiful

If only I got the chance to talk to her,

I know she would have a beautiful mind.

Her face was beautiful, and so pretty.

Her personality was beautiful

If only I had gotten the chance to know her,

I know her personality would be so beautiful.

She would want to laugh so much.

A laugh that’s so pretty.

The overflowing water of life,

From her fountain in heaven,

Surrounded by vines and grass

Her life overflowing from the ocean.

And when the sun decides to go down,

She disappears from my mind, a little more,

A little more.

I don’t want the sun to fade, so she goes away.

I don’t want the sun to fade, so I’ll just forget her,

And move on with my life.

She is the city.

She is the only life that lives to me.

That girl’s all that exists in my heaven.

I just want to have sex with her.

I just want her to like me.

I just want to be her

Perfect, devoted boyfriend.

But now she’s just nostalgia,

A distant memory, a vision, of what could have been.

What I could have discovered about her life, past and present,

Back when I was younger than her.

Visions of that time in the girl’s life.

She could tell me about them,

And I wouldn’t have to imagine how her life was back then,

When I was younger than her,

And somehow more ignorant to the world.

But that will never happen now….

She was drowned away from me, in the ocean.

NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO

I’M BEING PUNISHED

I’M SORRY IF I DID SOMETHING WRONG

I’M NOT A BAD PERSON

I WANTED TO BE HER BOYFRIEND

I WANTED TO TELL HER SHE WAS REALLY PRETTY.

BUT IT WAS A TRICK….

INSANE PUNISHMENT.

I’LL FUCK MYSELF DEAD IF I’M TORMENTED BY THAT GIRL FOR ALL MY LIFE.

I’LL FUCK MYSLEF DEAD INTO THE FOUNTIAN OF LIFE IF I’M TORMENTED BY UNCLEAR VISIONS OF THAT GIRL FOR ALL HER…AND MY LOVELESS, SEXLESS EXISTANCE….

I’LL HAVE TO ENDURE WITHOUT FEELING HER BODY ON THE SURFACE OF THE OCEAN’S WAVES

AS THE AIR IS COOL

THE SKY GRAY, GRAY CLOUDS OF A NATURAL RAINFALL

IF I CAN’T BE ON HER ON THE OCEAN’S WAVES,

I’LL DROWN MYSELF IN ITS WATER OF HER.

HOPEFUL

THE GIRL WILL DROWN HERSELF WITH ME….

IN THE OCEAN’S LIFE.

WATER FLOWS FOREVER.

LIFE NEVER STOPS FLOWING

I DON’T WANT THAT GIRL’S LIFE

TO EVER STOP FLOWING.

EVEN WHEN MY WATER LEAVES HER LIVING SPIRIT.

I WISH FOR HER

TO STAY IN THE OCEAN.

BREATH UNDER THE WATER, GIRL….

I WONT BE WITH YOU LIKE I WANTED.

BUT I WANT YOU TO LIVE

IN THE OCEAN OF MY VISION MEMORIES AND BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS OF THE DISTANT PAST.

I LOVE YOU.

LIKE THIS POEM, MY THOUGHTS ARE NEVER ENOUGH.

THEY WILL FLOW FROM THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE,

THE BEAUTIFUL GIRL IS THE WATER THAT MAKES MY THOUGHTS FLOW

FROM THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE.

NO….

THE FOUNTAIN ONLY BELIEVES IN HER DISTANT LIFE.

I’M SO SORRY….

I NEED A BEAUTIFUL GIRL TO FEED ME THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE

HER WATER IS MY GIRLFRIEND

THAT GIRL’S WATER WAS MY SEX.

I HOPE SHE DRINKS FR