I am forbidden from walking down that path again.
I wouldn’t want to hurt my Lord
By turning away anymore-
There is still a remnant of the darkness.
I observe it from afar-
Unexpected outpouring of feelings,
Suppressed for so long.
Negative thoughts flowing in those tears-
I’m finally released and delivered.
My tears don’t hinder or weaken me anymore.
With tears of sorrow also emerge tears of joy,
Tears of infinite understanding
From the anointed One.