Dream1: Getting Total Freedom
At times Lippy felt trapped in her mind. She read lots of self-help eBooks which helped her to understand that her inner critic caused all the negative chatter in her mind which she wanted to get rid of completely. She knew she could manifest anything she believed in, and it had to do with her conscious and subconscious minds. Her conscious mind had to do a lot with positive thinking. And she came to know through self-help eBooks that fifteen seconds of positive thoughts each day could pay off very well, which was what she practiced. She also needed to do a little bit of work on her beliefs, replacing the ones she had developed all along since childhood. She tried to align her beliefs with what she really, really wanted from life and that would give her the right perspective in life.
While she worked on these, she also realized she was trapped in a voice system. People she passed by or came along in her life passed on to her ugly comments, which she was sure was not her imagination or delusion. How could she free herself from that? She wanted an answer right away. When she told her psychiatrist about it, he gave her further medication and she was upset her doctor didn’t believe her and only took it for granted that it was another illness she had. She looked longingly for an answer to that in self-help books. She prayed to God regularly and recited the Holy Book, when one day, magical lines dawned upon her and she said the following aloud, almost without thinking much:
“Free, free, free,
I have let freedom wash all over me.”
That was the beginning of her movement and she knew she was so close to the total freedom which she so badly needed.