The Last Call: Hidden in Plain Sight by Onidas J. Beaudin - HTML preview

Fear

There is nothing to fear.   Fear serves no purpose.  We have our intellect, our ego, and our emotion to help us navigate through this plane of existing.

In saying this I am very aware that people will feel defensive, and defiant of this truth.  Fear is not an emotion in the way we have used it.

Fear is not a gauge for detecting personal dysfunction!  If you use fear as gauging what might need your attention, then you will end up in a never-ending cycle of detecting more fear within yourself.

Fear is a lie.  It does nothing but create more fear.  It does nothing else.  It has no truth.  None!  Uncovering fear and dispelling it is the only purpose to feel it.

--As in the above paragraph-- Dispelling = removing a spell?  The spell of fear.  Just something I noticed in the wordage.  Fear is like a spell that has been cast upon us.

The last chapter was about attachment.  We have these attachments because of fear.  We fear we have no control of our lives, and this world.  We fear when we die we have nothing.  We fear we will be and are alone.

Fear is the main cause of all human suffering.  Where in fear does it seem a good idea to have it for any reason!  Please, if there is something that fear is good for tell me now.

I really want you to think for a moment. If you are feeling resistance at all to this concept of fear that I am relaying to you.  Try and think of something fear is good for that couldn't be looked after in a much better way.  Anything that needs to be done or taken care of can be done with the healthy emotions, with the healthy mind, or with the healthy ego.  NOT Fear!

Fear is something that holds us back.  What’s funny is it's especially true when it’s something we have always really wanted to do in our life!  Like being a rock star, or climbing a mountain, or being a champion boxer, or writing the book you always wanted to write!

First thing fear says is NO!  Are you crazy!?  You can’t be doing that!  It rambles on in your head convincing quietly to move on to nothing.  Do nothing and feel safe.  Why is that?

Doing nothing is safe?  Because we believe in a lot of untruths about who we are, what we have been told and where we come from.  From there are more untruths that climbs into us, makes a home there, and freezes us up into fear.  So we do nothing and share our lives under fears grasp and control.  It talks in our head like a serpent.

Bondage.  That is what fear is.  Bondage.  The opposite of who you are.  The opposite of what you were created to be.

To sit, and do nothing because you fear, and don't trust the creation that is around you.  To make others around you feel fearful and feel angry together with each other in your existence.  This as a people what we do.  We stop ourselves and each other from living and experiencing life due to fear.  What I am saying is we choose to sit and hide in order to not feel afraid.

Would you be proud of your creation like that if you were God?  If you were looking in a little glass bowl at us all scurrying around... destroying each other.  Not fulfilling our creation out of fear that controls our lives.  Watching us like ants running all over each other, fearful of our own selves and our surroundings.  Existing in suffering.  It would almost be neglectful and compassionless to allow us to continue on in this way.

That's why it’s called The LAST Call.  It is Ending.

If someone was to question why you are afraid to do your wishes, you would be hard pressed to give them any real answer.  Well, an answer that makes any sense that's based in any truth.

That's because fear is a lie and doesn't have any truth to it.  Fear is not there to protect you.  As I said earlier you have much more capable tools than fear to protect yourself with.

Look at it this way.  You must have heard of someone who was so fearful they froze and couldn't move?  You think freezing up to a point your body can’t move is a good idea?  If there is that huge of a danger to me I think I would like to be able to move.  Not a very good protection mechanism...

Now having a feeling there is something around you that is putting you in danger, like maybe some people who have a face that everything is safe.  When their true intention is of robbing and hurting you.  Having a twinge inside sharing with you that something is wrong, and danger is present is quite a different matter.

Not doing what you have always wanted to do out of fear is very different.  One is a tool, the other is identifying with fear as who you are and allowing it to run our world.

Use that warning twinge as a tool.  I won’t even call it fear, because it isn't.  It is strength.

Fear should not engulf you and now your name is afraid.  We can live our lives in that afraid mode.  It’s too bad because we will only get old and die... afraid after having done nothing and trying to control everything.

Fear loves company!  Someone else agreeing with your fear reinforces the truth of it, now you can run with it.  Now you can enforce it!  Maybe build some big walls or something...

Fear drives people into groups of people who want to hate.

Maybe get more people to fear and make a large group of fearing people!  Get people to want to fight to protect themselves from this fearful threat!  Maybe find some old distorted texts from god that seem to represent the fears you all have!  More proof your fear is real!  The threat exists!  A large group of people all fearing together on a continent.  Please... don't sign me up.

Fear has no bearing on anything, fear has no truth in anything.  If you push through a fear you have I'm sure you will have noticed that once on the other side, there was no fear there at all.  Just open space.

A friend of mine once told me a story.  It was about 27 years ago now.  Her name is Wendy.  She is a Hero of mine.  She saved my life and helped me on my path.  Without her I believe I never would have made it.  I thank God for her and her help.

She said to me, “fear is an empty room”.  I said, what does that mean?  She told me this short simple story about fear.  I hope you enjoy it as I did.  It has always stuck with me.

Imagine living in a very large house with many doors.  You are given this house.  It is very old but beautiful and amazing.  Your first visit there you are shown around the house.  The kitchen, bathrooms, bedrooms etc.  You walking down a hallway notice an old door.  It looks like it’s never been touched in years.  There are cob webs on it and thick dust.  You ask your guide about this door.  He says, oooh don't go in that door in there are terrible things.  No one ever goes in that door!  He wouldn't say what but deciding to believe him you carried on.

After years of living in this house and passing by this old door in the middle of the hallway.  You get the nerve to stop in front of the door and peer at it.  Looking at the scratches and design.  Even moving some of the dust off the handle, that's when you notice it’s not locked!  Everything inside you want to open the door but what’s inside!  You don't know!

Suddenly from some deep inner force you didn't know you had, you turn the handle and whip the door open.  In such a kerfuffle you trip on your own feet and fall onto the floor in the middle of the room!  To find a lot of dust in your nose, an old mattress...  and nothing.  Just nothing, just an empty room.  No one ever going in.  How long had this room been passed over never locked and the fear that was created, over nothing.

Don't let fear decide anything for you my friends.  Fear IS an empty room.  Open your doors you have been afraid to open.

The way we have continued we cannot remain in this way.  Children cry and pray for help in their beds.  For that matter I cry and pray for help in my bed.  The world we have created has to change.  Fear has no place in the new world.  Fear does not exist.  If you hang on to fear, if you want to keep your attachments, you will not come.  There is no back door.

The fact is we are running out of time.  If you want to argue a point about what someone said, or what happened 3 years ago that upsets you then you do that.  You do that over there somewhere.

I am not here to make you decide.  I am not here to make you clean yourself up.  I am not responsible for you.  I am here to spell it out to you as clearly and the best I can, and YOU decide what it is that you want.  That is my responsibility to myself and to God.

I will always try to help someone to this place I speak of.  That is my job that I agree to.  But moving ahead and forward not backwards and dragging.  We can go back to bring something forward, but not go back to keep going backwards.

If there is someone who does not have the capacity to understand or make the choices, they will be brought forward without effort.

I'll put things in a really simple form of what I mean.  If you have 5 minutes to live do you want to go over that fine detailed crap, or do you want to get what I'm saying and let go of what doesn't matter?

As a race here on earth it is like we have 5 minutes to live.  We are running out of time.

We pretend our bodies death isn't coming, and we have all the worlds time until it’s too late.  We find ourselves on our death bed with no time left and so much wanted to do and say.  All the things fear told us not to do will be with us, on our chest at that time.  But it’s over and there is no choice.

That's what this is. If you hang on to fear and dribble you’re going to be too late.  Not only because of your bodies death, but the death of the world as we know it.  There won’t be any coming back.  There won’t be any more chances.  This is the truth.

I am not intending to instill fear.  I am trying to uncover the fog on your brain that says fear of being who you are is ok!  It is not ok to allow fear to permeate through your life and control everyone's world.  Let go of fear and attachment to people and things.  Shed it off like an outmoded skin.  Stand strong in your Self of who you are, and you will fly like a Dove.