I believe that this lifetime is a punishment for something terrible that I did in some past life.
I believe I failed miserably at whatever it was I was supposed to do in this life. I have failed at two marriages, I have no decent career and, at fifty-five, I am still struggling financially. I believe this is proof of my inadequacies.
I believe I have nothing to show for my fifty-five years of living.
Would it not be for my son, no one would ever know, or care, that I lived.
Feb. 27, 2000 (Dream)