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Preface

I wrote this book approximately 5 years ago, at the end of 2010.  Today is December 28, 2015, and I wanted to update my thoughts on what I wrote so long ago.  I have read the material numerous times and I still stand by everything I have stated in this compilation of thoughts.  However, I felt it necessary to add some additional explanation and insight into why I wrote the book and what I wanted to accomplish at the time that I wrote it. 

I wrote this book because there was something inside of me incessantly prodding me to put my thoughts to paper.  During this time – which was over a period of 4 years – I was very busy reading, processing and scribbling.  It took over a year to compile my scribbles into some sort of organized, readable material.  What did I hope to accomplish......I have no idea.

I just wrote and thought, erased and read, wrote and learned…for 4 years.  After a person experiences something traumatic, it takes a while to process the event.  That is what I did with no actual end result in mind.  When I did finally put this book on the internet, I definitely had a naïve expectation.  I was sure that when someone would read my book they would immediately sense that I had something to offer the world in terms of understanding humanity in a different way and that with that knowledge and understanding, shackles could be broken.  Boy was I wrong. 

I started a blog as well which I diligently added blog after blog waiting to catch someone in a controversial conversation that would possibly stimulate thought on both ends.  But…nope.  Nothing.

I gave up after about 6 months due to opposition.  I lost my motivation.  Not one person found my thoughts to be interesting and/or thought provoking let alone life changing.   Five years later, I don’t care.  Finally, after a lot more soul searching and a lot more research on some crazy subjects such as the Occult and Secret Societies, I found the motivation to try again. 

I am, at this point in my life, convinced that what happened to me almost ten years ago, was a supernatural occurrence that provided information to me as well as the will to disclose this information to others.  My ego stopped the process.  I have since become a much stronger person with a deep sense of self and I am ready to take on the critics, the liars, the frightened, those that are delusional and the abusers that make up most of our population. 

I am ready to fight for humanity’s right to freedom - a natural born right – even if humanity is willing to put me down and call me stupid, crazy, a liar, delusional or even a criminal for suggesting that we live in bondage and before we can be considered free, we must admit that we are currently in bondage.

I am not going to revise my book at this time, however, there is so much I would like to talk about that my next endeavor will be to find a new format allowing me to invite real thought provoking discussions on some taboo and controversial subjects that will, hopefully, find the key(s) to some hearts and minds and unlock them, opening a door to a new, free world.

Please note; the rest of this book was written approximately 5 years ago.