Tabios...
Fuck, what am I doing? This is getting out of control. Why am I in the back room with Candyy? I lost my shit when I saw Crash close to Angel. I know he was doing it to piss me off and he got exactly what he wanted. When she turn around and our eyes met I am sure she saw how pissed off I was. I was so concentrated on her that I didn’t even realize Candyy was dancing on me until I saw Angel’s face. I’ve never seen her so angry and I have to admit that I enjoy every second of it.
I enjoy seeing that she cares. I love seeing her mad because some other woman was dancing on me. Finally she felt what I feel whenever she is close to that Thing. Even though she tried to hide what she was feeling I saw it in her eyes. She was pissed. She wanted to chop my head off with her bare teeth. I wanted to push her buttons to see if she would finally let herself feel something. That’s why I follow Candyy to the back room but when I walked by Angel I felt like the biggest dick in the world. Instead of seeing anger in her eyes what I saw was hurt. I hurt her with my action. I took it too far. I was begging her to say something to me so I can stop this madness but she didn’t. She rather watched me with some other woman before allowing herself to actually feel something. Well if she won’t allow herself to feel anything I will. I can’t play her same game because if I do we both will end up losing.
“Get the fuck off” I push Candyy off me. I didn’t want her on me in the first place. “What the fuck?” she looks back at me. “Where are you going?” she ask as I walk out the door. I don’t even bother in answering her. I look around the club looking for Angel but don’t find her anywhere. I walk over to the bar that’s where I last saw her. “Where is she?” I ask the blond bartender. She was here just a few minutes ago. The blond looks up at me “Who?” She knows damn well who I am talking about. “Angel,” I answer. I don’t have time to be playing games with her. I need to talk to Angel before it’s too late. “Oh, she left she wasn’t feeling well” she says as she continues mixing some drinks. She wasn’t feeling well? “Was she in pain?” I ask worry. If she was in pain maybe she shouldn’t be driving. “Yeah she was” she says giving me an evil glare. Why is she looking at me like that for? What did I do? “Thanks,” I give her a nod and walk away from her.
“Leaving already?” Crash asks as I walk outside. I turn around ready to punch him in his face for the stunt he pulled earlier. I know he was trying to push my buttons but there was no need for him trying to touch her. “What the fuck is it to you?” I ask pissed off. He throws his hands in the air like if he was surrounding to me “Stay boy” he smirks. I step closer to him “Do I look like a fucking dog to you?”. He needs to be very careful with his answer. He throws his head back in laughter “I’ve heard that before”. I cross my arms in front of my chest and stare at him “What the fuck was that shit you pulled earlier with Angel?”
“Nothing just checking up on her to see how she was doing” he answers all innocent. Bullshit. There is more to this story and we both know it but I don’t have time to figure it out right now. I turn around and walk towards my bike. I have some where to be. I speed all the way to Angel house but to my surprise her car wasn’t there. I walk to her apartment and knock on her door. “Angel?” I yell as I knock on the door but no one answers. I pull out my phone and dial her number. The phone rings three times but still no answer. I send her a text informing her I was outside her apartment. I call again but this time the phone rings once and then it goes straight to voice mail. Fuck, what if she decided to leave again like last time? Something deep in my chest starts to hurt just thinking about it. She can’t be gone not now.
I call her again but still no answer. Fuck! I fucked up! I fuck everything up. Now she is gone and I have no idea where she might have gone. What if I never see her again? No, I can’t think like that. Maybe Hope knows where she could be. I dial Hope’s number. “Hello?” she answers on the third ring. There is loud music in the background. “Hope it’s me Tabios,” I say as I pace. “Oh hi,” she sounds surprise. “Hope I can’t find Angel I don’t know where she is. She was at the club but then she wasn’t feeling well and left. I came to your house but she isn’t here. I don’t know where she is” I chant as fast as I can.
“Woow calm down,” she says trying to calm me down “I know where she is”. She knows where she is? Oh thank God. I feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my chest. “You do? Where is she?” I ask as I walk to my bike. “Not so fast,” she says making me stop “first you’re going to tell me what happen”. How does she know something happen? I don’t have time to catch her up. I need to see Angel with my own eyes to be sure Hope isn’t lying to me. “I’ll be there in 5” I hang the phone on her. If I am not wrong I know exactly where they are.
I pull up to Sync parking lot and walk inside. I walk straight to Hope, who is behind the bar working. “Where is she?” I ask. She leans into the bar “What did you do?”. I can tell she is pissed off at me she has a wrinkle on her forehead. I don’t even know where to start. I just need to find Angel before she does something stupid. Someone laughs catching my attention. I know that laugh anywhere. I turn towards the direction where the laugh came from and spot her instantly.
She is laughing at something the asshole right beside her said. Oh hell no I’ve had enough of these fucking games. “Where you going?” Hope asks as I make my way towards Angel. “Get lost,” I growl to the asshole. Angel smile drops as she turns to look at me. “What the fuck are you doing here?” she asks. Her tongue sounds like it’s too heavy for her to speak. She sways from right to left as she tries to catch her balance. Fuck she is drunk. The asshole looks at me and then back at her “Sorry dude I didn’t know she was your girlfriend”.
“Girlfriend?” Angel laughs “he is not my boyfriend, he is nothing”. Ouch I deserve that. “You got 5 seconds and 3 have already passed by” I threaten him. The asshole nods his head and quickly walks away. “You’re such a fucking asshole,” she tries shoving me out her way. “Angel,” I grab her arm trying to stop her from leaving. “Get the fuck off me” she pulls her arm out of my hold. I growl trying to keep myself calm. “Angel stop fucking playing and let’s go, now” I say through clinch teeth as I follow her around the club. “Fuck off,” she yells over her shoulder. I follow behind her like a fucking dog. Maybe Crash was on to something. “Hope,” she yells “give me a shot”. I shake my head at Hope. She really shouldn’t be drinking no more. Angel looks at me and then back at Hope “Really?”.
She gives me a dirty look and walks away. “Fine, I am leaving somewhere that they will serve me” she slurps as she walks away. “Wait,” Hope stops me “here are her keys” she hands them to me. I reach for my keys and give them to her “I’ll have someone come for my bike”.
“Where are you going?” I ask Angel as I catch up to her. “Leave me alone,” she sways from side to side “what the fuck are you doing here anyways?”. She walks towards the street trying to stop a cab. Damn she still pissed. “Can you stop for a second so I can explain what I am doing here,” I spin her around. She looks at me with her big blue eyes. When I look into them what I see is anger and behind that I see sadness. Fuck! I fucked up.