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The Great Awakening

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Self-Help / Spiritual

15.04.09

For Nilissa, Olivia, and Sophia

I am eternally yours

Contents

Introduction .....................................................................9

The Soul ......................................................................... 15

The Spirit and Mind ...................................................... 31

The Body ....................................................................... 51

The Prayer Formula........................................................ 63

Resistance ...................................................................... 77

Negative Emotions ........................................................ 81

Six Steps to Balance ..................................................... 125

The Magical Number 12 .............................................. 135

The Example ................................................................ 145

The Vision ................................................................... 157

The Awakening ............................................................ 185

A New Belief System ................................................... 205

Introduction

I’ve always felt a magnetic pull toward the spirit of a loving God—a God who would show the type of affection to me

that a mother feels toward a newborn child. This has always been the kind of relationship I have desired with my creator.

I needed to know more than what I was given from

my elders. As far back as I can remember, I was never

satisfied nor fulfilled with the answers I was receiving to my numerous questions. Deep down, I knew that God was

different than what I was being taught. I was lacking a much deeper and more loving God than the hell and brimstone

tyrant that was shown to me.

Like a treasure hunter, my quest started at the age of

nine. A bunch of us kids were playing in the neighborhood

playground when I saw a group of well-dressed people file

into a white building. I jumped off the monkey bars and

proceeded to follow the crowd. A very nice woman seated

me, and I heard my first sermon with her. Afterward she

handed me a Bible and explained to my inquisitive mind

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whom Jesus was. That was in 1973, and I was well on my

way to finding gold.

I was too young to get past all the “thou shalts” and

“thou shalt nots” of the King James Version; therefore, I

left the Bible in my drawer where it would remain for years to come.

At the age of twenty-two, while serving in the United

States Navy, I had a spiritual experience. I was in a group setting, having a discussion, when out of nowhere I felt a hand touch my right shoulder from behind. I turned to

look to see who it was and saw no one there! Immediately a feeling of complete and total bliss engulfed my body,

beginning at my right shoulder area and ending at my toes.

This feeling of peace stayed with me for three days and then slowly dissipated. During that period, I truly experienced heaven on earth. I was to find out later on in life that it was the Lord Jesus himself who paid me a visit that day. This

wake-up call would be my first experience with the divine, but not my last.

I knocked the dust off my trusty Bible and read it from

cover to cover. Then I proceeded to read commentaries

about the books in the Bible until it became an obsession.

I purchased a Strong’s Concordance and a Halley’s Bible

handbook and literally memorized them. Many books I

read from wonderful authors such as Billy Graham, John

Valvoord, J. Vernon McGee, and many others.

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I bounced around from church to church, apparently

asking too many questions about the Holy Father to suit

the teachers, until I would finally leave and look for another house of worship. This would go on for a few years, and

then once again, my thirst for biblical knowledge was sadly replaced by the cares of this world, completely withdrawing from the church of Christ.

This would once again change. Ten years after my

mystical experience with the hand, I received spiritual

experience number 2. In March of 1996, I was involved in

a horrific one vehicle auto accident. I was thrown from my vehicle, landed on the pavement, and ended up fracturing

my neck, cheek, nose, and knocked out several teeth. I am

very lucky to be alive today.

While I was in the ambulance on the way to the hospital,

my heart stopped. What happened next was another life-

changing experience. I stared down at my lifeless body

wondering who I really was. If that body is me, then who am I now? I saw a few visions which are included in this book and was then resuscitated. It would turn out to be another life-changing experience, which would never leave me.

From that time to this, I have never wavered in my study

of the scripture. Eternally searching, forever growing.

I would have one more experience which far surpassed

anything prior which is included in the chapter of this

book, “The Awakening.” I’m still having trouble wrapping

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my mind around the turn of events which have happened

during that time period.

These events can best be described as bizarre, yet true.

This book is my attempt at describing what I have come

to realize as the true nature of God, or the source and

its creation, the spirits, minds, and bodies of that which it created.

To express the power of prayer through a unique formula

of faith and resistance.

To show what we are all capable of, using Jesus as the

example for the rest of us to follow.

To give us all a vision of things to come.

I would like to thank first and foremost Jesus the Christ

for giving me a second chance time and again.

The Angels Thomas, Samuel, and Elizabeth for your

patience and kind words.

The Apostle Philip for understanding why I am the way

that I am. If anyone knows, it’s you.

The Priest and Prophet Zachariah for your dedication

to the cause.

I hope and pray everyone enjoys reading this manuscript

as much as I enjoyed writing it.

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March 12, 2015

Jesus said, “If those who lead you say to you, ‘See,

the kingdom is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky

will precede you. If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’

then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom

is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you

come to know yourselves, then you will become

known, and you will realize that it is you who are the

sons of the living father. But if you will not know

yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are

that poverty.

—Gospel of Thomas, verse 3

If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think

in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration.

—Nikola Tesla

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This book is a message from the soul. It was given to me

to give to you. I’m fulfilling my part of the deal by writing it; now fulfill yours by reading it. Together, maybe we will make this a better world where all can live in peace and

harmony. Heaven knows the world needs a new message;

the old ways aren’t working out in our favor. Past formulas are coming up short. Past performances are lacking.

We desire a change in direction. We are in dire need of

new information that tells us all who we really are: sons and daughters of the living God. We’ve been hoodwinked into

thinking otherwise, and it’s time to lift the veil.

Many of us believe that we are a three-part being made

up of body, mind, and spirit. This is a simplified answer to a very complex being. We are much grander than this. It’s

a general misconception that I will attempt to clarify. Wish me luck.

First, saying that we are made up of body, mind, and

spirit is lacking in that we are missing a very key component to all this. Where is the soul in this answer?

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Immediately there will be those who will object and

announce that the spirit and the soul are the same thing.

Oh, but they aren’t. Let me explain myself.

Let’s begin with the soul. There is but one and only one

soul in this and any other universe: the eternal soul of God.

It is omnipotent, omnipresent, and universal. The soul

has all knowledge of every life ever lived, every life living now, and every life in the future. It is power, it is glory, it is hallowed. Jesus called this soul “our father.” It’s the Supreme Being, the Alpha and Omega, and the first and

the last.

It is pure energy—the highest energy imaginable. It is

the source, the combined power of every star, planet, nova, and anything else that exists in the universe and beyond. It is first cause and last effect.

It is God. It is what men of science and religion have

been seeking for eons. And still they don’t know. Still they search. They are getting closer; there is just something

missing from the equation.

It is a mystery that metaphysicians have been searching

for in the deepest corners of their mind and their deepest reaches. The yearning for this power has driven men beyond the normal laws of physics. This is the power that can heal the sick and raise the dead—the energy that creates worlds and those beings that inhabit those worlds.

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This is our eternal soul. And it has been with us all

along, reaching out to us, telling us, “Here I am” and “Come to me.”

In the beginning, before any matter was created, this

soul was all that existed. There was nothing else. Its form is energy—pure, total, and complete. Yet the size of this soul was a million times smaller than the tiniest grain of sand found on the beach of the Pacific Ocean. You can’t see it, but yet it exists. You might ask, “Well, how can this be?” It’s simple. It’s called energy—complete and total. It vibrates at an infinite frequency. It is an energy source that is simply beyond our understanding. Yet it is there nonetheless.

And then this soul changed all by asking the question

that is still being asked today and will continue to be asked.

We shall call this the eternal question.

“Who am I?”

How many times in the history of mankind have we

asked ourselves who we are? Speaking for myself, I’ve asked that question a thousand times throughout my life. It’s

been a question that has nagged at me since I was a young

boy, a question I ask myself today. a question of eternal

evolution that answers itself daily yet never answers itself fully—a paradox.

The soul—God—contemplating itself, asked the same

question.

Immediately after the question was asked, the big

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greatest explosion of energy you could possibly fathom:,the soul splitting itself into an infinite number of parts, sending forth its energy into every direction at a rate of speed that would expand the finest minds of anyone who has ever

bothered to look into this matter. The key word there is

matter. This is pure energy turning itself into matter. This is the soul expanding itself into the material world and

becoming physical.

The soul turns itself from one part to another: energy

to matter. Einstein explained this with his formula of E =

mc2 (energy equals mass times the speed of light squared).

This is a formula, which in its simplest terms, tells us that matter and energy are the same entity and can be changed

into each other. Thank you, Albert.

Now for every action, there is an equal and opposite

reaction. Therefore the soul, which consists of pure energy, sent out positive energy and negative energy to balance

itself—two wavelengths, opposite yet complementary.

There can be no other solution. Positive energy went in

this direction, and negative energy went in that direction.

It’s either one or the other in varying degrees. The energy travelled at a great speed through what we call wavelengths.

Frequency is how many times a second something vibrates.

The frequency that this matter or mass, whatever you wish

to call it, was vibrating at a speed that boggles the mind.

One can’t really wrap their mind around it.

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As time went by, this energy formed into matter. Gases

were formed, then stars, and finally planets.. This process took billions of years to happen.

Further time went on, and the energy began to cool as

it got farther away from the center of the big bang, and

elements begin to appear: hydrogen, helium, and then

other elements.

Now as matter was forming, its counterpart antimatter

was also forming—one matter to offset the other, two

wavelengths going opposite directions at the same rate and power. Each is formed by the other. Both are working in

unison to keep the center balanced.

Imagine seeing a seesaw or teeter-totter as we used

to call them. One side goes up, the other goes down, and

back and forth. Each side balances itself in perfection—

on one side is matter and the other antimatter. One side

positive energy, the other negative. Back and forth, back

and forth, each side being balanced by the center. Think of the right and the left. They need each other to exist. Perfect counterparts. Up and down, male and female, this and

that, Ford and Chevy. I was just kidding about the Ford-

and-Chevy bit, trying to keep it light. Ford and Chevy, the eternal argument.

The center of the seesaw is what keeps each side from

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from overtaking each other. It balances the two. You can’t have one without the other, or neither would exist.

Matter begins to cool. More complex elements begin to

form: oxygen and carbon begin, then others. Water appears

and with it, life.

Now in all this, the soul, or God, is connected in

everything. It begot everything; it is everything. It is the soul finding out the original question of “Who am I?” So

it had to divide and subdivide itself into individual parts to find out who the soul is. Pure energy splitting itself up into different parts and pieces. God finding out what God is all about. Rather exciting prospect, wouldn’t you agree?

Energy changing into mass to determine what energy

is. The soul forming individual spirit, forming the mind,

forming life. The soul has divided itself into spirits, spirits of all shapes, sizes, forms, and energy. If anything has life in it, then it has spirit. It doesn’t matter if it’s a tree, a dog, a plant, or human. We are all created spirits come from the one soul. Positive and negative energy created in concert

for balance. Matter and antimatter. Each defining its own

role in the universe.

This means, of course, that we are all one. As I said

before, God is finding out who God is. The soul created this illusion of separateness through time and space to answer

the original question: who am I? Well, it’s finding out each and every day in every world that exists. If God, or the soul, hadn’t asked the original question, then none of us would

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exist. We would still all be a part of the original energy vibration before the big bang. We’d still be united with the soul, but we wouldn’t be able to experience ourselves. We’d know ourselves but not the experience of it. The idea would be there, but nothing else.

Spirits are formed from the soul. Life begins. The

mind and body follows, and with it comes consciousness

and then more questions, all stemming from the original

question: “Who am I?” It is the original question of the

entire universe.

Every question that has been asked since can be traced

back to the original. Think about that for a second. You go to your local bookstore; you decide what to buy based on

who you are. You buy a car and a house, you marry a wife,

you add a dog, etc., based on who you are. You decide to

have children, where to live, to get an education, and which hobbies to pursue. You can’t get around it. It’s all based on who you are. It is truly the eternal question for a person, a community, a state, and a world. How should I comb my

hair? How should I dress? Whom shall I love? Who will

be my God? What shall I do today? Every choice you ever

make in your life is based on the original question of “who am I?” Whom do I choose to be? Well, the answer for God

is to be the all of it. Not just the positive part as the church seems to think, but all of it. It would be impossible for it to be any other way.

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The one soul which formed the universe that we live in

needed to discover who it is. It made a choice. Before that choice, all it had was an idea—a concept, a visualization.

But that wasn’t enough to satisfy the curiosity of God or the soul. It needed more. It needed much more. Experience of

who it is was the driving force behind the big bang. It had to experience itself just as we choose to come here in this life for the same reason. Unless you have the physical, you can’t experience the spiritual. Unless you have the spiritual, you can’t experience the physical. Unless you have the soul, you can have neither. God is unable to experience unless

God becomes flesh. You can know who you are but not the

experience. It’s the same with God.

Light and Darkness, life and death, right and left, are

brothers of one another. They are inseparable. Because

of this neither are the good good, nor evil evil, nor

is life life, nor death death. For this reason each one

will dissolve into its earliest origin. But those who

are exalted above the world are indissoluble, eternal.

(Gospel of Philip)

The soul that leads to spirit that leads to mind that

leads to body. One leads to the next. It’s the only way God can self-realize who God is. Before matter, God only had

a conception, an idea, of who it was. After matter, God

now can enjoy the complete and total experience of its

existence. The up, the down, the left, the right, the forward, the backward—everything. And that includes the positive

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and the negative. It’s all energy. None of it is wasted; none of it is for naught. The positive and the negative energy that both emanate from the soul are both God.

Let me say that again so it can sink in to your mind. The

positive and the negative energy that both emanate from

the soul are both God.

Whoa! Wait a minute! Stop right there, mister!

“God is both positive and negative?” you ask.

To say that God is the positive energy force of the

universe and not the negative leaves out half of God. To

say that God is positive and this character known as Satan is the negative makes Satan equal with God. That would

be an error. The soul, known as God, created both to offset each other. There is absolutely no other way possible for it to happen. You can’t have one without the other.

God, which is a pure energy life force, split into positive and negative energy cycles or wavelengths. It’s impossible for each to exist unless the other is present. This is very important. You can’t have up without down, right without

left, and, most importantly, male without female. So how

can God be male without being female? That’s correct; this image of an old bearded man on the throne is another error.

Male will not exist without female; therefore, God,

or the soul, must be both. One part masculine, one part

feminine. Two parts in one being, both equal with each

other. Therefore, this male-dominated society is incorrect.

If females are part of the God equation, then why do

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we relegate them to second-class status? This means the

religions and governments of the world have it all wrong.

The Roman Catholic Church, and any other for that

matter, that does not allow females to be priests or leaders have got it all wrong. God can be female, but not having

females as church leaders? What kind of logic is that? There is a masculine and feminine side to all of us. Look within you and you’ll see. The outward body may be either male of female, but inward we are both and equal.

Now let us focus entirely on the created soul: the spirit, mind, and body experiences of the human being.

That original soul we call God that created all things

is in all things. Yep, that right, I’ll say it again. It’s in all things. God is in every human being, each and every one

of us, from the Buddha, to Adolf Hitler, to Jesus Christ, to Vlad the Impaler. As the apostle Paul wrote in Colossians

1:16 (niv), “For in him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things have been

created through him and for him.” It can be no other way.

You cannot have one without the other. You can’t have

positive without negative, right without left, male without female, up without down, and so on. It’s impossible; one

side of the seesaw can’t exist without the other. But without the center, neither exists. One side of the pendulum refuses existence without the other.

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The soul created the spirit, the mind, and the body. All

four parts are in each one of us. One cannot exist without the other. No soul means nothing else exists. The soul is the sum of all things and more; it’s never-ending. Would you

like a further mind-bender? Our God, our soul, is the child of another and a part of another. Its body, along with many others, serve another. That, my friends, is known as infinity.

And infinity never ends. It continues up; it continues down.

It’s never-ending. You are a part of the soul, which is a part of another, which is a part of another. That should make

you feel rather large indeed! But first, remember: the soul is, the spirit feels, the mind thinks, the body does. These are the four parts of the human being.

The problem with us human beings today is we are not

being taught who we really are. We are being told we are

mind, body, and spirit, that’s if we are being told that at all.

Some just think of themselves as a body and nothing else.

How limited is that? The soul, the most important part, that which creates the other three, is being thrown to the curb so to speak. It’s forgotten. And that part is the kingdom of heaven within you that Thomas spoke of.

We’ve lost sight of who we are. It’s not our fault. We are being taught otherwise. We are all being led to believe that God is out there somewhere instead of in here. God is out

there; that part is true, but God is also in here. So they’re half correct.

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The soul is within us—each and every one of us. It is

us. This is the part of us that Jesus referred to as the Holy Spirit. It’s the part of us that connects the soul with the spirit. We’ve just forgotten who we really are. We either

don’t understand, someone tells us otherwise, or we get

lost in the cares of the world. A good example of this is

the Gospel of Thomas’s “the kingdom of heaven is within

you.” Now anyone who learns this and bothers to tell others understands Jesus’s parable of the sower of seeds. It reads as follows:

Then He spoke many things to them in parables,

saying: “Behold, a sower went out to sow. And as

he sowed, some seed fell by the wayside; and the

birds came and devoured them. Some fell on stony

places, where they did not have much earth; and they

immediately sprang up because they had no depth of

earth. But when the sun was up they were scorched,

and because they had no root they withered away.

And some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprang

up and choked them. But others fell on good ground

and yielded a crop: some a hundredfold, some sixty,

some thirty. He who has ears to hear, let him hear!”

(Matt.13:3–9, New King James Version)

He who has understanding, let him have understanding!

This wonderful parable was spoken on many levels.

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When someone tells you the good news that the

kingdom of heaven, the soul, or God, is within you, one of four things happen. You do either of the following:

1. Don’t understand. The example is the seeds falling

by the wayside.

2. Do, but it doesn’t last very long. The example is the

seeds which don’t have depth. Trouble shows up at

your door because of your newfound beliefs, and you

ditch them to the wayside to avoid persecution.

3. Do, but you care more about this world. Material

things, namely money, comes first. The example is

the thorns choking the seeds.

4. Do, and you tell others the good news.

Another level of the parable of the sower of seeds is

this. The four parts of this parable beautifully explain the evolutionary stages of the spirit.

Stage 1. Someone comes and tells you the good news.

You look at them like they just lost their marbles. What

the hell is this person talking about? God within me?

This person must be nuts, you say to yourself, I don’t feel any God within me. You tell them to go away and pick up the newspaper to find out if your favorite sports team won last night. You remind your wife to never answer the door again when some religious nutcase is knocking.

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Stage 2. This is the part where you get a little bit of understanding, just a little. Just enough to go running

around like a screaming maniac, happy as can be, for just

a while. This is a short season. Why? Well, problems start to come because of your newfound belief, so you discard

it because you don’t have any root. You don’t have a clear understanding yet, so you lose what you had, or it begins

to offend you. People started giving you hell for what you believe in. Friends and family, those closest to you, begin their criticism. But it was there for a little while, and while it was, you caught fire, but the fire went out, and all that is left is ashes. You didn’t keep the fire going. You didn’t stoke it. Instead you went and grabbed the nearest water bucket

and doused the flames. Many are called; few are chosen.

Stage 3. Yes, finally you understand the message! The good news! It lasts for a while too! You are in bliss. But as you grow, so do the thorns: the car payment, the house

payment, and all the details of life that consume you. Or, life starts getting too good for you. You’ve figured it out, you receive blessings, but you begin to fall in love with material things instead of the soul. You try to balance the love of the soul with the love of money or material possessions, but in the end you cannot ride two horses. And sooner or later the message that you so gladly received is gone, choked by the cares of this world—the thorns and the weeds. The world

you live in becomes more important than the one you came

from. After all, you are here and not there.

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Stage 4. This is your final destination. At last, you understand completely the good news that all the

knowledge, the hope, the faith, and the love you ever

wanted you already have. What you’ve been searching for

has been there all along. That God, or the soul, is within you, and you already possessed it. You had it all along and just didn’t realize it. It’s all within you! It always has been!

That soul which creates all things lies within you. It is you.

Finally, home at last. You are so full of joy that you cannot keep this news to yourself. You tell others: some thirty,

some sixty, some a hundredfold. It’s like a pebble dropping into a pond and creating waves all the way to the shore.

Your energy is sent out telling others, and if that seed falls on good ground, they in turn tell others. Free at last! Free at last! Thank God almighty, I’m free at last! After our long journey, we’ve finally come home.

Like Jesus, we are in this world but not of this world. Our home, our source, is where all the answers to every problem that surrounds us is found. It’s time we all remembered

that. The world would be a different place if we did.

Remember that the deepest part of you is the soul, and

the soul, that which you currently think of as God, is all there was, is, and all there ever will be forever and ever.

Amen.

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Finally, all of you be of one mind, having compassion

for one another; love as brothers, be tender hearted,

be courteous.

—1 Peter 3–8

Okay, now that we’ve covered the soul for a bit, let’s move on to the spirit and mind. We need to cover these two

brothers together as they are eternally linked.

The spirit is a wonderful gift. It’s tied to the soul, it

comes from the soul, and it is the soul divided into an

infinite number of parts. And in cases where your energy is at its highest positive, then it is the soul—the Holy Spirit.

The soul remains unchanged for eternity while the spirit

can be all over the place in any given day. The spirit is what gives the soul its experience of what it so desires to know who it really is. From its highest point of pure energy, the soul splits into every kind of spirit there is. The emotion or highest feelings known as love splits itself into every other 31

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kind of feeling, from love to fear, and back again. Spirit is emotion, and emotion is energy in motion, both positive

and negative, as the spirit begins to experience who it is.

The whole dynamic of the spirit is because the soul wishes it to experience the all of it, not just positive, but all of it.

The spirit and mind, like the soul, remains unseen. But

unlike the soul, they can be felt. The spirit speaks through feelings—many, many feelings. It is its language. It is its emotion. Your highest and lowest feelings are contained

in the vessel of the spirit. The spirit is how God, or the soul, feels. Without the spirit, God only has an idea of

who it is. I know I keep repeating myself on that, but it’s very important for all of us to understand that it is because the soul wishes to experience who it is. It’s the reason for our existence. So when you look at the stars at night and

wonder why you are here, there is your answer.

The spirit is a wonderful gift. The spirit is constantly

moving from one feeling to the next. Your feelings are its language. The feelings are how the spirit communicates to

the body. It tells you what state of being you are currently in.

Bliss, peace, anger, happiness, joy, love, fear, worry, doubt, guilt, faith, hope—the list goes on and on. This is the spirit.

This is how it talks to you.

Now the soul, which is God, is pure energy, which is

love in its purest form.

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Out of that energy—that emotion, that feeling—comes

all the rest. The positive and the negative. The up and the down. Left and the right. All of it.

Out of love comes fear. You ask how that could be.

Think about it for a minute and you’ll see. You find love, and what is your first feeling from that? Fear of losing that love. Therefore, love created fear. Then fear created doubt, worry, guilt, insecurity, and so on. But on the other hand, if you find love and are secure enough to agree with that

emotion, then you’ll have peace, bliss, joy, faith, and hope.

You get the picture. But your root emotion is always love.

When your spirit is at its highest state, it’s in love.

The highest energy is love; the lowest is fear. Out of

love comes all the positive energy; out of fear comes the

negative. This is the first and second cause.

Now remember I told you that the soul is energy—pure

energy. And then the soul has now divided itself into spirit and matter. The soul is, the spirit feels, the mind thinks, and the body does. So that pure energy of the soul has divided itself into individual energies of the spirit, mind, and body.

Positive and negative energy, each balancing itself, one

offsetting the other.

The pure energy of the soul divides itself into individual energies of the spirit, which are the root energies of love and fear. These energies further divide into other energies.

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guilt, insecurity, and anger for the negative side. Each side balances the other, one side offsetting the other. The up and the down. The right and the left. You get the picture.

The soul has created the spirit and mind, then the spirit

and mind then creates the body. It’s a chain of events that has been happening for billions of years since the original big bang question of “who am I?” and since original thought created original matter.

Think of our being as a water system. The soul is the

reservoir filled with water; the spirit and the mind are the pump that pushes the water through. The pump’s pressure

can be controlled by a regulator, just as the spirit and mind can control the pressure of the soul and that which the

source or the reservoir in our water system can let in. The spirit and mind control how much of the soul we let in,

just as the regulator controls how much water pressure

we have in this system. The body is that which is linked

together to form the pipes; the body is also the faucet or end result of all that water pressure. Now you can control the amount of pressure being let out of the faucet by the

hot and cold water valves as well, just as we can control

the amount of pressure from our soul with our thoughts

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how long the pipes are, how thin the pipes are, how clogged the filters are, and so on.

The positive and negative energies of the spirit create

the mind and vice versa.

Like the soul, the spirit and the mind are also unseen. The spirit and mind are also trying to figure out who they are.

It’s the eternal question. The spirit and mind are the bridge between the soul and the body—the bridge between God

and you. The soul feels; the mind thinks. Both are capable of emitting positive or negative energy. There is such as a thing as neutral energy; that’s the zero-point reference that scientists are debating about. Neutral energy is God, or the soul, before it became spirit and mind turning into flesh.

The spirit uses feelings to communicate; the mind uses

words. Both are intertwined with each other like a DNA

strand wrapped around each other for eternity, linked. One cannot exist without the other. Each one wraps itself around each other in an eternal dance of feelings and thought. They constantly affect each other.

For instance, when you become stressed out about

something, it’s awful challenging to think straight, isn’t it?

That’s the spirit affecting the mind.

Your spirit can uplift your mind and vice versa. When

you are in clear state of mind with no negative energy

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does the other. So clear your mind and watch peace and

happiness come forth from your soul and into your spirit

and body. You can’t be in a positive state of mind and a

negative state of feeling. It’s impossible; they flow together.

Both are either positive or negative.

Your mind and your spirit is the culmination of all the

lives you’ve ever lived, the life you are living now, and every life you will ever live into the future. There is a memory bank within you that remembers everything you have ever

done in past and previous lives. If you dig deep enough,

you’ll discover it all. You can trace your existence back to the beginning—back to the soul.

From the soul your first life came into being. Your first

spirit, your first mind. This happened about thirteen and a half billion years ago, give or take. That first life begot your second, the second begot the third, and so on. Each life was gathering experience of itself. Each life was the soul finding out who it was through the spirit, mind, and body. Each

life was gathering up experience of itself and answering the question of “who am I?”

Two Wolves: A Cherokee Parable

An old Cherokee chief was teaching his grandson

about life.

“A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It

is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. One is

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evil. He is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego. The other is good. He

is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness,

benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion,

and faith. This same fight is going on inside you and

inside every other person too.”

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then

asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?”

The old chief simply replied, “The one you feed.”

Let’s replace the word evil for negative energy. Let’s

replace the word good for positive energy. It’s far more

accurate.

The wise Cherokee was teaching his grandson about the

positive and negative energies of the spirit. The wolf you feed becomes stronger than the wolf you don’t feed until it kills the other. What the grandfather was leaving out was

that one wolf cannot completely kill the other. One wolf

needs the other to exist. No matter how positive or negative a spirit may be, there will still always be the other there waiting to be fed. You can’t kill one or the other; to do so kills half the soul. You can only keep it in check.

This parable beautifully illustrates how it is in our world today. As a person, a community, a country, and a world, we are feeding two wolves—two energies—until one consumes

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before, each must offset the other, but here is the trick.

You need not have an equal and opposite reaction within

your own world. We have an entire universe as a contextual field for that. If a world is extremely positive, then another world out there must be extremely negative. You can’t have it any other way. Remember the seesaw? One won’t stay up

forever; it must come down eventually. The center of the

seesaw demands it. The pendulum must swing back and

forth. Gravity will oppose such a thing as the ball of the pendulum staying constantly one way or the other.

If we continually choose the negative, then the negative

energy will increase momentum, picking up speed, until

the force behind the negative no longer exists, and then

the ball stops. Finally after the ball stops, it will begin to go in the opposite direction, first slowly and then gaining momentum. Gravity is the great equalizer in the pendulum

just as the soul is the great equalizer in energy. Using the example of the seesaw or the pendulum, gravity becomes

the soul. It’s the same in the universe. Gravity is the great equalizer. Positive energy will be opposed by the negative and vice versa. Gravity keeps it balanced. Each force

will have a direct impact on each other. Like gravity, the opposing forces will affect each other.

So using our soul as a reference point, and it is, we

choose through our choices in life which path of energy to follow. Each force opposed to each other. We do this from

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back. Think of gravity as that balance for the material world.

Think of the soul as the balance for the spiritual world.

After the forces, which have pushed the spirit and mind as far away as it can from the soul to experience who it is, then it begins to turn around and come back. Sooner or later the forces, or positive or negative energies, moving the spirit and mind subside, and the opposing forces take over.

The soul, which is the root cause, is. The spirit feels, the mind thinks, and the body does. Be, feel, think, and do.

Now that we established ourselves as a four-part rather

than a three-part being, we can move on to greater things.

We can first balance these positive and negative energies

flowing through us and then choose the positive energy

in each instance of our lives. And finally, we can achieve the Christ consciousness in our lives, which Jesus achieved.

This is our final destiny, the final outcome, the real us.

Another word for the mind is consciousness. And

consciousness can be peeled into an infinite amount of

layers, from the very low and limited to the extreme highest form. The mind, like the spirit, is connected straight to the source: the soul. Its unseen, invisible, and can’t be measured by material instruments. Some may interrupt me here and

proclaim that the brain is the mind or that the mind is in the brain. This is false; the brain is a physical device, a tool that is a part of the fourth part of our being, the body.

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skeleton regenerates about once every ten years. In fact most of our body’s cells are constantly being replaced although its DNA stays the same from the moment the cell is first

created by its parent cell dividing. Now my oldest memory, the birth of my brother, is forty-seven years old. Yet if

memory lives in the brain, and the oldest cell in my brain is ten years old, then how can I have a forty-seven-year-old memory in a ten-year-old cell? Therefore the memory

portion must be in the mind, not the brain. The addition of new neurons to my brain may inhibit old memories of my

mind, but that doesn’t mean memory is in the brain. It just means it’s harder for that memory to reach into the brain, a portion of my body.

The mind, as I said earlier, intertwines with the spirit.

It’s the memory, consciousness, and awareness part of our

being. The mind uses the brain for a storehouse of data,

nothing more, but the conscious mind can only remember

anything in this life. The unconscious mind, on the other

hand, like the spirit, remembers every life previous to this one and every future life. The mind, along with the spirit, is like an intertwining bridge to the soul. In March of 1996, I was involved in a horrific car crash that threw me from my vehicle. While on my way to the hospital in an ambulance,

I had what is known as a NDE, or a near-death experience.

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question, an Angel appeared who stated that his name was

Samuel. He explained to me that the body that I had given

life to was just a shell of myself and that I am much greater than that. He went on to explain that the body is nothing

more than a vehicle, and that my mind and spirit gave life to that vehicle, and that when I was through with it, my

spirit and mind would move on to my next incarnation.

Never losing awareness of who I was but also remembering

who I really am and who I will be. Not long after, I was

resuscitated, and the Angel disappeared.

Awareness, knowledge, wisdom, and consciousness—

that’s the mind. Data, that’s the brain. The more awareness and knowledge of who we are, the more positive energy your mind will emit. Awareness of who you are leads to happiness within the soul which emits positive energy. You send off

energy waves within yourself and also project energy waves to those around you. You know this; you’ve felt people who are projecting either positive or negative energy around you.

It wears you out when you are surrounded by negativity and uplifts you when people are emitting the positive.

Beginning at our soul, and flowing through our spirits

and minds, our bodies generate an electromagnetic field

around it known as the aura. This field has a frequency that can be measured. I’m sure in the future, if not now, there is some high-frequency energy detector that can measure

a person’s aura and electromagnetic field. When you are

down, the frequency is lower; when happy, the frequency

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is higher. Your spirit and your mind will determine the

frequency of the body and the color of your aura, with the highest vibration being white and the lowest being dark.

We spoke of awareness and knowledge earlier. It’s

a wonderful tool. It shows us where we are at, but it can

also show us where we are going if we know our past well

enough. Awareness and knowledge go hand and hand

together. Knowledge leads to awareness. If you don’t know

about something, how can you do anything about it? That’s

another reason for this book. We need to do something

about our current situation in this world. It can’t keep going on the way it is.

Once we become aware of our four-part being of soul,

spirit, mind, and body, our awareness increases, and then we can do something about our present situation.

Knowledge leads to awareness, which leads to an

elevation in consciousness, which leads to an increase in

positive energy and creative results.

The brain is not the mind, and the mind not the brain,

as I’ve said. The brain is a physical device used for this life only. The mind is far greater.

The Cherokee spoke of having two minds: the spirit

mind and the body mind. They could slip from one to

another during times of extreme circumstances such as

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and not feeling anything physical. They would increase their consciousness until one mind entered and the other exited.

We do this when we are “put under” on the operating

table. We do this when we sleep. We do this when our mind

travels, and all of a sudden, we feel nothing physical.

Have you ever felt pain so extreme that at one point you

don’t feel it at all? That’s the mind moving from one part of itself to another for protection. I knew of a man once

who had such a horrific traffic accident that he fractured his neck, and he told me the pain was so extreme that all of a sudden he felt nothing at all. I’m sure men on the battlefield have felt the same thing. The Cherokee knew how to do

this; we can too. I’m just using this as an illustration of the mind. It’s very large indeed. Let’s explore further the deeper reaches of the mind.

When a person is under hypnosis, they are capable of

going deep into the mind. The conscious mind needs to

shut down so the unconscious mind can be accessed.

Past life regressive hypnotherapy has done wonders for

helping people to figure out what is the primary or root

cause of problems they may be having. It can also show you who you were in a previous life.

For instance, if a person is afraid of the water or afraid to swim, it might be tied to a drowning in a previous life.

This is something that cannot be known until they reach

the deeper mind. If a person is wary of loud noises, that

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might be tied to something from the previous life. Almost

any fear can be traced to a previous experience.

We bring our personalities with us from life to life.

They stick to you like glue, a residue from all your previous lifetimes. It’s not karma, people; it’s called personality of the mind and spirit.

Okay, so besides hypnotherapy, what is a good way to

access the deeper mind? Meditation is one way. Clearing

your conscious mind will allow you to listen to your deeper mind. The way to do that is first to empty your mind and

then focus on one thing and one thing only. There are many books written on this subject. I will show you in a little while how I do that. But it’s my belief that this seems to be a “whatever works for you” type of area. What works for some may not work for others.

Personally, I prefer contemplation. I like to focus on one subject and only one until I get my satisfied answer from

my deeper mind. I like complete and total focus on an issue.

I was once at a baseball game, and I saw a foul ball hit

into the bullpen. Now for those who aren’t familiar with

baseball, the bullpen is where all the relief pitchers await their turn to pitch. A starting pitcher will start the game, and when he tires, a relief pitcher will come in for him.

Well, after the foul ball was hit, the entire relief pitching corps ran to get the ball. At least five of them as I recall all took turns studying the baseball, completely focusing

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did this out of boredom or whatever the reason was, but

any smudge of dirt had to be analyzed completely by these

five relief pitchers. Every grass stain was scrutinized. They rubbed the ball with their hands, and they broke it down to its minute core. Now that is focus; that is contemplation.

They more than likely broke down every defection from

every string in that baseball and every defect that the bat caused the baseball when it struck it. They went deeper.

If they had a microscope, they would have studied it for

hours, logging data and analysis. After going deep within

themselves, and being satisfied they had the answers they

were looking for, they threw the baseball into the stands for the fans.

When I’m having a problem deciding what to do, what

I like to do is to break it down bit by bit analyzing every possible angle to any situation. I contemplate. I use my

intuition within me. It’s a form of prayer that gets left out, but I enjoy it. I’ve learned so much by contemplation. I open my mind to any and all possibilities. The soul, through my spirit and mind, will give me the answer I’ve been searching for, and then I make my decision.

I’ll study a passage of scripture, then I like to “go deep”

with it.

Another way to elevate the consciousness of your mind

and go within is direct prayer. There are those who are able to take themselves deep within through prayer.

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Our Father who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it

is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And

forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. And

lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil;

for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory,

forever. Amen. (Matt. 10–13, King James Version)

The Lord’s Prayer is beautiful. It covers all bases. At first, Jesus gives the authority to the father, the soul. Our source.

The source of all things. The soul that we spoke of earlier.

The first part of our being. The beloved soul that is in each and every one of us. That’s who Jesus was praying to. He

was praying to the source that lies within him: the soul. He identified his soul and its location within him. “Our father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.”

That’s the spirit, mind, and body Jesus praying to the

soul Jesus.

His next passage of this prayer tells a prophecy. “Thy

kingdom come.” The soul’s kingdom will come; it will be

done on earth as it is in heaven. Yes, the heaven that is

within us will be an outward heaven of the future, of our

future. That’s our future, folks. The kingdom of heaven

will come to earth in the future according to Jesus. That

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is, though, which body? Our present physical body or the

spiritual one? We do have more than one. The answer is

both the spiritual and physical body. The soul will flow

through one and into the other. Both are a reflection of the other. They mirror each other. The physical is a reflection of the spiritual and vice versa.

Our being begins with the soul as we already discussed.

Then from there it goes through the mind and spirit,

intertwining together to our final destination the body.

These are the four parts of our being.

He continues by asking the soul to give us what is

needed for that day.

We are given just what is needed at any given time. All

the tools of the source lie within us; we just have to discover them and use them appropriately. Nothing else in life is

needed except that which is within us.

Forgiveness comes next—a powerful tool. We ask for

it, and we give it. The more we give, the more we receive.

This is a spiritual law. The more you give of something,

the more you will receive that which you give. The spirit

replenishes itself with energy, whether positive or negative.

So be careful what you send out. If you send out anger,

then it will be returned to you. If you send out love, you’l receive love in return. Look at your life, and you’ll see these are great truths.

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and more. You’ll grow in that emotion. It’s like a muscle; the more you use this emotion, the stronger it becomes,

whether positive or negative.

Using our water system as the example, the reservoir

will continually replace the water you use. The soul will

continue to replenish as it is sent out via the spirit and mind to the body. That’s good information to know.

“Deliver us from evil.” In other words, deliver us from

concentrated negative energies. And yes, it does exist. Need a few examples of this? Adolph Hitler for one. Genghis

Khan for another. The institution of slavery and bondage.

The Bible uses the being Satan as an example of the

ultimate concentration of negative energy. Jesus asks the

soul to deliver us from this energy.

Those examples are overt concentrated negative

energies. There are also far more subtle covert negative

energies that exist, especially those within us like doubt, worry, falsehoods, and guilt. But we will get into those in a while. Just stick with me here; we need to always resist the negative or it will seep into our spirit and cause nothing short of complete destruction by the time it is through

with us. A firecracker can turn into a nuclear bomb if left unchecked and allowed to flourish.

It begins as something small and subtle—a resentment,

for instance. You send for this energy to the universe, and while you do this, more builds within you. The soul will

automatically replace the energy you put forth. But the

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problem is that it gives you a little bit more then what you had previously. So beware of your feelings, thoughts, and

words. What you send out, that will you receive within you.

Did you catch that bit of information? That what you

send out from the spirit and mind to the body will be

replenished. But a little bit more is added! So be careful of what you transmit to the universe. It will give you what you send. As the saying goes, “As you give, so shall you receive.”

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Do you not know that you are the temple of God

and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?

—1 Corinthians 3:16

Ah yes, the body.,the vessel of matter, which without it,

none of this is possible. There has to be a final stopping point, the final destination, and that is the body. The universe is the body of God, or the soul. Beginning with the soul,

through the spirit and mind, it reaches the body. Thus, the flow of God or soul is to me, you, and all of us. Therefore, as Thomas wrote, the kingdom of heaven is within you and

without you. It’s everywhere. It’s called the soul. Our state of divinity in its purest form. Isn’t that wonderful news?

We’ve all been taught that we have five senses in our

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each eye that generates electrical nerve impulses for varying colors, hues, and brightness.

Hearing is the sense of sound perception. It’s all about vibration. Receptors turn motion into electrical

nerve pulses, which are located in the inner ear. Sound is vibrations through the air. The detection of these vibrations are conducted from the eardrum through a series of small

bones to tiny fibers within a range generally of twenty

to twenty thousand cycles per second, depending on

the person.

Taste refers to the capability to detect the differences in food and minerals. Taste can be broken down to sweet,

bitter, sour, salty, and umami (delicious). Taste should not be confused with flavor as flavor uses both taste and smell.

Smell is a chemical sense. There are hundreds of

receptors binding to a particular molecular feature. Certain odor molecules possess a wide variety of features and excite receptors more or less strongly. The combination of these

receptors make up what we perceive as a certain smell.

Touch is a perception resulting from activation of neuron receptors in the skin, including hair follicles, and also in the tongue, throat, and mucosa. Pressure receptors respond to

variations in pressure as strong, a brushing by, or constant.

Other senses include balance, temperature, pain, and a

kinesthetic state, which is similar to perception.

We also have a spiritual body, and each of these senses

are far more enhanced than our physical ones. The closer

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our spirit is to our source, the soul, the greater these senses become. Your sight becomes farseeing into the future,

your hearing, taste, smell, and touch becomes extremely

magnified, and you can tune into messages given you

from the deeper parts of your spirit—the part of the spirit connected to the soul.

If you have two of something in the physical, you have

another far more powerful in the spiritual. This is from

my own personal knowledge given to me by the Angels

Samuel, Thomas, and Elizabeth.

You have two eyes to see in the physical. You have

another eye in the spiritual. You have two ears to hear in the physical and another ear in the spiritual. Two hands

to touch in the physical and another hand in the spiritual.

Two nostrils to smell in the physical and another nostril in the spiritual. You get the picture. The inward center sense creates the outward physical sense.

The only exception to this are the taste buds. Thousands

of buds are located on your tongue. But these can be

separated into the right and the left buds, and one in the middle for the spiritual body.

Your third eye is located directly above and in between

your two physical eyes at the center of your forehead.

Connecting the three will create an equilateral triangle,

with each angle at sixty degrees. Connecting the three will give you complete vision of that which is in front of you

and beyond.

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Your third eye is associated with visions, clairvoyance,

intuition, seeing energy and auras, and allowing you to see beyond the physical. Prophets have a very powerful and

highly developed third eye.

Your third ear is located between the ears at the lump in

the back of the skull. Connecting the three will create an equilateral triangle with each angle at sixty degrees.

Your third ear is associated with listening to the sounds

of frequencies you cannot hear with your other two ears.

It’s also hearing the thoughts of others—reading other

people’s minds. Hearing messages from beyond will travel

through your third ear. Connecting the three will give you complete and total hearing of that which is in front of you and beyond.

Your third hand is located above and between your other

two in your stomach region. Connecting the three will create an equilateral triangle with each angle at sixty degrees.

Your third hand, like your other two, refer to touch but

at a much deeper level. When Jesus was healing the sick

and raising the dead, he was exercising a strong third hand.

He had the ability to cast out demons with his third hand.

Connecting the three hands will give you a sense of feel for that which is in front of you and beyond.

Your third nostril is located is located above and

between your other two. Connecting the three will create

an equilateral triangle with each angle at sixty degrees.

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Your third nostril is the heightened sense of smell.

It is intuition, when something smells “fishy.” You just

know whether something is or isn’t right. You can “sniff ”

out a situation. This is the purpose of your third nostril.

Connecting the three will give you a sense of smell for that which is in front of you and beyond. You’ll be able to avoid danger by exercising your three nostrils (“This just doesn’t smell right.”) .

Your physical taste buds are located on your tongue; your

spiritual taste buds are located also at the tip of the tongue.

Connecting the buds will create an equilateral triangle with each angle at sixty degrees.

A heightened taste of something will let you know

whether what you eat is good for your body (“Something

just doesn’t taste right.”). You go to the produce store, and you raise your hand a few inches above the product and

feel what your body needs. Connecting the three will give

you a heightened sense of taste. You’ll know whether or not something is good for you or not.

An entire book can be written on the spiritual senses,

but for now that is all that is needed for this material.

While we are on the subject of the body, there are seven

energy centers called chakras. These are the centers where energy flows from the soul, into spirit and mind, and into the body and back. The name derives from the Sanskrit

word for wheel or turning, but in the yogic context, a better translation of the word is “vortex” or “whirlpool.”

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These energy centers are constantly rotating and

circulating.

There are many books on the subject of chakras. I won’t

go into too much detail here about them here and am just

going to tell you their names and where they are all located within your physical body plus a brief description.

The root chakra is located at the base of the spine. Its

color is red. The root chakra deals with issues of survival, financial, food, and daily matters, which concern us. It

represents our foundation and about feeling secure in

this world. The primary emotion stemming from the root

chakra is fear.

The sacral chakra is located in the lower abdomen, about

two inches below the navel and two inches in. Its color is orange. The sacral chakra deals with abundance, well-being, pleasure, and sexuality. We’ve moved past the emotion of

fear; now we move into power.

The solar plexus chakra is located in the upper abdomen

in the stomach area, the same area where your third hand

is located. Its color is yellow. The solar plexus chakra deals with issues of self-worth, self-confidence, and self-esteem.

You’ve moved past the issues of fear and the illusion of

outward power; now you move into peace.

The heart chakra is located at the center of the chest

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past fear, outward power, peace, and now you enter into

happiness. You now move into the realm of intention.

The throat chakra is located at the throat. Its color is blue.

The throat chakra deals with communication, expression

of feelings, and the truth. We’ve moved past fear, outward power, peace, joy, and we now move into creation.

The third-eye chakra is located above and between your

other two eyes. It’s located at the same place where your

powerful third eye is. Its color is purple. The third-eye

chakra is strictly about farseeing vision and imagination.

We’ve gone past fear, outward power, peace, happiness,

intention, and creation and moved into the realm of

saintliness, visions, dreams, and prophecy—an extremely

mystical world.

The crown chakra is located at the very top of the

head. Its color is white. Your crown chakra is being fully connected from the spirit and mind to the soul. This is inner and outer beauty—bliss. We’ve moved past fear, outward

power, peace, intention, creation, visions, and now we move into godliness. This is where Jesus resided.

As I said earlier, there are many books written on the

subject of chakras. I’ve barely scratched the surface here.

These are the seven spiritual energy centers of the body.

Activating them one by one will increase your spiritual

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excellent book if one wishes to explore further into the area of chakras or energy centers of the body.

Chakras are where spiritual energy gets converted into

the physical through a vortex. Your energy will enter into the physical in one of these seven energy centers. The

higher state of mind you are in, the higher the chakra being used. Each chakra has its own color. It’s the same as the

rainbow, from the lowest chakra in your body being red to

the highest being white. By going within and focusing on a certain chakra, you can increase the energy of that area. The soul, through the spirit, sends its energy through the vortex of that chakra and into your body, raising the level of that chakra. A whole book can be written on this subject. I’m

not going to do that here.

The deeper you delve into your spiritual person through

meditation, contemplation, or prayer, the more powerful

your third senses becomes. They are like muscles; you need to develop them. They are there, they have always been

there, but if they are ignored, they become small. We need to trust and focus on them in order for them to grow and

become quite useful in our lives.

There are many people around the world today who

have highly developed third senses. They can see with their eyes, hear with their ears, smell with their nostrils, touch with their hands, and taste with their tongue. They see,

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naturally from a previous life, but it can also be developed if you are one of those who do not presently have these

heightened senses. Here is a way you can develop them.

Begin first by closing your two physical eyes. The spiritual third eye won’t open unless the other two are closed. The

focus needs to be inward rather than outward.

Make sure that you are in a quiet space where there will

be no interruptions.

So close your eyes, and begin to breathe deeply at a slow

pace. Settle yourself, let the thoughts and cares of the world slip by. Let them all pass one by one as you begin to focus on nothing. Make it a blank screen in your mind—total and

complete blackness. Any thought or idea that happens to

pop inside your head needs to be released. Slowly let them go, one by one. Clear and total concentration is what is

needed now. In the beginning, you’ll be literally attacked by the cares of this world. Let them pass. This takes practice, but it can be achieved.

Now focus further and go deeper and deeper within

yourself, peeling away one level of consciousness after

another. Lose yourself in this process of nothingness. Keep focusing until your entire field of view is that of blackness.

Now after you’ve achieved nothingness in your third eye,

place an object there such as a candle. Watch it flicker for a while. Pick any color of candle you desire; I prefer white.

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you see at the bottom of the flame of a candle, except this will seem brighter than usual, much brighter.

Now release the candle but keep the bluish-white light

in your field of view.

At first, this light will dance around within your field of vision, a tiny light moving from here to there, to and fro.

This light will continue to dance and be difficult to control at first.

It will take a tremendous amount of focus and

concentration to control this bluish-white light. Hard to

grasp a hold of. Difficult to contain, but it can be achieved with enough practice and effort.

Focus on this light, going deeper.

Now enlarge it. Don’t lose your grasp of it; it’s quite

slippery. Elusive in its aspects. It is completely free and doesn’t like any sort of control over it. This will take a massive amount of effort.

Increase its size until your entire inner field of vision

becomes this light. This will take plenty of practice, but stick with it; the rewards are enormous. Stay with it; don’t let this slip away from you.

Now this may take many sessions and hours of practice

to get to this point, but it is achievable. But keep this light in your inner field of view. Expand it to encompass your

entire field of vision, from darkness to light, and then move yourself beyond the light.

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Once you’ve achieved this, and all that you can now

see is a brilliant white light with blue edges, simply step into it. Move into this field of brilliant light until your body’s frequency begins to increase. You’ll feel your toes and fingertips tingle. The top of your head will seem like it just opened up. From this point onward you’ll begin to see visions in the field. Anything will be possible. The frequency of your physical body will continue to rise, each energy

center or chakra at first energizing and then elevating until is matches the frequency of your spiritual body. Once that happens, you become in tune with your spiritual senses.

Everything feels lighter. You have just had a taste of the divine. You’ve just connected yourself to your soul. Each

time you practice this, your senses will become heightened.

I promise you.

Once this is achieved, then you’ve now become a

complete and total four-part being. You’ve just had yourself a taste of Christ consciousness. When you are in this state of mind, all things are possible.

Jesus was able to remain in this state. We are all capable of achieving this; it’s built within us. It is us.

When we are able to achieve this, we will be able to feed

the five thousand with fishes and loaves. The more often we practice this, the easier it will become to reach this state.

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to go within and reach Christ consciousness at any point

in time in our existence. Then we will all be able to walk on water, heal the sick, raise the dead, and become what we

were originally intended to be: sons and daughters of the

living God, or soul.

Jesus was able to enter this state of being at any time.

He was what you’d call a pro at this. We are still beginners or amateurs.

But practice makes perfect, and be ye therefore perfect

just as our father in heaven, or our soul, is perfect.

Our final state of being will be this. Isn’t that wonderful news? This is our destination. It’s who we truly are. Once we are a completed four-part being, then anything is possible.

The prospects for all of us are extremely exciting.

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But you, when you pray, go into your room, and

when you have shut your door, pray to your Father

who is in the secret place; and your Father who sees

in secret will reward you openly.

—Matthew 6:6 (nkjv)

F = R x P

R = F / P

P = F / R

F = Faith

R = Resistance

P = Probability

*measured in percentages

Look at these equations for a minute.

If you desire an intended result of something, be

it healing, success, love in your life, or whatever you are praying about, the amount of faith needed will depend on

the amount of resistance. The higher the resistance, the

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higher the faith needed to overcome that resistance. This is my own formula given to me by aforementioned sources of

the Angels Samuel, Thomas, and Elizabeth. I asked them if

this formula was true, and they verified to me that yes it is, and it is a scientific formula.

So now we ask, “What is faith? What is resistance?”

Let’s begin with faith. Faith is the belief in things unseen, such as the soul, spirit, and mind. It is belief in God, the angels (which are nothing more than spiritual beings), and anything that you can’t prove in the material realm but you believe in. That’s faith in a nutshell. Faith can be also called positive energy of the soul.

Jesus replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I

tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed,

you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to

there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible

for you.” (Matt. 17:20, New International Version)

The problem with us humans is we don’t believe in

ourselves. The soul can never disconnect itself from us, but we can ignore the soul and end up with the same results.

The soul is always there, standing and the door knocking.

The question is, will we answer?

It’s not our fault; we’ve been taught otherwise. We

haven’t been taught that there is an all-powerful soul within every one of us, a soul so powerful that it can overcome any form of resistance both within and without.

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Now didn’t I just say that there is only one soul? So

how can all of us have a soul? That soul I’m talking about is called the Holy Spirit within each of us. That’s the part of the soul that is connective to each of us. Every one of us has it. If we didn’t, our heart wouldn’t be beating and our lungs wouldn’t be breathing. It’s the breath of life. And every living thing has it.

Let’s get back to that all important formula we have.

Let’s put in numbers for an example.

If our faith or belief is at 20% and our resistance is at 5%, and we take faith divided by resistance, then our probability is at 4%. There is a 4% chance of your prayer being answered right away. It’s going to take some time. Even though our

resistance is low, our faith is low, so it needs to increase.

So if we increase our faith to 50%, and our resistance is

the same, then the probability will increase to 10% of that prayer or intended result happening in a timely fashion. See how it works? But that is still very low.

Increase the faith to 100%, decrease the resistance to 1%, and there is a 100% chance of that prayer being answered

instantly. Hooray!

Set our faith at 100%, but the resistance is at 10%, then

you have a 10% chance of your prayer answered right away.

Decrease that resistance to 1%, and you’ll have it.

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will happen a lot faster. You’ve got to increase the faith and decrease the resistance in order for your intended results to happen in a speedy manner.

This can also be called the formula for creation. The soul, which created all things, has 100% faith and 0% resistance, thereby creating all things. The soul knows it has all the power in the universe at its fingertips and therefore uses the same formula we do.

Faith is positive energy at our fingertips; resistance

is negative.

This is the same formula that Jesus used; it’s the same

one we use. It remains and will remain until the end of

time. It’s a spiritual mathematical formula—a spiritual law.

It’s unbending and unchanging. As far as I know, it’s the

first mathematical formula of prayer. It’s the best way to describe why things happen, because of faith, resistance,

and intended results. That’s why things are the way they

are today.

This same formula is used in electricity. Faith is voltage, resistance is resistance, and probability, the speed that your prayer is answered, is amperage. It’s also used in water

pressure systems. The problem in this world is lack of faith and too much resistance. Our faith is lacking because we

don’t have knowledge of who we truly are. We’ve been

deceived. There are those who, because of outward power

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faith in ourselves away, therefore our prayers go unanswered.

We keep searching for some outward power to solve all our

problems for us when the solutions have always lied within.

We are living Gods who have been lied to; therefore, we

didn’t know we are living Gods and then in turn didn’t act like living Gods. Deception can be quite a powerful tool

of negative resistance. It’s kept us from being who we truly are. Kept us from our potential. But this won’t last forever.

We will not be able to contain our true nature; the spirit can only be choked for so long.

So let us break down this matter of faith, probability,

and resistance.

Faith is positive energy. It can be increased by love,

hope, knowledge, and many other positive spiritual

attributes. Knowing that God, or the soul, is within you

and has infinite power greatly increases your faith. This is why I took the time to explain that to you earlier. Yes, that’s correct, we all have an infinite amount of power within us.

The problem is up until now we didn’t realize this. We’ve

been lied to and told we didn’t. Told that we were lacking and needed an advocate to reach our source. We’ve been

taught that we are far less then what we actually are.

Our teachers either didn’t understand, or they did and

decided to keep the power unto themselves. That is where

knowledge of who and what we are is truly important.

It’s extremely important. Without this, our speed of our

intended results decreases dramatically.

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Know that the soul is within you. It’s everywhere in the

universe; therefore, it must be in you as well. And thankfully, it’s in me too. This is our birthright. It has been since the beginning. But because of negative energy, our eyes have

been shut to the truth. And this is what is meant when

Jesus said:

And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall

make you free. (John 8:32, nkjv)

Doubt, worry, guilt, and fear are the main forms of

resistance. These must be removed for you to have your

intended results. They increase negative energy and

decrease the speed of your prayer. They increase resistance in our handy-dandy little formula. Let’s see how we can

work on that.

First, we need to know what resistance is. Fear, doubt,

worry, and guilt are four forms of resistance. This resistance can come from within and without. The same goes with

positive energy. It can come from others too, those who are close to you especially. It’s not as strong as what is within you, yet it’s still there. So be aware of resistance from within and without. Awareness is vital in recognizing it, knowing where negative energy lies. So shield yourself with positive energy to combat that.

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to pressure you to give up your newfound beliefs and keep

you in bondage.

On the other hand, you can increase your faith by being

around positive beings of energy. Group consciousness is

a way to greatly increase your faith and your results. You literally sponge off of their positive energy, and naturally, you’ll feel better about yourself by being around like-minded individuals.

You can increase your odds by having others pray with

you. Hold hands with that person, connect your positive

energies to the point where your aura merges with each

other, bow your heads, go within, and be of one mind in

your prayers. Speak the prayer together, and both your

faiths will be added unto each other. Do this with more

people, and your percentage continues to rise.

Now when I say be of one mind, that means don’t let

your mind be distracted on anything else but your prayer.

Don’t drift off into space, or the energy will be sent there.

Go within and stay there. Concentrate, focus, and enter

the deeper levels of your existence when you pray, and your results will improve. If you continue to practice the form of meditation that I spoke of earlier, then prayer becomes far easier. Slip into that higher state of being before you prayer, and your results will increase in a drastic fashion.

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what they are capable of, and then resistance around you

will decrease.

You learn the truth that the kingdom of heaven is within

you, and so the next natural step is to tell others, like the sower of seeds. You meet all types of resistance from those who don’t understand or they do but reject the truth. This increased resistance from without can harm you and your

faith. Knock the dust off your shoes and leave it. Don’t try to persuade them. Tell them the truth once and then move

on to the next. You’ll hit a wall of resistance if you remain.

People are very resistance to change the status quo. Some

people’s beliefs are etched in stone, very slow to change.

They’ve built up a wall around themselves that makes it

very difficult for any new information to seep through.

The key here is the truth about who we are: sons and

daughters of the living God. How can I say this? It’s easy.

The soul is in all of us. God’s soul is in every one of us; it can be no other way, or we wouldn’t exist.

Therefore, knowledge comes into play. And that is what

this book is all about. That is its intended purpose. So

that we all can realize that we all have the power within

us to overcome all obstacles of resistance in our lives

through knowing who we truly are. This will increase our

faith, which will increase our power of prayer. Ultimately, our faith will become like Jesus, and we will be able to

increase probability to 100% no matter what the resistance is, therefore making our intended results instantaneous.

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Turning water into wine. Or moving a mountain with the

faith of a mustard seed.

Now in the fourth watch of the night Jesus went to

them, walking on the sea. And when the disciples

saw him walking on the sea, they were troubled,

saying, “It is a ghost!” And they cried out for fear. But

immediately Jesus spoke to them saying, “Be of good

cheer! It is I; do not be afraid.” And Peter answered

him and said, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come

to you on the water.” So he said, “Come.” And when

Peter had come down on the boat, he walked on the

water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind

was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink

he cried out, saying, “Lord save me!” And immediately

Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said

to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”

(Matt. 14:25–31, nkjv)

By doubting, Peter had increased his resistance and

lowered his faith until he sank into the water, a beautiful example of the faith formula. At first, because of his belief in the power of Jesus, his faith was great enough to walk

on water, but in the end, his resistance was greater than

his faith.

If your prayers aren’t working for you today, then look at your resistance and decrease it. Increase your faith, decrease your resistance, and your prayers will be answered—all

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Let’s look at some examples of answered prayer using

our prayer formula.

Now a certain woman had a flow of blood for twelve

years, and had suffered many things from many

physicians. She had spent all that she had and was

no better, but rather grew worse. When she heard

about Jesus, she came behind him in the crowd and

touched his garment. For she said, “Only I may touch

his clothes, I shall be made well.” Immediately the

fountain of her blood was dried up, and she felt in

her body that she was healed of the affliction. And

Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that power had

gone out of him, turned around in the crowd and said,

“Who touched my clothes?“ But his disciples said to

him, “You see the multitude thronging you, and you

say, ‘Who touched me?” And he looked around to see

her who had this thing. But the woman, fearing and

trembling, knowing what had happened to her, came

and fell down before him and told him the whole

truth. And he said to her, “Daughter, your faith has

made you well. Go in peace, and be healed of your

affliction.” (Mark 5:25–34 nkjv)

This is a wonderful story of faith. She believed that Jesus had the power to heal her. Her faith was so great that she was one hundred percent confident in his power to heal.

Therefore, she was healed immediately. Now that is great

faith. She had no doubt, no resistance whatsoever, in our

formula. Let’s look at another:

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Then it happened, as he was coming near Jericho,

that a certain blind man sat by the road begging. And

hearing a multitude passing by, he asked what it meant.

So they told him that Jesus of Nazareth was passing

by. And he cried out saying, “Jesus, Son of David, have

mercy on me!” Then those who went before warned

him that he should be quiet; but he cried out all the

more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” So Jesus

stood still and commanded him to be brought to him.

And when he had come near, he asked him, saying,

“What do you want me to do for you?” He said, “Lord,

that I may receive my sight.” Then Jesus said to him,

“Receive your sight; your faith has made you well.”

(Luke 18:35–42, nkjv)

Once again it was faith that healed the man. Complete,

total, one-hundred-percent faith will answer any prayer. It will heal any affliction. But it needs to be total. It needs to be complete. Oh, any prayer can be answered, but if you

want it done immediately, you had better have complete

and total faith. Also notice that Jesus asked what the man wanted him to do. This is very important because the soul

will not violate your free will. Neither would Jesus. So

before any miracle of faith was performed, he asked the

man what his will was.

God will not violate your free will. It’s a gift that will not be violated by the source, Jesus, or the angels of heaven.

It’s law number one in the spiritual realm. The soul will not force you to come to it; you must do it willingly.

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Let’s look at who Jesus said had the greatest faith in

all Israel:

Now when he concluded all his sayings in the hearing

of the people, he entered Capernaum. And a certain

centurion’s servant, who was dear to him, was sick and

ready to die. So when he heard about Jesus, he sent

elders of the Jews to him, pleading with him to come

and heal his servant. And when they begged him

earnestly, saying that the one for whom he should do

this was deserving, “for he loves our nation, and has

built us a synagogue.” Then Jesus went with them.

And when he was already not far from the house, the

centurion sent friends to him, saying to him “Lord,

do not trouble yourself, for I am not worthy that you

should enter under my roof. Therefore I did not even

think myself worthy to come to you. But say the word,

and my servant will be healed. For I also am a man

placed under authority, having soldiers under me. And

I say to one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and to another, ‘Come,’

and he comes; and to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he

does it,” When Jesus heard these things, he marveled

at him, and turned around and said to the crowd that

followed him, “I say to you, I have not found such

great faith, not even in Israel!” And those who were

sent, returning to the house, found the servant well

who had been sick. (Luke 7:1–10, nkjv)

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Faith is a wonderful thing. It accomplishes perfect

prayer, or our intended results, but it must be complete

and total.

Elevated consciousness means increased faith. It

increases the numbers for you and increases the percentage of your prayers coming true.

Another way to look at this equation is that faith is

positive energy, and resistance is negative. Increase the

positive energy, decrease the negative, and you will be a

happy person. So how do we do that? Let’s find out.

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Resistance

For I will give you a mouth and wisdom which all

your adversaries will not be able to resist.

—Luke 21:15 (nkjv)

There are many variables involved here on the positive, or faith side, and negative, or resistant side. The Cherokee

grandfather listed quite a few. Let’s use mine instead.

Notice there are twelve positive and twelve negative.

On the positive side, we have:

1. Faith

2. Peace

3. Forgiveness

4. Humility

5. Truth

6. Compassion