Through this mission, I will guide each you on several trips to
Your deepest self in order to get back with you to identify
yourselves, as they were in children, when you get there Ìll be there
waiting for you, just a few steps ahead of you. To show the way
you return safely to the Society.
During this journey learn to take care of yourself in Light, coming
to again self-esteem, self confidence and to use intuition as a guide
to everything in life.
Each of you will feel more awake and conscious talking you back to
Experience the reality of everything in Cosmos.
You feel all situations and problems differently and innovatively to
Meet them and solve them wither social, physical, mental or
Spiritual, this at no cost without leaving the inside of each one of
You, try and feel the difference in your lives.
Grateful
José Cruz
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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
Dear friends / and the others.
I was born on February 15, 1963, within a humble family and as
such I was raised poor. By my late maternal grandmother and my
late mother's maternal, grandfather who was a combatant in the
First World War in France, it was dedicated to agriculture and
several years separated from my grandmother. This grandfather of
whom I liked a lot and I still have some memories of our shared
experience to date of his death;
I had about five years old. About my father knows though
sporadically throughout my life have spoken with him only half a
dozen times, I keep a few memories of the person who just give me
the name, I would if I were to live with him and another woman
who was not my mother, and taking her only lover, she disagreed.
That there was growing discord between my grandmothers, I
cherished and protected me while being already of advanced age,
and my mother who gave blow.
He said that by not having a father that I had to be the man of the
house, and still had to learn things adult children. The great washes
the brain.
There I was surviving on my grandmother, that dear Spirit as after
his disappearance from Earth, continued to be my Spiritual guide
for years. Humble person who was not handled very well by her
daughter, my mother.
José Cruz
At the height of my eleven years, my grandmother passed away. At
that time I felt abandoned and sad in the World.
Both the loss of first person, I had the feeling of love and be loved
unconditionally.
Having no family any more except my mother, very rigid person.
This always taught me good manners, education, honesty and work.
That soon heard her say, as well worker was the scooter, and in
other words, how the money was as I earned so was the food he ate.
I never missed anything, but I started to work early, a small
business that she had to scrap, right from the moment I entered the
primary. In which I took the 4th Class with the help of chickens,
rabbits and eggs as an offering of my mother teachers.
Because my Spirit does not give these basic things that Society
demands to live in it. But there had to be.
This person as I have chosen to give me the physical form before
birth.
I would like to continue studying, but I did not accede to his will
because she is very ill. I promised him then that after learning a
profession and make my life go back to school.
After the time had learned the carpenter's first profession was
followed by the restoration, consultant among many others that
followed throughout my life-story. And I began to behave like
human beings and not as a Spiritual being. Lacking the physical
presence of my grandmother who helped me in everything I needed.
Mainly for my Spiritual life and give my further development and
Ascension.
As an example I will describe: After my birth when asleep, which
was rare, instinctively put my hands are always on call position of
Catholic prayer.
As I was growing up that fact disappearing as he had of other
beings of light. And just to anticipate events before they happen.
Other times to be with elderly patients who felt they attracted the
pain better or simply disappeared.
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And then I felt growing inside.
Other times I had the feeling of having been in certain places and
never have been there in this life-story.
As feelings of already having done things that I do not even recall
at the time of that experience still short.
Other times the dreams or nightmares, as we know are nothing more
than bad copies in black and white, the thoughts we have when
awake.
Which are transferred through to the unconscious mind, which
appear during sleep?
A variety of other situations happened to me, due to energy
circulation in the Universe. As by Nature or certain places and
people.
But who could explain what I just described!
My mother did not even think, call me crazy or not of this World
and had no reason to be.
Who was my confidant, was my grandmother because she was
explaining to me the wisdom that came with your deepest self.
That happened to me and especially why it is that happened to me.
She always described it very well designed, with great humility love
compassion and total Spiritual surrender.
This happened that after his physical death, his Spirit has always
guided me until adulthood. But today I feel that stopped evolving
spiritually since then until a few years ago.
José Cruz
In retrospect as he created my professional independence and
material, but never stop studying the mysteries that encompass the
terms Gnostics, but begin live in the mind or intellect, physical and
material, whit the age of fourteen years to open a Bank account,
against the wishes of my mother. I worked, and put on, wore me
buy my food, and things necessary to my survival remaining
deposited in the Bank.
In personal relations he had few friends as well as today because
very few people who have a very empathic sensitivity, but
increasingly more and still be well in favor of Humanity, by this
point besides work and study on their own as described earlier.
I bought a bike already old, was one of my (dream) in height. But I
gave way to go to work. I started rowing and later Weightlifting.
However I saw an ad on television Corps paratroopers.
With the slogan: If you have the Spirit of adventure and want to
belong to the family Parachute jump with us.
As a family was what my mind told me that was missing. After
making the sixteen years I enlisted up for this, I called and verified.
In September 1981, I had been in the place of Tancos, to the future
military, but when the some friends known told me that there was
just crazy. I confirm and after two years decided to leave
dissatisfied then I found that most were not crazy and with respect
to all the others were stupid. I was then nineteen years and two of
which troop met.
For those times then met his first girlfriend, with whom I fell in
love that after a few years later to marry.
Then immigrated to Switzerland but returned after some time to get
divorced at my request, because we do not understand how married
life.
For a while I tried with the mind and intelligence that it comes
from another partner, for relationship ever in order to remarry, and
come to a family.
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Until one day I met one who, after a few months of dating married
again. But the Catholic Church which at the time of my birth had
received the blessing of baptism.
From this marriage were born two children. To which they named
Anna and the past four years of Martha. `
I was very happy with both births. (I thought) that I was my life
the way I longed for.
I worked on his own as well as today, there was a wedding to
respect, to guide the two daughters grow up, a woman who always
loved and respected, who erected the house with me today still
dwell.
But through as who so-called (destination), are we that we do
moment to moment, often unconsciously.
After about eleven years of marriage I decided to return to divorce,
which came to pass.
I was once again feeling the bitter taste of losing trust in someone.
And only because the children have been away from me, the only
family I have, for my biological mothers have since passed away a
few years ago.
To help the party, at that time, I was bedridden due to various
health problems which had to ignore the years without knowing it.
For example, weighed about 100 kg to 1.70 tall, I had been
diagnosed degenerative problems, hips and spine, to which I was
invited to be operated, and I always refused because there are no
guarantees of getting good by the medical teams.
However for personal company got a depression.
It came all at the same time, help me a few neighbors and friends in
these circumstances, I can move to the treatments since I was in
Condition to be able to move, just as snakes.
What was the desire of some people who (thought) I was that my
family until then, they are direct family members of children, to the
point that I wish my death?
José Cruz
Then I found myself struggling with these whole situation shares,
divorce, courts, parental authority, bureaucracies, no cars to work,
any money and health. I was then for the 1st time in the lives of
sick leaving. They wanted me to retire on disability, I declined
because I had a feeling and believed that this would still not be my
end, had 39 years of age.
Do not know how but I felt I had to do something against what
until then (Thought) and that everything had been in the
background created by my mind.
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THE BEGINNING OF CHANGE
At first the (mind) that lay accounts that happened to me was due
to others. Later I came to realize that this was precisely the same
(mind) that I betrayed led to this situation deplorable and
unworthy for any human being.
One day I came home with the feeling that there was something I
missed home, but somehow there was something that attracted me.
I felt that this was attracted by the fact that I myself have built
almost entirely with my own hands wisely love and affection.
And I looking for that would be!
I found myself through it all I felt impelled by a strange force that
led me to do so, it was as if we walk with your eyes closed knowing
the way that feeling. Then I came to discover certain gifts and
artifacts, hidden that were completely unknown to me, but which
made me shiver.
Later I learned the meaning of them and what they intended. They
had intended to bury myself in her lifetime.
Then I grabbed them carefully always with courage and carefully
without fear. Some could just throw them out, and every time I did
I felt better.
Other belongings were to stop burning fireplace, including a
photograph of me that there was to be treated, even though it all
burned up but the photo so that threw into the fire that jumped out
immediately to stop the fire coming with me.
Then from there my whole life began to unravel as I do.
José Cruz
I felt that to have the courage to look for something that did not
know what it was and where he could be without ever (thought)
how much it would change my life forever.
1st was a person who was very medical zed, as its dependence due
to health problems so far.
In beautiful night I came to feel that strange force in me not
knowing where it came with a little light, when i closed my eyes
and blinked in the darkness of night.
Today I feel why, but at the time I was perplexed to give me
lighting. I did a fire outside the house and all that was burning
drug, as well as natural products. Well then capsules looked
Laotians shots while the maximum milligrams were reduced to
dust.
I watched it and felt a part of my pain disappeared with them.
To this date have spent about ten years, without ever taking
whatever it was drugs, for whatever.
Until now I did a little of my presentation to the people I know,
only sporadic depicting some passages of my life.
From now on I'll start transcribing this book. In which I will
explain how the strength of mind was nearly killing me physically
and morally, and how I come out on top of it.
I write this first book by several factors, the main thing is
intuition. Maybe twenty years ago, I began to feel something inside
me, no voice but a feeling that one day he would write a book, but
not knowing about what and why, just felt.
Sometimes I wrote a few lines or blocks simply describing my state
of mind, both in Portuguese and English.
I just wrote what was in the Soul. What gave me pleasure, but
however the relentless pursuit of the most suitable for a restoration
of my health in all aspects through Nature.
I began to feel that this could only be affected through a Reunion
with the Light that shone within me that I still felt as a child.
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But I heard a radio station talk about Reek its foundation and
which itself. Very good, then bought a book started reading it and
to the extent that he read was practicing the teachings which it
came. I felt attracted to do it.
Always alone still reach several degrees on the scale of Reek.
However my health continued to improve day after day.
As I had gained more knowledge about the various ways to
treatments or cures, the test always come after me first. I began to
feel that I was coming back as a small gift as a child.