60. NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to celestially rest; sleep still immutably refrained to blissfully perpetuate into my devastatingly beleaguered lids,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to scrumptiously relish; hunger just didn’t arouse an infinitesimal spark in
my traumatically subjugated stomach,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to intrepidly clamber the mountain slopes; my feet just dwindled into a disheveled trash and without the tiniest of passion towards lackadaisical soil,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to splendidly memorize; the synchronization just didn’t happen articulately in my bizarrely mumbled brain; with all sagaciousness dissolving into a mayhem of meaninglessness,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to blazingly triumph; the winds of victory ran just further and further away from me; leaving me flummoxed and licking preposterously fetid garbage,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to mischievously flirt; even the most inconspicuous ant in my vicinity sported a dreadfully sonorous look; and the broomsticks of acrimonious monotony kicked me left; right and dead center,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to adventurously swim; even the most inanely mercurial of wave hurled me like a sadistically pulverized mosquito; towards the disappearing shores,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to artistically spawn; the knots in my fingers just kept curling tirelessly into a vindictively closed fist; into a graveyard of morbid hopelessness,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I
could to sensuously slither; every pore of my decrepit body started to chant mundane rhymes of stereotypical arithmetic; and the atmosphere around me
evaporated itself into a ball of arid nothingness,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I
could to astoundingly procreate; every part of my body found itself besieged
with diabolically aggrandizing stagnation; withering into wisps of vespered
oblivion,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I
could to earn wealth; the atrociously sodomizing whiplashes of the manipulatively commercial world; buried me an infinite feet beneath soil;
although I was robustly alive,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to execute magic; each ounce of tantalizing mysticism metamorphosed into a lunch box of practicality around me; and the mysterious destiny lines on my palms started to seem like robotic squares and triangles drawn with bland chalk,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to wholesomely cleanse; obnoxiously irrevocable dirt still invidiously camouflaged my fragrant persona; at times rendering it one befitting a dreadfully
unwashed pig,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to endlessly preach; my tongue intractably stuck in the deepest corner of my throat; and all that came out of my mouth was ludicrous balderdash; which attracted every fraternity of stray dog,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to intriguingly emulate; the society around me amorphously transited into a state of baffling atrophy; deserting me with none to copy except gutless air,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I
could to mellifluously sing; it rained bombs and unprecedentedly deafening
noise all around; making my voice seem like a mocking pin dropping in an
ocean of uncontrollable activity,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I
could to adapt truth; the ignominiously victimizing devil deliriously infiltrated my conscience; with the wrath of profanely dilapidated lies,
Countless times in my entire life I’ve experienced; that try as hard as I could to bountifully breathe; the fangs of wholesomely silencing death seemed nearer and nearer to my silhouette; torturously asphyxiating me beyond the final thresholds of redemption,
But never in my entire life have I ever felt that I wasn’t able to love
when I’ve ardently and altruistically wanted to; with the Omnipotent Lord
Almighty transforming every tangible and intangible object in my vicinity
into a paradise of unconquerable friendship; the very instant that I merely
uttered it; the very instant its beats leapt uninhibitedly from my heart