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Unify

Unify

All of the world

In the name of love

 

Hunger after freedom

Hunger for peace

Starvation in the world

War and panic

Everywhere

 

I long for brothers

And sisters

To be unified

With the Lord

 

It’s been so long

Since the earth had peace

I want to see

The smile of the children

 

Arguments and torture

Going by

In an endless stream

 

Unify

Unify

I want us all to be

We have wasted

So much time

Now we must come together

To mend it all

 

Magical child

Coming from the heavens

With love you came

To give us hope

For the future

 

You are only an ordinary child

But you carry

The spiritual heritage

From my side

You will be of great help

When you have grown up

To talk the voice of peace

 

I’m so proud

Feeling joy

That I’m not alone

In this world

 

Working for love

In our hearts

Welcome child

To me

 

Magnifying my soul

To spread love

Over the earth

 

Magnifying my heart

To reach you

Whom I love

 

Sun of creation

Hitting my mind

Making me speak

About my life

All the good things

In my life

Takes me a step further

My goal is to reach out

Give thoughts of exploration

 

Tell me what world do we want?

We must decide that now

 

World in flames

Lies and illusions

We have to listen to

The wake-up call

To find divinity inside

To grow forever in wisdom

 

Spirit of love

Surrounding us

Giving us hope to live

 

Beautiful

Embracing love

Keeping us alive

Through long winters

Until the warm spring comes

 

No one can see who you are God

But I know that you are a she

A female fighting for all of us

Trying to open up our eyes

To walk the way of love

Even when the road is hard

To the feet of the soul

 

We are many around the world

And we love you

Whole heartedly

 

Family

What would I be

Without you?

Just nothing

 

Blood is thicker

Than water

And I can’t live alone

On my own

That could be scary

 

When bad times

Are coming

When enemies

Knocks on my door

You are there

To support me

 

To do the right choice

 

Now that I met you

Is the greatest thing

That has happened to me

 

I was so lonely

It ate me the emptiness

Every day

I felt lost

 

Surround me

Hold me

Take my soul away

To a distant place

Where only you and me

Can live

 

Let us build

A life of our own

And never get parted

Because you

Is my true soul mate

 

Our love is sealed

By our souls

 

Fragile

Oh fragile love

So easy to hold

So easy to loose

 

You were mine yesterday

So easy you flew

Out of my life

 

Fragile

Oh fragile love

So easy to break

A heart into pain

 

Mysterious love

I wonder where you went

Another woman you met

 

Fragile

Oh fragile love

I set you free

But my friend you always be

 

Love is free

Has its own will

Through us humans

It’s wonderful to

Feel its light

 

But love is not

For us to tie it down

Don’t try to say

You own a soul

Can’t keep a person

Like a bird in a cage

 

Love is warm

Full of colours

If you lock me in

Swallow the key

I would starve and die

 

I would disappear

Like a dead corpse

Only the ashes

Should remain

 

As a warning to you

Don’t kill love

 

You should stand there

All alone

And I’d be gone

For good

 

A tone is coming

From the core of the earth

Mother earth

Was calling my name

Told me who I was

Through another person

 

It’s a blessing to read

Feels like a soft feather

To my soul

Rejuvenating me

To be whole again

 

Mysterious being

Keeping us together

How long will it take

Until we understand

That we are slowly

Killing you

 

Spirit soul

Please stay

With us

We who knows you

Loves you

 

Depth

I want your depth

To compare it with my own

Deepest corner of my soul

 

Here and now

You can feel the depth

From my soul

Listen to its deepest tone

I’m alive

And I’ve been living forever

Thousands of years

In this universe

 

Feel its pulse

From the Milky Way

 

From every corner

Comes new life

We have not seen yet

It will one day

 

Be life from many planets

And look up

We are never more alone

 

Thank you

All my friends

From earlier lifetimes

You have helped me through trouble

Helped me to find hope

In the darkest of nights

I couldn’t have made it

Without you

 

I had my challenges

To go through

And you led the way

Sometimes we argued

But we got to the point

Love heals everything

 

If we just give it time

And I hope that you agree

To take my hand

Please forgive me

What I did wrong

Because what really drives me

Is pure love

 

Sending you love

Through all incarnations

Just human

But I’m never giving in

I want to do the right thing

 

Lost in time

Lost children of the humans

Insecure working for the day

Coping but falling into selfish traps

 

I’m stuck in my own

Troubles too

Sometimes

Which I got to solve

 

Other people are playing

They are so sure of themselves

But they are not

I get inside in the darkness

Of my soul

I take the grip of my personality

I do not fear

I am listening to the child

Inside of me

 

Bittersweet is life

And it wants to wake us up

To shake us

Where am I going

In the right direction?

 

Pure love

My delight

Friends forever

Angels surrounds us

With their mighty touch

 

When we melt together

We two will be as one

 

I want to stay

The rest of my life

Diamonds crowns us

On my finger

 

I stick to your wisdom

Telling me the truth

I don’t want to listen to fairytales

I listen to reality

 

Wise and steady

Leading us right

Knows what is needed

Without you

I had no compass at all

You are our protector

With your shield and sword

 

You are my lighthouse

Leading the way

To the future

In every step I take

Without you I would be lost

I couldn’t find my way

In the fog

My man

You are everything to me

 

Intimacy

You know

The deepest corner

Of my soul

Intimacy

I trust you

Never leave me behind

And whisper

Softly lies

 

You are my

True soul mate

In this life time

 

Deep communion

I feel for you

Deep deep communion

 

I drink our holy grail

Full of secret wine

You are the only one

I want to share it with

Only with you

I feel the sunshine

From our souls

 

With you

I feel peace and safety

Our sacred love

Fills my soul

With blood from the heart

 

Humility

We got to learn it

Through our challenges

In life

 

Someone comes

Knocks us down

And we got to listen

Or we will never learn

What we need to know

 

Vulnerability

Is in you and me

We are not confident

In ourselves

Always showing up our smiles

Covering up

Our misbehaving

We are so incomplete

Please let us be complete

 

We are like children

Playing in the yard

I want the same they say

We are fighting for toys

Toys for adults

Which are power and control

Mean arguments

That leads to nothing

To nothing

Than scattered dreams

 

Playing with Indians in the sundown

A child’s game

Playing with plastic Indians figures

In summers sundown

 

Eight years old

And everything turns to magic

No one can understand it better

Than a child

 

Living in summertime

Living with joy

Beautiful nature

Surrounding my neighborhood

Many friends to play with

 

But my own imagination

Was the best

 

Struck by the darkness

Struck by the energies

Healing forces comes from my hands

I send low forces away

 

Many healing hands

For protection

We never give in

We know what to do

 

Silence coming from the room

Avoidance of danger

You can pray to the archangels

To protect your home

Michael is coming by

He helps you with his sword

 

He cleans away the evil

The one that wants to hurt you

Or your family

 

Fantasies

Like butterflies

Flying in my mind

They make me feel

Both happy and sad

But most of all

Makes the wheel turning

 

Without imagination

Nothing could be built

No one would sing

No poems were to be read

Love songs couldn’t come

Out of the blue

 

Sometimes we see

Something that can’t be

Reality has its limitations

But it can be created again

Being as new

So begin again and dream

 

No pain

No development

Nothing can proceed

Without knowledge

How to live one’s life

 

We have to live and learn

Even if we don’t want to

The knowledge comes

Unexpectedly

We got to follow

The flow

 

Transform

To a better person

You will know

What’s best for you

 

Transform

Take care of every

Situation

Be lucky

In your heart

 

Break the spell

Don’t listen

To anyone else

Just yourself

 

My God

Whose name

Means love

Shimmering

White light

Watching over

Us all

 

Whole universe

You hold

In your hands

The power is

Truly yours

 

Lady over

The galaxies

And all the planets

I bow and kneel

In front of your throne

I love you so

 

You who understands

And knows why

Something happens

I hold you in

High esteem

Queen of the worlds

 

I come home

One day

When my life here

Is ending

It’s always sad to go

How I’m leaving

I don’t know

 

Death

Doesn’t exist

It’s an illusion

Our souls

Are living forever

 

When I come home

My family and

Friends are waiting

For me

With joy

 

I’m returning

To my real home

 

But I know

Sorrow it will be anyway

For the ones who still remains

On earth

I think it will be a thinner veil

Between the worlds

Maybe we can talk with each other

More easily

Perhaps telepathy will be more common

In the world to be

We fight the mankind’s evil

To purify it

We fight the wars

That they’re demanding

We want to reveal the light

Into their souls

 

Get closer to the light

The heaven wants to

Reach you

We want you all to grow

To feel love

 

White light coming

White dove of Holy Ghost

Tell us the truth

 

Reveal us so we can be

The souls we truly are

 

Join glorious love

Dance in my heart

See the light from

The Lord

I feel it down in my soul

 

Make the road clear

To heaven

 

Carry me away

To a distant place

Where only love exists

No violence

Everyone’s at ease

 

But conflicts can arise

Here too

In this foreign place

They are talking it away

 

Showing the way

Wise men and women

Working for us all

 

And they never stop

Hoping for peace

On earth

But they are deeply worried

 

We are using our free will

The one that were given to us

To follow our own way

The earth and all of us

Is one great being of symbiosis

 

The earth is dying

We must stop abusing her

The catastrophes of nature

Comes from our deeds

God has no responsibility

For them we are

And we got to pay

 

Sense of a man

Walking by

Sense of a man

 

Who is kind to me

Sense of a man

Sending love to my heart

 

True love is hard to find

Someone that I can trust

For better or worse

This man I have

By my side

I’m lucky to have

He is what I need

 

Sense of a man

Smelling perfume

Sense of a man

So soft in a hug

Sense of a man

Who cares for me

 

Give me love and hope

Let me grow

Up to the sky

The sky is not the limit

 

There are other places

To go to

Everywhere in the universe

The world is not enough

 

On this planet we’re so

Limited

But one day comes the light

And we will overcome

Yesterday

I don’t know if I live when

That day comes

But it will be one of my

Happiest days

Darkness has to move away

And God’s light has

Forever come to stay

Love’s giving me reason

To live for tomorrow

I feel luck in my heart

 

My child

Clever and witty

Sensitive so near

To tears

 

Afraid of the world

We assure him that

The earth is a safe place

Where he has our love

 

He has so much love

In his heart

We love him so

 

My man is showing

Him the way to conquer

The world

I am giving him

Emotional support

 

I am his voice

When he can’t

Speak his mind

 

Out of the ego

Not a simple thing

Out of the ego

Look at things

Differently

Not easy to think

 

In a new direction

We are so filled up

With our ego

The world is a place

Where we really

Not are apart

 

We think that

The wars can’t

Affect us

But they can

 

We are always

Connected

To everyone

On the planet

 

I go with the flow

In harmony

Go with the flow

Fly away

Jump high

Fly to the sky

 

I am alive

And I shine

I am not afraid

I have my feet

On the ground

But my mind

Is high up in the sky

 

I got the flow

But anyway control

I live in peace

I live in harmony

In God’s Peace

 

I fly high

Joy is in my mind

Love is in my heart

For all those people

That I love

Sing soul

With passion about

My life

 

With deep love

For every good being

On this planet

 

Egypt

Land of hope and glory

In my soul’s memory

I feel the joy

When I lived there

For so many

Thousands years ago

 

It feels that the past

Is coming closer

I tie it to the present

 

My man was a simple worker

He worked to build one of

The first pyramids

I gave birth

To eight children

 

We had a good life

Cropping vegetables

Worked hard

We had each other

And lived with joy

 

My soul can never

Forget Egypt

 

Promised Land

In my heart

 

I’m a rebel in my heart

Want something new to start

I want to burn down the old

Replace it with the new world

To come

 

I hold the torch

I want to bring down

 

The false and the bad

Burn away the pain and all

Sorrow

Making old hearts to be as new

 

I am the messenger

Bringing bad tidings

To the earth

But I am also speaking

The glory of the healing

Of ourselves and the earth

 

It’s the end of a cycle 2012

The end of the 4th dimension

Comes in 31st of December

 

This year

Then it’s time to move to

The 5th it will take us at least

25 years or more

To reach the new world to come

 

Atlantis

I can’t remember you

As Egypt

But in my mind there’s your name

Ringing in my soul

 

Birth of Atlantis

The work with crystals

Deep down in my heart

 

Some of them I own

In this life time

And I use them

To heal myself

Feeling when they

Are ready for me to wear

 

But what’s more behind

In a past life time

I can’t remember

 

The memory is gone

Lost in the river of oblivion

 

I’m living in two worlds

Since 1996

My world was changed

By a book about the spiritual world

 

My son was born

Something more was

Awakening inside of me

I became a Reiki healer

Saw things

That I could not deny

 

There’s a new world

That’s rising

But it has just begun

More wonders is there

To come in 30 years from now

We must change

And it’s always painful

It’s all up to us

Join the divine

Or we will

Never win the world

 

Fully awaken

I long to be

To break the glass

Even more

 

Fully awaken

Knowing more

Helping me to grow

 

I know time and place

Is an important thing

And I know that I must

Have the ability to carry

The information I get

 

So I wait God

For my master

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Kuthumi master of love

To help me grow

In my own pace

 

The golden mask

Was thrown

There you were

Two of my guides

 

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