PRIMAL MEMORY
The following surfaces occasionally, unexpectedly, inexplicably, mysteriously.
I feel like I have come from outside of this universe. I feel like this infinite universe is a fish bowl. I feel like I jumped in and here I am, me, born here to live my life in this universe.
But I still seem to somehow feel like I can almost remember myself outside and it looks like a small fish bowl. And when I look around there are fishbowls everywhere. There doesn’t seem to be any end to them.
And then I think I remember picking up a fish bowl and it became a small pearl and I held it between my thumb and my finger and rolled it around between them.
I have been experiencing this memory since I was a small child, that of rolling the pearl between my thumb and finger. And as I felt this memory a very odd sensation, impossible to describe, overtook my body. This still happens from time to time.
Now I think I know that I can remember when I held this universe between my finger and thumb and felt it before I entered it and was born into it.
This blows me away
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