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ROMA - Volume II - B

Samuel Kebede

This is for my household, and mainly for myself. Even I

Deserve a good thanks for all that I do for betterment, and a good future

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Index

Chapter 1 - Livestrong ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3

Chapter 2 - I need all the excuses of the world ------------------------------------------------ 4

Chapter 3 - Glamorous ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- 6

Chapter 4 - William of Orange ------------------------------------------------------------------- 7

Chapter 5 - Faux Prince --------------------------------------------------------------------------- 8

Chapter 6 - The life hanging on a string -------------------------------------------------------- 10

Chapter 7 - Halt the false promises -------------------------------------------------------------- 13

Chapter 8 - Once a something ------------------------------------------------------------------- 15

Chapter 9 - Right down the main street --------------------------------------------------------- 16

Chapter 10 - Be a good boy ----------------------------------------------------------------------- 18

Chapter 11- I can undress myself ----------------------------------------------------------------- 20

Chapter 12 - Death in a timely manner ---------------------------------------------------------- 22

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Chapter 1 - Livestrong

I believe Lance Armstrong was a champion. No one who beats people 7 times, along with cancer deserves to be ridiculed and have his trophies taken. No one cares how he took the medals. The normal people competed against an individual, who found a way to beat them in sickness and health. He was born a good person, just like the protestant parents, and neighborhood he had, because I know protestants. They initially want to be good, so they get their chance at a good life, with a good and healthy background, along with the blessing of good gardens and kids. If anyone strayed it is not him, it's his community. They gave up on him and 3

turned in upside down to see if they could earn another dime. If I were them, I would let him keep his medals. He beat them when the odds were not in his favor. The concept of blood doping is a rare mystery that he worked on. We pay to watch sports, because we want to see cool things happen. I want to see things that are out of the ordinary, not normal things that even the local baseball team can make happen. I can just go to the regular recreation team and watch a normal game, but a grand out, something out of the ordinary, almost no one served it best like the protestant champion, Lance Armstrong. I loved his “LiveStrong” movement. It didn’t matter what the obstacle was, people wanted to believe in him, since it gave them a motive to overcome their situations. They ruined a good cause, and a life, because they started to look at one another, and blame one another. His objective, even if he was doping, was to beat the race, from point A to point B. You start from the checkpoint, then go on your way no matter how long the mileage, before others do. The goal was that simple, even if he got it done, “by any means necessary”.

That is when they killed the General of the Armies. He was the general there, and the moment the “Livestrong “formula was not embraced, I know we can never have someone occupy that position. It’s all toast, where you wake up, eat your breakfast, and the plate is not accounted for.

Chapter 2 - I need all the excuses of the world

It all starts with faith. There is nothing you can start by believing in something.

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Which is why, the name of all lions is faith. If you want faith, are in need of some, just go and watch the lion in Africa. All they do is bear the name. Second comes the reason. Reason is the name of the Eagle. All the Eagle does is reason. The Eagle is the son of the lion. They together rule the land, and the sky. Thirdly, comes the story, with Orca's. Orca's are the King of the oceans, and when you combine the faith and the reason, you find the story. Along with these 3, you find the human as the product of all three, capable of taking over the land, the sky and the waters. The land is red, the skies are blue, and the waters are Iron, because Iron resides in water, and Iron has a color, therefore the waters are iron. No military would ever get past these animals.

The cause of these carnivores has been the same since ancient times, because their skill and ability is chosen above all other species.

There will be no coach to ever tell you, "stop making excuses", if you have faith and tell a good story. There is always a way out, and a way in, that is just and acceptable, in all circumstances. I learned to swim when I was little. I was surprised how nonviolent I became because there were a whole lot of other muscles in my body that were trained well, that people couldn't see were working on behalf of survival. It's good to know how to swim, better to know how to be elusive, and not only write well, but draw well, since you can manage the background well. People who are artists, know how to write good poems, they know how to work well with the paper, and when to leave spaces, or room for readers to understand their written material. The painter also knows how to captivate the audience, or the ones that will behold his work by making good backgrounds, but not a lot of people understand the value of it, since it has to do with managing space. When handling items with care, one must be strong, but not complacent.

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Strength resides in the body, but it can also be found externally in the environment, and in spirit.

Physically being agile, and fit is required in schools, but much more than that, it is better to be able to run at all times. I know how to run. Knowing how to run, knowing how to work on backgrounds, and knowing how to swim are essential for any human.

If people are making excuses, it means they are fed up with your faith, and want you to leave them alone, or simply, they do not want to put up with the object without finding a solution for it. Hospitality in this case would be favorable, since letting the person understand a story is better. If you have never known about it, but felt it before, or have dismissed it, the whale lies in the coat of arms of UPenn. All you need to do is pay-attention to the details of the school, to understand, all money lies behind the quakers. After the quakers lies no money, there is only Harvard where the school is set by the principal of truth. If you do not want money, do not go to Harvard, because all you will find is truth, where even the school is a Military school. All the information needed lies there, at the University of Pennsylvania, at Wharton, where it is up to you to distinguish the truth from the lie. This is where I learned, there is no truth in any job.

There are no true resumes, they are all false, and the best lair gets the job. I have decided if I ever want a job, I am going to lie my head off on the resume, then I know I will be employed.

Chapter 3 - Glamorous

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It means to have a security fountain in your home, where you have an endless supply of exposure to anything you want, without consequences, mostly fame. We might as well leave that one to people who care. I think dying might be a good one. Joy follows those who like the limelight. It lies deep beyond the realm of humans, way into the grand old party. Not a fan of the big lights sometimes. I think it's hard to advocate for safety since the best and easiest place to have access to is prison. The other maximum security is in the white house, but there are not a lot of people who have a shot at it. So in a sense, whoever wants glam, would do whatever needed to go all the way to prison, and make a chop, because that is the safest place. Maybe it all lies in crime, but I am against people who commit crime, without believing it’s crime. Crime for the sake of the crime itself, is right when you militarize it. When “do as they will” becomes the subject of advance, then you will find glam.

Chapter 4 - William of Orange

I am a huge fan and not a fan of William of Orange. He was not named William of Orange because he was a good leader who gave good things to the people, nor was he William of Orange because he was from the county of Orange, nor did he get his name from the fruit Orange. He got his name from the color of the area, and the oil, the candlelight sparked on from the room, when it was night. I do not mind living under the candle light. It’s a beautiful life, where tinder is a good start to reading a good book, writing a good book, or starting a love affair.

I enjoy romance, but not if the romance is in distaste, where there might be lewd affairs to carry on in the dark. This is where the prince fails in his duty, along with his name. To this day, power 7

still goes out in some areas in Ethiopia, and standing by the night, where the only cover is the moonlight, seeking help from the candle makers becomes the only option to the poor. They need the wax, to see, and to fend off intruders, which is why some people in more than three continents are still being governed by William of Orange.

The prince came from Holland, and all his ancestors still likely reign today, but the original monarchy that was meant to rule didn’t because they wanted to be left alone, by abdicating to make other arrangements other than doing any sorts of battle to defend the country.

They were also unwilling to accept any form of the new Protestant/Anglican religion, thereby in their attempt to hold on to their catholicism, were all moved away from ruling the country, and slowly went out of sight. Oil is the valuable asset which let William rule over the old English lands, since the objective of Buckingham, Walz, and Cromwell, all boiled down to good oil.

Buckingham distributed oil through the lands, so the oil can be used as lubrication, Walz, recommended the oil be used for food in small amounts, and Cromwell, used it to grease hands, to know which way the people would go, the bedroom or the table, where he militarized the country. William of Orange used it for light. For the majority of his reign, the crown lived to harvest the oil to its maximum, mostly through the priests.

Chapter 5 - Faux Prince

I can never be a prince ruling over alcohol. There will be no prince that will be able to reign from the 21st century forth, with alcohol, and will likely end up a faux. Alcohol never quite reaches the place you want it to, because the codex of the current world government was written by somebody else a long time ago who reigned with alcohol. The word “prince” implies there is 8

only “one”, and only capacity to make it such, and in my instance, I found my research led me to see you pass out after you drink, and someone else will likely watch over it while you are asleep.

In two components, alcohol fails, but reaches 98% of the solution, a probability better than money, or equal to money. It could also be under, but the problems lie in the capacity of the leader to not only drink himself, but also provide it for the soldiers. The income will not be possible for most to lead the same life, which leads to lack of service, and secondly, many who see you have it in abundance might want to take it from you, thereby decreasing the quality of sleep.

I enjoyed a good life with the drinks of my choice, but I do not think it wise to partake in them as you please, because princes do such. There is a limit to where even the heavens will close someday, since the environment itself needs your ability to govern. I like to drink, but I will not be tormented by liars who claim “bi-polar”, disorder is the conflict in your mind is the play on words with the two glasses of drinks you are supposed to have. I will not be insulted, because I do not think it is ok. In a world where “schizo-phrenia” is diagnosed as the slurs you make when drinking, there is little room in having any kind of power in society let alone the city.

I am a champion of freedom with my words, because I think people should be free to drink as much as they want, but they should also not be free to not drink as much as they want. The key to any psychology is to go the other way. If they tell you two glasses is ok, refuse to drink. Tell them to stick the bottle back to where the brewery they got the “expensive” one from. No beverage needs to cost more than pennies that has alcohol in it. It’s all a scam. I am not paying over a dollar for a nighttime worth of drinks, covered all around. No rage should ever go beyond 10 dollars in a whole week. The psychologist sells garbage on the dime, for the sake of their lucrative dealings. Call whatever they must do, they were hunted by President Reagan in the 9

80’s, and some were even executed. Fear the heat of the presidency, for if you dealt against your brothers in the dark, they are coming for you, psychologist or not, to put you down like the mice you put your faith in. You trust in your “two glass” philosophy, then prevent others from their own way of life, or the path they take, yours will be short because you are not the only one’s living on the planet. I would rather not drink from the start, and wait out my time somewhere else, with a pretty lady who would choose to do what I like with me.

Chapter 6 - The life hanging on a string

Sometimes, a soccer game comes down to one score. At times it boils down to one kick before one whistle goes under the time, to make the perfect goal and take victory. In some cases, it is the law. One law hanging by a thread can save a nation for a generation. In Ethiopia, that law is the one that is preventing the country from a Somalia, an anarchy state. That law is the law that prevents husbands from having husbands, and wives from having wives. This is the only reason Ethiopia stands today. The country, if it removes this law, will collapse instantly. There is not a lot left of the land, because the people do not want to stay in it. They want to leave for other continents. Many would think the reason they want to is because of religion, but it’s mostly because of theft. The land is riddled with thieves who have stolen a lot of property from the King who existed before them. If they want to make the country better, all they have to do is go towards Rome, where they will end up returning what they stole, by making amends with their past, and choosing a King of their own, for the country needs Kingdom to rule it, much like the days of old, where the country prospered in Abyssinia. The monarchy does not exist any more, and like England should have its own King and Queen. The other model is to start from the bottom, and begin again from the ashes, by using whatever material is left from the past political 10

escapades.

I think good relationships with Russia are good allegiances to support. Russia has a good history. The US will be the destruction of the country. They do not care about the ancestry nor the people. The wishes of the people to immigrate west will likely never happen in most lifetimes, and is not a cause following through. I would prefer to be armed, use what is between my hands and make a life for myself. There is nothing better for the males, in the land, than to take the plow and push towards their own future, without leaving the country. That is what I am doing, and it is working out well for me. I have structured a good living, to the point, I need the army of Bhutan to win most of my wars. The power I need is no longer in strength but electric power. It doesn’t require a prince to win the country, or lead it, I need the eclectic power, to come and charge my electronic devices, and facilitate the home through light. No amount of drinking is needed, or a bloodline to claim a throne that was never theirs, just a simple capacity to work on a laptop, and the opportunity to write a paper will serve the people better. The west will always fail us, but Russia will not. Not in Africa. Russia is a great country, whose people are willing to help advance the cause of a person whose ideas are noble. Ethiopia has a brighter future going east, where the laws are almost the same.

Ethiopia is going through a drought right now. A year ago, the climate was rainy, and the farmers were rejoicing at the sight of their flourishing crops, even with modern abilities to farm and supply food to their people. Now, the skies are as dry as the northern deserts. There is no kind of rain in sight. In modern countries, the temperatures tell the tale, and if the snow does not arrive, the cold will keep them at home. If all snow has to do with working with the land, as an added cause, then in lands where there are dry spells, the first thing they would rely on is the 11

rain. American politicians sending monetary assistance is not going to help. Russians sending arms to help the citizens revolt, and reclaim their government is a nobler cause because it will maintain the land, and without living it, bear a good return in due time.

The west will try to send enough money to prevent the people from labouring, and rely on their past history of victory against “fascist” Italy, under the constraint that they pay homage to the US by changing their laws, so they can rule over them. Eventually, they will demand the citizens become like them, queers in all forms, because when they do, the people who have received their money won’t be able to rebel. There will be the extinguishing cause of a country which was once great. They will do anything to make them believe in a sovereignty against their home country, and by making them believe they can change them, ruin them forever. Russia has a better solution than the US. Ethiopia should trust them or make deals with them.

If the citizens still believe in becoming better through having their own business, and making their country prosper, taking the money from wealthy politicians for expenditure, since the leaders are lords, will not serve a just cause. The person that gives hope to Ethiopia is the person who makes something from what people have abandoned. They do not blend in the crowd, strictly with patience, work on their art in good capacity, where their labour will result in a good harvest, in time. I think the time and patience will be worth the wait.

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Chapter 7 - Halt the false promises

I get to live my own life. Outside of politics and outside of the military, there is the mixed one, and even that one is a death sentence. I do not want to hear people make promises they can't keep. I despise when the phone rings, and I hate to answer emails. I have deleted all my contacts.

They keep dying anyway. Might as well leave the dead to bury their own. It’s been years since I last spoke with mates that I was tight with. They went in all sorts of mainstream directions, bedding women with sophisticated religions, and many gods. The Republic continues to make promises they can’t keep. It would be better if they just leave it to themselves. Many school shootings nowadays, where people think the solution lies in mental help for the sick. It doesn’t.

In numbers, it is cheaper to buy 10 condoms, rather than buy 10 bullets. I blame the parents who have children out of wedlock. Some children should have never been born, because they were not the plans of the parents, they were the outcome of governing bodies, who failed to do their job, and now they have massacre’s on their hands. Even the condoms are a form of theft. It would be cheaper to buy a bottle of Jack Daniels, and pass out by the bed, puked up rather than have to take the charges for over 300,000 dollars in raising offspring. While seeking goodness, the good pursued if charged to feelings, passively removes inhibition, causing heartbreaking 13

decisions. For the sake of goodness, what if we sought bad, and restrained from making false claims because we can do it? While a lot can be done for education, I see it collapse before my eyes, and I can never associate with the facilities much like politics and military. I have had enough of them all. Instead of supporting a corrupt regime, don’t reward them with the kind of motives they want, like sustaining your genes. I think what the school shooters wanted most of all is just to leave the area and never come back. I understand them. It’s the hood life, they do not want. The parents tell them one thing, make laws to ridicule the lifestyle of people who want to live normally, and they deeply want them to suffer for it. One wants the other to suffer, the others wants to hurt them badly. It is a simple solution, to help them get out of the ghetto. If they are hurting society, it's because they do not have the economical capacity to help themselves.

They want to help them, by “fixing” their mind, since the only thing missing from a person who can buy guns, is illegal or prescription drugs. Its finances. They keep taking their money away, and in a poor life where there is no future, they attack the rest of the citizens, who want to rule over them by prescribing medications they will need, while they can get anything from the street themselves. The solution to all addiction is money. They are not addicts nor are they mentally ill.

Just give them money, and get out of their way because they also deserve to have a good time. If you do not, you will make the addiction happen, and wonder why it happened when they are in the red, without the ability to manage it. The worst players are their own family members. They think they can help them by seeking medical help, when in truth, they need it more than them with their pockets stretched to the limit, they can afford to support them and their addiction for a long time. I would. It's a simpler plan to allow people to function and get what they want, by allowing them to go after what they want without claiming the standing structure is an addiction.

First move it out of the way, by financing them, then see what they are building and making. The 14

politics, the military and education will fail.

Chapter 8 - Once a something

There is a prominent belief where if an object is once a something, always a something.

You need to reduce it to its original construct. For example, Once an addict, always an addict.

But the sentence is not correct in English. It has to be spelled out, like this, If you are an addict, once, then you will always be an addict. Not only does the phrase fail to make sense, it is not a proper sentence. It’s like saying, “If you travel to Banetown once, you will always be in Banetown. "The sentence is, although correct, can’t be true since, once you arrive at a destination, the only way you won’t be able to leave is if someone is keeping you there, or you die there. An addict is not an identity, nor is it a place to go to. Some people in my past life believed in such a cause, now I can’t even associate with them anymore since, in their uneducated mind, they have made a rigid life, I can’t bear to manage, nor want to deal with.

Frankly speaking, most of the time when we feel the pressure we should assume some stuff is left undone, we most likely left it there for the simple reason, we can’t recover it. That is the unhinged phrase on the top there. The sentence needs a cardinal to fix, because the word cardinal translates to “a hinge”, and means a structure to hold a door in place, for the purpose of closing it, keeping it closed, and opening it when you please. If a life were to be continued with this unhinged phrase in place, there will be vast openings to the damped person, in turmoil, wondering in thought to how, the door was not mended in the first place. Sheer will not fix the 15

gap, because it was made with the intention to harm another person, and to make them believe there is no hope for them. People who use this phrase have a huge problem because they light up at the thought of being better than another human being, who they could help with their bank account, or pocket cash. They just want to rule over them because even sometimes, when you tell them they are wrong, they want to keep believing it since they have the desire to be inhumane. I think practically, if there was mental illness that would be it. Having the capacity to mend a substance, since someone destroyed it in the first place, but never doing so since you can use the broken glass to cause more harm to another you see unfit to become a person of value.

Chapter 9 - Right down the main street

I believe in having a good climate, where the neighborhood should have each other's back, like a civil social contract, where if you are lacking in a bowl of sugar, the door should not be shut on your face, but someone should help, by answering the knock on your door. I have been informed of the desire of Americans to be lords, but I am also aware of the duty required to achieve such a feat. In a way, primogeniture seems like a good course, however the government doesn't allow it so I am sure, one has made a turn around point to make sure their property gets in the hand of their children, one way or another. I think there is no other way, a good way, that does not go outside the wishes of the state, than marriages. It would be work off my back, if there were arranged marriages.

I get off on the ease of having the burden lightened for me. I will likely have no time to 16

marry any one, especially if the term marry has to do with the original terminology of intentional intercourse with another party, for the sake of bringing two objects together. That won’t work, because I will not stand for it, since I have no time to seek a relationship. I think a Jane Austen climate is always a healthy one. I like women dressed in dresses very much. I also like parents who do their job. Mine are on a permanent vacation, with no concern of anything but my health.

When the relationship of the community takes a dark rift, I think the people who want a democracy should do the bidding of the law, and do what must be needed to secure a union for themselves. That is not happening lately. I find it tedious to labour towards an objective I do not want to go to since it is just one. These are the times I prefer dodging. I would say I want the woman, but while speaking about her to her, my thoughts and eyes are on the seats, by the television, for the purpose of entertaining myself, and saying I was partaking in the sovereignty of her country. What if she is not a patriot? Maybe I would be the patriot, then in my desire for marriage, would have wasted a day of the work I so love, hoping a miracle would happen in the instance. The best place to search for marriages is right down main street, because if you were to search for anywhere other than that distance, it is improbable.

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Chapter 10 - Be a good boy

There are a lot of good boys. There are actually a lot of good boys, until they grow up to be men, and there is no one to call them good anymore. There is a song called “Simple man’, but not a “good man”. I think I am a good man. I have never been incarcerated before. I have never attended a prison seminar, and as a male at 30 years old, being black is the least of my warry. If being a man is many things, at all times, I have been only one. We first have to define what good means. Can there be a bad with the good? Is there a middle ground, where I can’t see fit to be nothing but a neutral party to the chaos, where if there was a harvest of good grain perse, what is the difference in the word in modern context? What if the term good can be hindrance, or just a description of what a being can be, to fit in his environment, justifiably, good can be a good criminal who does well to hide his theft from society.

I know too well, the command should be switched to be a good man. Perhaps there is room for growth there, for the little person, since it also speaks well of a feature. Instructfully, being good does not exist in nature. Birds are not good flyers. They move well in the sky, and while they adjust to the air with skill. Racoons, although fit to scale trees, are not good climbers, because the capacity to climb was always there, so within reason, they are not bad climbers either since they can hunt or grab food they seek within their means. In this nature, there is no 18

good or bad, in the animal Kingdom, it’s all about getting the task done. If therefore, there is not good or bad in the animal Kingdom, it likely does not exist within the nature of plants either. If you were to take a seed, from a moist environment, and put it on dry ground, we can’t really call it a bad seed, nor can we call the environment bad, because in us resides the ability to change the habitat to facilitate the need of the seed. In physical terms, you remove it, dig it deep in a soil, and let it flourish, and then again fail to say it is a good grower, because you are the acting agent in the story. In the free fall timeline, the bird whisks the seed in grasp, along on the wings and the feather to pollinate the plant, where the bird can be a neutral party without seeking the accommodation for the seed. If the bird is not a good flyer, the seed is not a bad grower, the environment is not a good or bad one, the term good or bad only exists in human civilization, and could not exist in any form, in other mainframes.

Firmly speaking, even without the conclusion, we are seeking to ask a boy to be a boy and not a girl. Instead of asking the boy to be good, it’s a simple command to say, “don’t be a girl”. This simple instruction, reduced in term and structure would likely fit the mold better, since that was the intention in the first place. Or, what they really want to say is “be a girl”, because behind their meaning lies their desire to make boys into one, where they can accept another like a girl, even if they cannot. So let us be civil, and tell our boys to be what they can be, without using adjectives to describe them, since they will lose understanding in the adjustment of their physique, into a mold they cannot form.

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Chapter 11- I can undress myself

Humor might lie in the eye of the witness. I can also lie right next to you in bed, if you put roofies in someone's drink and take them home, unless you don’t know where they live so you have to resort to roofing yourself, and her when you get to your own bed. In the theatrical plot, where you make them laugh, I am here to argue, there is no such a thing as roofies. It requires no skill to talk to anyone, let alone end the night on a good note. Roofies, if they exist, are magical pills that lie between menstrual pills, and tampons. They are mythological creatures that have not left the imagination of man, into this realm. If anyone needs a roofie to get someone into bed, I doubt they have the extravagance of a suave person. They likely have a lot of money, or getting laid is the primary objective. Roofies should be for retired housewives, and their husbands who work late in their homes. If I was the true champion of the cause, the real one of getting laid, I would use poison in clubs. Now that will get someone on their back, it won’t even take much work.

I can be a good assassin, right down to the slaying of the real end like a true beggator. If one aspires to be anything, they should aim to be a good trucker, hauling the people right back to where they want to be after a few shots of the good stuff. The other way of getting laid I think is putting flowers on the neck of vacationers on the islands, down south of Argentina, or a few steps down from Japan. They all sound like a full proof plan, without the fighting of course, 20

where the democratic term is not adjusted well into the repub. In time, with drinks in hand, getting laid is a three pronged offensive to most, firmly decided on the strength of the punch, either in your hand, or given by the tender. When your hit the person up with smooth talk, the shade of your eyes, cast upon their look, with the precision of a marksman, It should be well noted, how much of an opportunity is wasted in your skill, of slaying down the audience with your rich pockets, instead of the roofie or your credit card. Much like the strength of your punch, a little lemon here, and a salt shaker to lick the salt and lime off, the tequila shot might be the real roofie there to its staggering conclusion.

Haste is frowned upon I think. I prefer to be roofied with tequila shots, because I do not want another person to undress me. I want to be the person to do it myself, if I was put in a situation to get laid that night. I am not a fornicator, nor do I wish to be one. Which is why I do not believe in roofies, I doubt they exist. They might be the real moby dick, in sense they do not have a standing use. If anyone wants to stand in front of you, to prevent the person you roofied from having a clue, how can it be a successful lie, if the party leaders won’t let you out with the person you want intactly? I think the grammar has changed drastically, over the years to suit the context of the party. What if we were to call them “rape pills”. Formally, they would not work since, the person who loses unconsciousness has a weight capacity that must be carried out by a ground of subjects, more than one, so at all times, roofies are a democratic tool, for achieving a democratic cause.

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Chapter 12 - Death in a timely manner

A wise person once said,” the best you can hope for is to die in your sleep”. I do not think so. I think the best he came up with, is to find a moment in lapse, where there is no pain, and during the ecstasy of sleep, death welcomed him like a friend, beyond the shadows without suffering.

When I was younger, I thought that sensation was found in lifting weights and a blow-job. That would have been a good way to go out before dying in one’s sleep. The other one is dying in combat, where it’s much different from combat. If there is a time and place for everything under the heavens, I think the best place to live would be the battlegrounds, since you would have the right to take a life, or die fighting, then in the extremity of it all, even if there was a want, it will die along on the grass fields.

I am not a fan of suicide. I am too strong for that since in nature, my body has adapted to the environment, just as well as my mind. If there is no conflict there, there won’t be much conflict to cure to cause, or mend it since the absolute lies in being a victor of one self. Do I believe it is right is another question. To each his own, because everyone has a battle to face to have what they want to have. If there is no way to materialize it, then it is a personal choice to waste away aimlessly, or find ulterior means to gratify the wanting. What is the scale of 22

measurement then, to say one has lived a long time, a short time, or just enough, for the life to be described as timely? I see that when hindrances are removed, by simple calculations, it's clear that death is not the natural state of things. Perhaps, we were never made to die, because death has to do with the conclusion of a subject, where not the disappearance of the life into nothingness but, the almost impossible ability or lack of, senselessness to remove the image of the person from the environment.

Figuratively speaking, genetic data when subject to work and form, takes the mold of the person's nature, and in a way, the people who host each other's DNA, live in the same environment their parents gametes before them did. If it was the same habitat, over years, they would grow well with one another, the family name would be associated with the soil, which is why you hear the name of roads being named after people. They made a difference in their community so much, they do not want to leave. Even if forsaken, I doubt there is fixing this realm to one’s ability since, some would even wait a long time to use the antidote, and recover their prerogative.

Literally, I am living with the chances I might not finish projects I set out to finish. I do not have a lot on my plate, but I am not obsessed with my work. There are a few holes here and there that I wish to mend in the position I have been given. If the country is Georgia, In which the project I set out to do was to end, then I have already finished it, and I am working on the next century. Even if I was to die in a timely manner, I would be happy knowing I have a centurion plan, enough to set ablaze the heart of my opponents, because you won’t find me crucified with christ, I am likely the one with the spear at the bottom, making your wishes of bleeding like the messiah come true.

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