I STILL LOVE YOU
Where art thou my life, my wife and my
broken heart and soul?
You left me with no words of explanation and
didn't give any goal.
Your gentle word spurts out like a spark of
light, keeps illuminating my soul,
Each of your voice and sound goes deeper,
that gives me a lot of console.
There is no corner, no dark place in my heart
your love cannot fill,
If my ocean of love starts causing waves, it's
your love that makes them still.
You always speak to me, in sweet and honest
words with truth,
Your caring heart keeps out the pain, your
love's my ultimate booth.
So thank you my Love for being still there and
supporting my life,
I know not how I'll do the same for you when
we meet in our next life.
When I'm with your pleasant memories
eternity's only a step away,
My love swells and continues to grow, with
each of the passing day.
This treasure of your true love I still cherish
within my bow,.
How much I still adore you I do not think
anyone will ever really know.
All your images bring joy to my heart as I used
to feel before,
With each touch of the photo frames I love you
more and more.
We never said a proper word of goodbye when
at last we did part,
I now know I always held you very dearly,
deep inside my heart.
Now I live by these few precious words, I want
you to hold true,
Life was very short for us but forever and
always, I still love you.
THE REASON WHY?
It was all because of you that my entire world
became a whole,
It was because of you that real love has always
lived in my soul.
It was because of you I now have happiness
and laughter in my eyes,
It was because of you I am no longer afraid of
any good-byes.
You were my strongest pillar and my solid
brick of strength,
We traveled through all seasons and great
times of length.
My love for you has been pure boundless
through space and time,
It grew stronger everyday with the knowledge
you'll always be mine.
At the temple of marriage I willingly and
joyously said 'I do',
I have received everything in life and it was all
because of you.
The real reason for my lamenting now is very
hard to explain,
There are no regrets, no ifs and buts and
nothing to complain.
Perfection
All that I ever wanted was to be part of her
and be in her heart,
I longed to be with her for us to be together to
never be apart.
Neither me nor anyone else in the world could
even compare,
She was perfect and so was our love that we
were going to share.
We have had so much more in our life than I
ever thought we would,
I loved her unconditionally and more than I
ever thought I could.
I gladly promised to share with her all that I
had to give,
I always said I would do anything for her for
" as long as I live'.
In her sparkling eyes I saw our present, our
future and our past,
By the way she cared and looked at me I knew
we would last and last.
I hoped and was certain that one day she
would come to realize,
My Pretty Lotus was perfect whenever I saw
her through my eyes.
The writings in the books of love and the calls
of the lovers,
Were proved wrong when My Pretty Lotus left
our covers.
SHE WAS GOING
I cannot ever imagine that this world will ever
fully understand,
How My Pretty Lotus touched my entire life to
make me stand.
Therefore let me reveal how special My Pretty
Lotus was for me,
She was a bright lamp on the dark night and a
shinning star for me.
Neither any friends nor any family members
could fully comprehend,
The power of her that made my dreams come
true in the end.
My beloved opened her heart to love and be
loved with pride,
My beloved never gave me a chance to
complain until she died.
She always allowed me to experience what's
very hard to find,
That unconditional love that existed in my
body, soul and mind.
I never thought I could ever feel all the love
that I had to give,
During her last days she never realized she
lost her will to live.
When the medical world gave up she told me
she was going,
Having her in my life she completed to fulfill
every part of my living..
