SHE WILL NOT RETURN
I can no longer imagine the pain so deep
inside me,
But I sometimes can write in words for people
to see.
A pain that touches my toes and goes up to
the top of the ceiling,
I can't eat, I can't sleep, that is the pain that
my heart is feeling.
I was raised to stand on my own but this loss
is too much for me,
The situation gets tragic day by day with a
rough storm inside me.
To live alone without her is getting harder as the
time tortures me,
I now pretend to have her on my side and so
now she lives with me.
There is no sorrow so great and no pain so
deep for me to bear,
No one can find me the needed solace and has
time to spare.
There’s no more crying and there is no more
shedding of tears for her,
Solutions for loneliness are in reading and
viewing what I create for her.
My heart has reached the limit of pain and
can take no more,
It is no use crying or lamenting on my loss
and increase my sore.
I spend my time with My Pretty Lotus as if she
never said goodbye,
She will not return to me no matter how many
oceans and rivers I cry.
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FOR YOU MY LOVE
You were my sun and you were my moon
You were my shining star, you were my tune
You were my world, my sky and my calm sea
My light in the darkness and everything for me
You were my peace, my joy, my hope and my
love
You will be forever mine, my life and my Pretty
Dove.
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