My Reflections Of My Pretty Lotus
I remember all those happy days,
Those times she called our own
In all those well-loved places
Where I now grieve on my own.
All those small endearing gestures,
Which I thought I knew so well,
Are fading away as time passes,
With her words, her sight, her smell.
But then there is that time,
That time within the day,
When you feel she is mine
In that old familiar way.
But as you turn to see her smile
Or receive a tender touch,
There's a dark shadow of a mile
Of the one you loved so much.
And tears begin to fall
In that hole of deep despair,
And memories overwhelm me all
More than your heart can bear.
As I remember her gentle grace
And her love so soft but strong,
My heart will simply miss a space
As I miss her life, all her song.
I want to rewind the clock
And say how much I care;
I want to silence the talk
That she's not there to share.
But I still smile and chat
Amiably to family and friends
I hope they feel all that
When my world is full of bends.
She knew that I will carry on living
Because that’s what she told me
That if she had to make a living
She would be happy to choose me.
Such is my life all solitary and alone
But I love it because I am with my love
Memories are fond lest she is gone
She’s in my heart and I have my love.
Lasting Image
My heart slowed down after so much of rejoice
My family life has given sorrows left no choice
My vision has shivered with a shooting star
Life’s bringing me fond memories from afar
She is lost in the heaven typhoon in my mind
My life is left with pain that is of unique kind
The one who was the centre of my heart beat
Is lost in the oblivion putting me in cold seat
All my wishes of living have been lost forever
Silence looms in my solitary life like the fever
The shines of life have all turned into loneliness
There’s no hope left, gone are all my brightness
She has left a lasting image in my lonesome life
Heaven is happy after burning my flowery life
My love that has passed away is haunting me
There are tears in my eyes days are hurting me
She lives in my thoughts and melodies all day
I miss her heaps but find it very difficult to say
From our two bodies we lived just as one soul
To love and cherish each other was our goal
What I’ve lost cannot be found ever in my life
When darkness falls, she shines as my only lite
Memories Galore
I have memories galore of the past loving years
There are words and thoughts of creeping fears
The route ahead now looks all confusing and dark
Walking alone is painful without that lovely mark
I am lost in that forest searching for that lost life
Every moment I long for the lost love of my wife
All that was given to me has shattered and gone
Dark clouds on my horizon nothing can be done
All moments lead me to a state of utter confusion
There’s no life here my fate is denying conclusion
There’s no one to guide me now and lead the way
I am looking for my beloved every night and day
Every season looks dull there’s no happiness here
My sight has lost all the shines in the atmosphere
Ages have passed since I had any lovely dreams
I lament my loss and my bed makes the screams
The image in the mirror teases me to stay away
The stones in my hand cannot break that array.
Could Not Find My Love
My heart longs to love but there’s no lover in my
sight
My heart’s for sale but I can’t find a buyer that’s
right
There must be someone who has the feeling of
sorrow and pain
There must be someone who can erase my
loneliness again
I can sacrifice my heart, soul and all my life for the
one alone
The one who has the acceptance of my love in the
eyes shown
I would forgive and forget all the stress and strain
of my life
If I could just find that special being only once in
my strife
I know not how many wintry nights I have spent in
the search
I have written hundreds of poems for the one I am
in search
I have gathered my hearty wishes and knocked at
many doors
I have not being able to find the one I loved on any
orderly floors.
You Will Flourish
Millions of moths get burnt in search of secrets
Lamps are to give light not to burn the crickets
I am ready to reveal all my feeling and emotion
I loved her dearly always with my great passion
She’s gone but not forgotten I miss her very much
Those who go away don’t return I know life is such
Those who cry should assess their pain properly
Let not the tears fall but contain them carefully
Let me spill out all my pains and sorrows today
They keep on coming as punishment everyday
I had a feeling she would return home one day
I have changed my mind to stay with her today
Light as many lamps and fly over them to vanish
Let the love last forever and then you will flourish.
