It was one of the hardest things in my
life to accept the loss of the one I loved
so much.
It brought a lot of pain beyond belief
and there are no words at all to explain
it as such.
My sadness and my grief of losing my
loved one who was so close, wonderful
and dear.
I cannot sustain the loneliness and the
special treatment she gave when we
were near.
One consolation I have that keeps me
happy and is her fond memories within
my heart.
These notions keep guiding me when
that Angel is with me and we are not
living apart.
I am alone now and for me my love is
everlasting with so many of my
memories intact.
The legacies of My Pretty Lotus are
always here to light the ways for me
when I do act.
It was the hard way I learnt that in
every shadow there is light, in every
tear a smile,
When a death occurs I have come to
know there is still life that lingers for a
while.
