I loved her so much that I could not
find words to describe what and how I
felt for her.
I fell in love on first sight and kept
going deeper in her love with every
passing day for her.
Every moment of the fifty five years I
spent with her I felt like it was just a
dream of her.
To have such feelings about another
human being is to say that I am madly
in love with her.
As a kid I heard stories about
Princesses, who were beautiful, fragile,
innocent and charming,
It was later in life when I fell in love that
I found the truth about this belief and
saying.
All my family life and every day she
spread her cheer and made me feel I
was her Prince dear.
Fragile, innocent and charming as she
was I was lost in her heart and eyes
year after year.
My Pretty Lotus was no less than an
angel to me and she filled my life with
joy and glee.
She had the greatest gift of love,
kindness and human understanding
that tamed me.
She showed me that love was a
reflective feeling where we gave our all
to each other every day.
We always wanted to the best things for
each other and so we had nothing more
to say.
This was the instinctual love that made
us nice to each other and become wiser
every day.
We were in love for certain and we knew
how to behave and conduct our life all
day.
These were some of the reasons why
our love always flourished and grew
with time.
Our love for each other was pure and
we loved our life for sure and had good
time.
We loved and lived our life as wife and
husband with the purest soul and
sweetest heart.
That was the reason why we never ever
thought that we would go apart.
Our eyes, our hearts and our minds
kept telling us to love each other every
day.
No matter what may have come in
between us we would be there to
together stay.
To the rest of the world we might have
looked or meant nothing at all.
To each of us we were whisperers,
lovers, admirers and felt them all.
We never thought we could ever feel all
the love we had to give each other.
We were certain that we had the feeling
to love and live for each other.
We were in each other's hearts and
there we decided that we will always be.
Nobody else could ever enter that space
because only we had the opening key.
We kept giving the strength and joy to
each other to stand up tall.
We reached out for each other's hands
every time we were about to fall.
As long as we were on this journey
together there was nothing we could not
do.
We brought sunshine when we had too
much rain and laughter when we felt
pain.
We were always there for each other
when our spirits needed a little gain.
Now that My Pretty Lotus is gone I
cannot bear the loneliness and the
pain.
However I cannot thank her enough for
all that she gave me to maintain.
My meeting and being with her was my
fate and living with joy was my choice.
Now that I am alone I find it is beyond
my control to feel all that we used to
rejoice.
Just before her departure she had
asked me to give her my special words.
“Promise me that you will still love me
and live with my soul afterwards.”
I am keeping my words and my promise
to ensure that My Pretty Lotus is
happy.
I will live alone with her divine soul in
my body to always make and keep her
happy.
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