After I lost My Pretty Lotus I found that
the pain was hard to bear,
I could not go on through my life
knowing that she was not there,
I could not understand why she had to
leave me and go elsewhere,
I began to pray for her salvation and
towards the sky I learnt to stare.
I was told by many that all my pains
and sorrows will ease with time,
I kept waiting for this to happen but I
received no help from that time.
I now know that she was my lovely
world, my ever guiding star
All I want is an assurance that some
day we will meet somewhere.
Because nevermore will I see her loving
and smiling face,
And nevermore will I feel her loving
strong firm embrace.
Will I ever have wishes upon the wide
and starry skies?
Will I ever be able to gaze in her loving
brown eyes?
Will I ever be able to feel her warm lips
upon mine?
Will my eyes ever be able to sparkle and
shine?