When it comes to
being a creative soul, one thing I can say with certainty is that
it’s not always easy. I’ve struggled with my own
creativity on many an occasion - one way or another.
Interestingly enough, while I like to complain about having way too many ideas, I can also catch myself complaining about not having enough ideas. The latter has especially been the case with one of my creative outlets lately. I’ve simply not been able to come up with anything I could do with it for the longest time now. But then, there have been numerous other things I’ve had to focus my mind on. And when I say “had to”, I mean “had to”.
For one thing, I have entrance exams coming up in a few weeks, so I’ve had to practice for those. Or I’m supposed to have been practicing for them. But due to my habit of procrastinating, I haven’t taken it upon myself to practice yet. I should, though - and I will. Eventually.
In addition, I’ve been preparing two new releases by me, one of which is coming up this weekend. And for the other, I happened to get not one, but two ideas for additional things related to it that I’ve been trying to sort out. I’ve had nothing short of too much to keep my mind on - but luckily, I’m at least getting one of them out of the way. Finally.
Apparently thinking about practical things I should get done fucks with my creative juices. Whether that’s a good or bad thing, though, I can’t really vouch for either scenario.