21-12-2016: Indecisiveness and Video Making

If there’s one quality in myself I strongly dislike, it’s my indecisiveness. I can almost never make decisions that would hold in the long run. I keep changing my mind about various things.

Well, I exaggerate slightly. I am capable of making decisions that’ll hold in the long run. For instance, as far as saving money for the new computer is concerned, it's still top priority. But I have two other major priorities next to it that my mind keeps bouncing between. Should I focus on improving the quality of my music or video production?

I do have a few purchases in mind that would slightly improve both. But what should come afterwards? I love to make music and want to improve my music production, so I feel as though that should be my main focus. But at the same time, I love making videos just as much, and I want to improve the quality of those as well.

I realize I haven’t discussed my love for video production previously. I used to make short movies with some friends of mine, and I also made various kinds of videos by myself. In fact, I’ve continued making videos to this day, in case you couldn’t figure that out. The variety of videos I make is rather wide, if I do say so myself.

Nevertheless, my indecisiveness annoys me. If, for once, I could make a decision and actually carry it out without stopping to rethink it, I’d be happy. But alas, the likelihood of that is not very high.