Assorted Ramblings of a Different Young Adult by Santtu Pesonen - HTML preview

Preface 4

08-05-2016: An Introduction... 5

09-05-2016: The Problem with Mothers and Employers 7

10-05-2016: Musical Rain 9

11-05-2016: Less Perfect Than Everyone Else 10

12-05-2016: Friend or Acquaintance? 11

13-05-2016: A Brief History of Me as a Gamer 12

16-05-2016: Group Tasks, as Viewed by a Shy Person 14

19-05-2016: Wonder and Obsessive Love-Seeking 15

20-05-2016: Moods and Noticing When They Change 16

21-05-2016: Opinions and Respecting Them 17

23-05-2016: Thoughts of a Different Life 18

25-05-2016: Contemplating Seeking Help 19

26-05-2016: Collecting 20

27-05-2016: Not So Unshakable 21

02-06-2016: Random Compliments and Non-Existent Experiences 22

08-06-2016: Bad Things Were (Not) Said 23

16-06-2016: Delving Deeper into Darkness 24

21-06-2016: Expert Procrastinator 25

04-07-2016: Lady Luck’s Least Favorite 26

12-07-2016: A Mixed Impression 27

16-07-2016: Memory Records 28

22-07-2016: International Friends 29

02-08-2016: Overwhelmed by Inspiration 30

07-08-2016: Is This Love? 31

11-08-2016: Lost in a World of Chaos 32

12-08-2016: A Step Away from Self-Pity 33

20-08-2016: Venting of a Broken Heart 34

24-08-2016: Recovering Ever So Quickly 35

27-08-2016: Left Alone in Silence 36

28-08-2016: A Discussion on Asperger’s 37

01-09-2016: Gone Without a Trace 38

05-09-2016: The Impossibly Heavy Burden of Social Anxiety 39

07-09-2016: Wasted Effort 40

13-09-2016: Dreams and the Rediscovery of a Lost Joy 41

14-09-2016: Politeness 42

21-09-2016: Violence 43

25-09-2016: The Burden That Comes With Love 44

28-09-2016: An Exceptionally Fun Group Task 45

04-10-2016: Sadness 46

08-10-2016: Game Making 47

10-10-2016: Plans Backfiring With a Twist 48

17-10-2016: An Ideal(ly Social) Partner 49

24-10-2016: An Unexpected Encounter 50

27-10-2016: Another Shocking Turn of Events 51

30-10-2016: Speech Style 52

05-11-2016: When to Build a Romance 53

15-11-2016: Language Change 54

18-11-2016: More Than Work (And Love, For the Umpteenth Time) 55

21-11-2016: Gratitude 56

28-11-2016: Optimism 57

08-12-2016: I Finally Caved In 58

19-12-2016: An Exceptional Weekend 59

21-12-2016: Indecisiveness and Video Making 60

29-12-2016: An Unexpected Guest 61

02-01-2017: Obsessions 62

06-01-2017: My Potential as a Lover 63

17-01-2017: English in My Life 64

23-01-2017: Spontaneity 65

05-02-2017: Am I Lovable? 66

11-02-2017: A Promise Broken and Remade 67

16-02-2017: The Meaning of Life 68

19-02-2017: Finishing Projects and Modding 69

27-02-2017: Suicide 70

28-02-2017: An Artist’s Worst Critic... Himself 71

12-03-2017: I Used to Be More Outgoing 72

15-03-2017: Nostalgia 73

20-03-2017: My First Trip Abroad Alone 74

29-03-2017: A Recap of Birmingham 75

12-04-2017: The Two-Way Struggle of a Creative Soul 76

19-04-2017: Finishing a Project and Celebrating It 77

24-04-2017: Memorization 78

28-04-2017: Raising a Child 79

01-05-2017: Another Fun Night, Another Less Fun Conflict 80

05-05-2017: I Invited Friends Over 81

13-05-2017: Close Encounters with Nature 82

20-05-2017: Gore 83

27-05-2017: Expectations 84

30-05-2017: Break-Ups and Appreciating One’s Own Company 85

06-06-2017: Fear 86

14-06-2017: A Wait Nearing Its End 87

18-06-2017: A Positively Shocking Surprise 88

25-06-2017: Planning 89

28-06-2017: A Confession 90

07-07-2017: Intersexual Relationships 91

09-07-2017: Thinking Back to My “First Time” 92

17-07-2017: Collaborations 93

24-07-2017: Forgetfulness and Dungeons & Dragons 94

31-07-2017: So It Begins... Soon Enough 95

02-08-2017: Dedication 96

06-08-2017: The Day Closes In 97

07-08-2017: Stumbling Upon an Old Self-Analysis 98

14-08-2017: A Week Has Passed 99

21-08-2017: Alcohol 100

27-08-2017: Injuries 101

03-09-2017: Blessed Solitude 102

11-09-2017: Online “Dating” With a New Approach 103

16-09-2017: Follow Your Dreams... or Don't 104

22-09-2017: Motivation 105

25-09-2017: Competitiveness 106

26-09-2017: Dear Future Me 107