Who's Watching Who? by Edward Drobinski - HTML preview

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What Kind of Person

The “smart” reader is likely sitting there thinking; “I know all about your type.” Well. They can’t because they don’t know me or “my type,” whatever that is. Their information comes from their studies of serial killers. They’re fascinated by this stuff, maybe wishing they could be one, while not realizing that these studies are severely flawed, as they use information from the fucked up serial killers who got caught; not the ones who got away with it.

Their ”literature” contains the following crap:

Developmental Factors and Warning Signs

The MacDonald Triad

Psychiatrist J.M. MacDonald identified three childhood behaviors that were historically associated with violent tendencies in adulthood:

Persistent bedwetting beyond age 5.

Fire setting or arson.

Cruelty to animals,

Childhood Trauma and Abuse

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A significant proportion of serial killers have histories of severe childhood trauma, including physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional neglect, or family dysfunction. This trauma often contributes to their inability to develop normal emotional responses and empathy. Research indicates that approximately 50% of antisocial behavior variance is attributable to genetic factors, with environmental trauma playing a crucial complementary role.

Fantasy Development

Many serial killers develop elaborate violent fantasies during childhood or adolescence, often as a psychological defense mechanism against traumatic experiences. These fantasies can become increasingly detailed and compulsive, eventually driving the individual to act them out in reality.

So much for the “expertise.” Believe it or not, none of it applies to me. Rather than detailing a negative response to all of the above, suffice to say that I had a rather normal life; no abuse taken or given, wonderful parents, married, kids, etc. etc. My motivation is merely to do my small part to restore the world back to the fantastic place it was for all the kids and those to come by eliminating as many B&B bums as I can. I feel I owe at

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least as much. It’s our destiny, and how Jesus will have it in spades when he soon returns. ....... Please pardon me. I want to return to some of my reading. It’s motivational as it reminds me of what my Dad used to read to me when I was little, and I used to read to my kids when they were still in their cribs, which the White kids of today have been cheated of.

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WINNIE THE POOH

The Classic Edition

A.A. Milne

Illustrated by E.H. Shepard

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TO HER HAND IN HAND WE COME CHRISTOPHER ROBIN AND I TO LAY THIS BOOK IN YOUR LAP. SAY YOU'RE SURPRISED? SAY YOU LIKE IT? SAY IT'S JUST WHAT YOU WANTED? BECAUSE IT'S YOURS — BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU.

Introduction

If you happen to have read another book about Christopher Robin, you may remember that he once had a swan (or the swan had Christopher Robin, I don't know which) and that he used to call this swan Pooh. That was a long time ago, and when we said good-bye, we took the name with us, as we didn't think the swan would want it anymore. Well, when Edward Bear said that he would like an exciting name all to himself, Christopher Robin said at once, without stopping to think, that he was Winnie-the Pooh. And he was.

So, as I have explained the Pooh part, I will now explain the rest of it. You can't be in London for long without going to the Zoo. There are some people who begin the Zoo at the beginning, called WAYIN, and walk as quickly as they can past every cage until they get to the one called WAYOUT, but the nicest people go straight to the animal they love the most, and stay there. So when Christopher Robin goes to the Zoo, he goes to where the Polar Bears are, and he whispers something to the third keeper

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from the left, and doors are unlocked, and we wander through dark passages and up steep stairs, until at last we come to the special cage, and the cage is opened, and out trots Winnie-the-Pooh something brown and furry, and with a happy cry of "Oh, Bear!"

Christopher Robin rushes into its arms. Now this bear's name is Winnie, which shows what a good name for bears it is, but the funny thing is that we can't remember whether Winnie is called after Pooh, or Pooh after Winnie. We did know once, but we have forgotten .....

I had written as far as this when Piglet looked up and said in his squeaky voice, "What about Me?"

"My dear Piglet," I said, "the whole book is about you."

"So it is about Pooh," he squeaked. You see what it is. He is jealous because he thinks Pooh is having a Grand Introduction all to himself. Pooh is the favorite, of course, there's no denying it, but Piglet comes in for a good many things which Pooh misses; because you can't take Pooh to school without everybody knowing it, but Piglet is so small that he slips into a pocket, where it is very comfortable to feel him when you are not quite sure whether twice seven is twelve or twenty-two.

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Sometimes he slips out and has a good look in the ink pot, and in this way he has got more education than Pooh, but Pooh doesn't mind. “Some have brains, and some haven't,” he says, and there it is. And now all the others are saying, "What about Us?" So perhaps the best thing to do is to stop writing Introductions and get on with the book.

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