I See Your Death: Trance Medium by Ji-ho Shin - HTML preview

CHAPTER TWO

Accident vs Event – e.g., Vehicular

Collision

Esmeralda Wainwright is of European descent, average build and height with shoulder length brownish hair, brown eyes and gold rimmed petite glasses. Had I to estimate her age I’d say it would fall somewhere around the mid-forties.

She and her mother had moved from France to the USA where they lived with her grandfather. Now she is a manager of a car dealership in Indianapolis, Indiana. Unmarried and no children.

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Walter: Greetings dear one, I am Walter and what shall we discuss this pleasant afternoon?

Esmeralda: Well Jay, I’ve been to many psychics here and abroad, and I am sad to say they were not of much help to me. They talk, talk, talk and fail to provide me with meaningful information.

I was told of you being different, that you speak the straight truth and that is what I want.

Walter: Alright, first let me say, the person you are sitting across from is Jay, the one you refer to as a psychic. Jay is not currently able to speak with you as I am currently holding him in a deep trance state so I can manipulate his physical body. I am Walter, what some would call his control. I am not of the earth; I am in another dimension. You will be speaking with me directly; Jay will not be aware of anything you or I say to each other.

Esmeralda: Oh, yes, I remember now what Julie told me earlier about how this works. Sorry for my misunderstanding. Yes, I’m talking to Walter, I get it now.

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Walter: Now then, what is on your mind?

Esmeralda: Well, let me see, where to begin…first off, I was in a terrible car accident with a hit and run driver. It was almost midnight when it happened. That jerk had to be drunk. He was all over the roadway coming right at me in his big truck. I tried to swerve out of that asshole’s way, but he still hit me on the rear drivers’ side door which spun my Honda Accord around and flipped me upside down into a deep ditch.

I was told later that motherfucker drove off leaving me there, hanging by my seatbelt upside down and unconscious.

The cops who came to my hospital room said I was lucky because an unknown stranger spotted the accident and pulled over according to other witnesses. Said he climbed down into the ditch and got me out as the water was starting to fill up my car. Cops said by the time they and the ambulance arrived, my car was almost totally submerged, I could have drowned. They were not able to locate this stranger when they arrived.

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When I woke up in the hospital I didn’t have any memory of the accident. The doctor said I had been in a terrible vehicular accident and that I had been unconscious for two days. He said I had no broken bones or any other major medical problems from the accident, just a lot of bruising and a head concussion which resolved itself. Said my memory of the accident would return over time, and it has.

What I do remember while I was in a coma was that I had a dream of my grandfather on my mother’s side coming and talking with me. It seemed so real, but he died when I was nineteen.

We were very close; he was like a father to me. I called him Daddy and he always called me his daughter. He raised me because my alcoholic father was murdered when I was four years old. He was having sex with another man’s wife and the man caught him leaving his apartment and shot him in the hallway of the apartment building, not far from where we lived in Marseille, France at that time.

The doctor also said they discovered with an MRI and CT scans that I have throat cancer. I’ve had a persistent cough and sore throat for a while

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now. I never smoked. My life has been so hectic I just figured it was caused by overwork and stress.

They sent me to an ENT specialist who ran all kinds of tests, and she determined I had stage-3 throat cancer. The doctor started talking about treatment options for surgery, radiation therapy, chemotherapy, immunotherapy, and all that frightened the hell out of me to say the very least.

So now I find myself here with you seeking answers to, why me? Why has my life turned to shit all of a sudden.

Walter: Very well then, let me break all this down into sections for your understanding. First, I’d like to explain the hit and run car accident you spoke of. Now I want you to take the word ‘accident’ and replace it with the word ‘event.’ The reason for this is, there are no true accidents in this realm of existence you are currently living in. Everything that occurs happens for a reason; no matter how large or small it may seem, whether it is known to you or not known.

Events that ‘you’ planned to experience need adjustments, at times, because of your free will

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capacity. Not the requested event itself, but the event that will give you the anticipated outcome you wished to experience in this lifetime.

Just because some planned events seem accidental does not make them any less significant to what you have chosen to encounter during this lifetime for yourself.

Yes, the chosen event, or that which you term accident, may or may not involve some type of emotional or physical result, just remember you programmed this event into your life plan before you incarnated into your present lifetime. Just know, it is vital to modify your thinking to the reality that there are no negative measures involved in this type of event, nor are there any negative experiences whatsoever within this realm.

Esmeralda: Why would I want to experience a car accident, or as you say, a car event, which could have killed me?

Walter: This event was the catalyst for your discovery of your throat cancer. You may view this as a positive outcome, even though there are no

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positive or negative consequences in this realm, just experiences which may be influenced by your limited free will.

Esmeralda: Oh, I never would have made that connection.

Walter: All right, let me continue by saying the reasons behind this event are not as important as the motivations you will carry with you after your physical death, the insight and improvement you will or will not attain back in your home dimension.

It matters not whether you reacted poorly or appropriately to the event in this realm, for you will be guided to the correct conclusion for your benefit upon your return home.

Esmeralda: So, what happened to that damn drunk who hit me and fled? The cops never found him.

Walter: Concerning the so-called drunk, that was an energy being from my dimension who, with the assistance and permission of higher evolved beings,

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orchestrated this predetermined event which was authorized by you before your birth.

This energy being who was here briefly was approved entry into the earth realm to facilitate the vehicular event you chose to experience for your personal reasons and spiritual growth.

The energy being in question did not come through the avenue of birth as most do and he did not undergo death. There is no fantastic secret here, life in this realm of earth is just an issue of incorporating the correct molecules, atoms, and elements.

At no time during this car event was your human form in danger of being destroyed. It was protected by the higher evolved beings who were controlling this predestined experience. The concussion and bruises were limits set by you, and therefore, no broken bones, or other injuries were allowed to impact the human body you currently inhabit.

Esmeralda: Okay, so who was the man who pulled me from my car so I wouldn’t drown? I owe him a big hug and a heartfelt thank you.

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Walter: That energy being was the same one who drove the vehicle that struck your car. As I said, this was all arranged for your requested experience here in this holographic illusion.

That is why the police could not locate the so-called intoxicated driver, nor the stranger who rescued you from your submerged car. That energy being simply released the temporary human form once it had accomplished its involvement and returned to our dimension.

Esmeralda: Well, I’ll be damned.

Walter: At this point, I would like to discuss your throat cancer if you wish to continue.

Esmeralda: Sure, I’m ready to face that now. I have some especially important questions about that subject.

Walter: Very well then. What would you like to ask first?

Esmeralda: Will I die from this cancer?

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Walter: Your pre-planned path is that you will undergo minor surgery followed by chemotherapy, and no, you will not depart this life due to throat cancer. That is, as long as you do not invoke your free will and alter your current life plan.

Esmeralda: What does that mean?

Walter: Just know, you hold sway over your life. You are the one making choices, taking actions, or making indecision or inaction regarding your existence.

Let me give you an example that would change your life plan from surviving the throat cancer to it being the cause of your death. That is to say, if you invoke your free will and decide not to have any surgery or chemotherapy or invest in any other treatment options, then the ever-expanding throat cancer could become the catalyst for the physical demise of your human form.

Esmeralda: So, you’re saying with the treatment I’ll survive cancer?

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Walter: That is correct.

Esmeralda: Will the cancer return later on and do me in?

Walter: No, this is the only cancer variety that you placed within your selected life diagram as a backup strategy plan.

Esmeralda: I was wondering, I’ve heard many people talk about there being many cures for most cancers, but that big pharmaceutical corporations keep this knowledge suppressed from the general public.

Walter: Yes, this is true, yet most individuals across the earth believe the corporations when they say it is just a conspiracy theory. Corporations are in the business of making profits from the medications and therapies that require long term treatment for cancer patients.

Should they release these cures to the general public, then cancer patients would recover very quickly or simply be inoculated by stopping cancer

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before it could take hold, and corporations would see their profit margins reduced drastically.

In this realm, the profitability of governments and corporations’ reigns supreme over the needs and desires of humanity.

Esmeralda: Why did I want to experience cancer?

Walter: There are many reasons to experience the many different forms of cancer in this realm. A few examples would be cancer can be an individual’s disease they use to exit this holographic realm, that is, they would choose it with the full knowledge that it would end their life, just as other energy beings use heart attacks and other diseases to end their lifetimes.

Their validation being, they do not require full lifetimes for the limited experiences they have chosen for themselves.

Other forms of cancer can come into a person’s life for many other reasons, for example, using their free will to smoke excessively, indulging in extremely poor nutritional health, lack of taking

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care and exercise of their physical body, consumption of harmful drugs and the list goes on.

Now then Esmeralda, for you, cancer was not one of the main themes you wished to experience. You had programmed throat cancer as a failsafe response strategy should you use your free will to move too far from those lessons and experiences in your original predestined plan.

You have up to this point through the use of your free will altered your original plan to the point where your backup strategy, that of throat cancer, activated to force you to take note of your current lackadaisical life.

You are not currently living your life, you are simply existing, with no focus whatsoever on your spiritual attainment, which is what you came into this realm for.

Therefore, you are now living again as opposed to simply existing, or as some call it, sleepwalking through your life because of your cancer diagnosis.

Esmeralda: Please explain to me about this lackadaisical life of mine.

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Walter: Many individuals in your current society find themselves lost and wandering in the darkness, so to speak, and they turn from their true predestined plans invoking their free will which leads them into mindless pursuits of overindulgence in computer games, sports, cell phones, drugs, streaming television programing, alcoholism, and the like.

For you specifically, you have been spending a tremendous amount of time on your cell phone just filling your mind with insignificant nonsense in order to pass the time in your empty life, and that’s what triggered your throat cancer.

Your cancer diagnosis has removed you from that complacency you found yourself confined to in order to refocus your life back on your chosen path.

Esmeralda: Okay, I see what you mean.

Walter: At this point would you care to discuss your dream concerning your grandfather?

Esmeralda: Sure, why not.

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Walter: What did your grandfather convey to you during his visit with you?

Esmeralda: Well, I think he was talking in metaphors, he told me there was a tropical storm coming my way, but not to fear, for I would sail right through it as long as I stayed on my present course.

He hugged me, patted me on the head like he did when I was a little girl and smiled as he seemed to just fade away. In that moment I felt so safe and loved.

Walter: Now then, let me explain what occurred while you were unconscious or in a comatose state of mind. The energy being who once lived on earth in the human form of your grandfather was sent to visit you in the hospital while you were in a coma.

Higher energy beings knew if someone you loved came to you, you would be more open to their counsel. That is why your grandfather was chosen to visit you. He was to provide your subconscious with the warning of what was coming for you after

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you awoke. Using the metaphor approach so as not to frighten or alarm you.

The ‘tropical storm’ he spoke of refers to the throat cancer. The ‘sail right through it’ and ‘present course’ phrases refer to getting proper treatment and fully completing that treatment.

Now, your grandfather has used the metaphor approach, and there are many other methodologies, because you have free will. Beings from my dimension are not allowed, as a general rule, to dictate to those in the human form how to live out their chosen life plan.

They may make suggestions if asked, but they cannot make any decisions for you. You must live your life through the decisions you choose to make using your free will or not using your free will as you see fit to do so.

Any questions about what I have explained so far?

Esmeralda: Ah, no, not really. I think I understand pretty much of what you have told me.

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Walter: Very good, do you have other questions you would like to have discussed?

Esmeralda: Yes, I do…at what age will I die and what will be the cause of my death?

Walter: As I tune into your predetermined plan, and as I’ve mentioned previously, about changes an individual can make by invoking or not invoking their use of free will to circumvent their plan, you will be just nine days short of your ninety-third birthday if you return to your original plan and do not deviate any further from your life path.

Your Soul, as you term it, will depart your human body at that time. The manner of your death will be, as many doctors in your earth realm refer to it as simply dying in your sleep from old age.

Esmeralda: Will there be any pain or suffering on my part when I die?

Walter: None whatsoever. That energy being that was assigned to watch over and assist you during this lifetime will come while your human form is at

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rest, as this was your chosen departure method. Then the true energy being that you are, will be guided and aided to exit the physical body.

Once you are free from that physical form it will cease to function and shut down. It is your true energy form that gives the human body life and without that, it is simply an empty shell with no life force of its own.

Esmeralda: Will I be in reasonably good health during my later years? Such as my seventies into my nineties?

Walter: Generally, yes, your physical body will be operating within the basic parameters of the aging process. That is to say, you will still retain your overall mental faculties and there will be no Dementia or Alzheimer’s programmed to impact your mind.

Also, you will experience, through the natural aging process of the human form, a weakening of energy and stamina as the years increase, yet you will not experience any major age-related events because you did not program any to occur; that is to

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say as long as you do not invoke your fee will to alter your later years.

Esmeralda: What are age-related events?

Walter: A few examples would be falls that cause broken bones in such areas as the hips, knees, ankles, wrists, elbows, ribcage, neck, and the like. Other examples would be blindness, arthritis, diabetes, heart or kidney disease, high blood pressure, and so forth.

Esmeralda: Okay, I see what you mean.

Walter: Now then, what else is on your mind?

Esmeralda: Well, I think we can call it quits for now. There’s a lot for me to think about and process, so let me just say thanks for the reading. It’s been highly informative.

Walter: With that being said, go in peace dear one.

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