I See Your Death: Trance Medium by Ji-ho Shin - HTML preview

CHAPTER FIVE

Agreements: Those Made Before

Incarnating into the Earthly Realm

Brenda Mason is twenty-five years old. She is rather tall at five foot ten inches and has a very slim physique. Red orange shoulder length hair with a light creamy complexion and dark hazel-green eyes.

After graduating from a modest university in the state of Mississippi just one year ago, she has found employment as a Phys Ed teacher at a local high school, her dream job. Her family is of the upper affluent class, and it was her father who paid for her reading.

Walter: Brenda, what would you like to discuss on this beautiful midsummer’s morn?

Brenda: I’ll come straight to the point; I met a seemingly nice young man, Jerry Jones, at the high school I work at, he teaches tenth grade, and we started dating. Things between us appear to be good, professing his love for me and my love for

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him. He has made it known to me his family is of the poorer class, and I say that without proffering any judgement toward him or his family life growing up. Father and mother divorced, he has a lot of student loan debt and other things of that nature.

When we dine out or go to public functions, I don’t mind having to pay for everything as I am aware of his financial difficulties and my family supports me with supplemental income.

My concern at this time is that he seems to spend a lot of time with my father. Again, I don’t want to sound as if I’m judging him, yet on the weekends he is out golfing, sailing, and hobnobbing with my father and my father’s wealthy friends to the point I now feel like he’s using me as a conduit just to get to my father’s wealth.

My question, does he truly love me for who I am or is he just using me to get ahead financially?

Walter: As you say, straight to the point, he is using you for his personal gain and he knows how to play this game very well.

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Brenda: I knew it, as my mother has stated before, if a man misuses a women, no matter if it’s for love or whatever, then it’s time to kick his butt to the curb.

Will my father understand if I ask him not to have any further contact with him?

Walter: As I scan over your blueprint, and that of your father’s, I see that your father is not as taken with this young man as you have presumed. Your father, to be blunt here, simply tolerates him because of his love for you. More than agreeable he will be to ostracize this individual from your lives once you make it known you are finished with this relationship.

Brenda: Thank you, that’s very reassuring. I now would like to ask about my overall health. Are there any major diseases, for example such as heart disease or any kind of cancers or diabetes, that I programmed, as Julie explained, into my blueprint?

Walter: You have placed no diseases in this lifetime that you wanted to experience this time out.

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Yes, there will be basic illnesses’ that will affect your physical system such as the communal flu and the common cold, but nothing more serious has been designed by you.

Brenda: Have any type or form of mental or emotional health issues been placed by me to be experienced in this lifetime?

Walter: None whatsoever. Keeping in mind, this applies only if you follow through with your predestined life plan. Should you move from your chosen path by exercising your free will to move into a totally different direction, then other opportunities and possibilities arise and open the door to many diverse experiences, which you yourself will then face the consequences of your actions at that time.

Just know, those energy beings who are assigned to watch over you during this lifetime will still intervene to place your original lessons and experiences in this new direction you find yourself following, should you invoke your free will to alter your current plan.

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Brenda: Will I meet someone new…that is, fall in love and get married, and have children, a family life?

Walter: No to a new love, no to a marriage and no to having any children or any type of family situation, now or in the near future.

Brenda: Well…why not? I mean…you just crushed my hopes and dreams of a beautiful life with your last response!

Walter: At this point, I am observing your aura, and it is telling me you are becoming agitated mentally and emotionally, so let me just reiterate what Julie explained to you before the start of your reading.

If you are emotionally or mentally not prepared to hear certain information concerning your individual life journey, then you should by no means ask questions that you are not prepared to deal with at this point in your life.

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Do you understand what I am attempting to explain to you right now, the seriousness of proceeding further with this line of questioning?

Brenda: Let me answer by saying, my father paid a lot of money for this reading, and I expect to have all my questions answered, as Jay says, truthfully and with straightforwardness with no candy-coating applied. Am I being very clear now, old ancient one?

Walter: Very clear indeed. As you cast my unpretentious warning aside, let us move forward then with your reading. The reason you will not experience a marriage, nor having children or a family life, is that you, yourself, programmed this to be a short lifetime.

You chose this shortened spiritual path in order to fulfill an agreement between yourself and a close friend, an energy being from the energy cluster, that which you might refer to as a soul group, you are associated with in your home dimension.

Brenda: I’m going to die young.

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Walter: Yes, at your request before entry into this earthly realm.

Brenda: Are you kidding me…why don’t I remember any of this?

Walter: As you enter into this realm, all memories of past lifetimes and of your true home dimension, are shielded from you, in order for you to experience those lessons and events you placed in your blueprint, in such a way that you truly believe they are real as conveyed by your five human senses.

Brenda: What was this agreement I made between me and my so-called energy friend?

Walter: In a previous incarnation, you and this energy being were soldiers of the sea, or what was commonly called sailors aboard a man-of-war ship during the late 17th century. You were both of the male persuasion, and you, the vessels captain, outranked your so-called energy friend, yet in this previous life you were not friends.

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You were jealous and suspicious of your subordinate because the underling sailors did not only like him better, but he was also better at navigation and the art of naval warfare.

As you took your anger out verbally and physically to punish him in your misguided view of this individual, you subsequently put him to death while at sea. He was twenty-six at the time of his demise.

The agreement from your true home dimension was that you would kill him in that lifetime and that he would kill you in this lifetime. Experiencing all the encompassing elements from killing and being killed, so-to-speak, in this earthly realm.

Thus, incorporating all the facets of

unconditional love from a spiritual viewpoint that allow an individual energy being the opportunity to express and inflict physical, mental, and emotional suffering for one’s own understanding and enlightenment, which cannot be expressed in your true home dimension. Be you victim or predator.

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Brenda: Wait a minute, this is all bullshit. My father put you up to this didn’t he, this is some kind a joke or prank he’s playing on me isn’t it?

Walter: I do not joke. The information I provide is always of a serious nature for those seekers of truth concerning their predetermined journey in this holographic realm.

Brenda: Give me a moment to think.

Walter: As you wish.

Brenda: Okay, if this is what I really chose for myself, let me clarify some stuff. How did I punish my energy friend in that lifetime we shared?

Walter: Besides the verbal ridicule you chastised him with on a daily basis, you had him publicly whipped in front of the other subordinate crew members on several occasions with an instrument that was called a cat o’ nine tails.

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Brenda: What was the manner of death I gave him?

Walter: The day you had him executed, the ocean was turbulent, and the royal naval ship, a frigate, was being tossed about, which at times was normal for sailing vessels to encounter this type of weather.

On one such early morning, as you and your energy friend we on the upper deck, you were walking past each other and the ship swayed causing your friend to be tossed in such a manner that his left arm flew up and accidently struck you on the left side of your head, thus knocking off your tricorn hat, which was the standard captain’s hat and symbol of their power.

Abruptly, you ordered your friend put into leg irons and used this event to drum up a charge of striking an officer of the Royal Navy. During the late afternoon, after a very brief court martial, you had your friend hanged from the yardarm, which was a slow and painful death.

Brenda: Why was it a painful death, don’t most hangings simply snap the neck after they drop?

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Walter: At that time, the condemned man’s hands and feet would be bound and a noose would then be placed around the neck. A rifle shot would sound, and several sailors would then slowly pull the convicted individual up several feet off the ground and secure the rope, the neck would not be snapped. Strangulation could last anywhere from several minutes up to twenty minutes depending on the physical health and stamina of the person.

Brenda: How long did my friend suffer?

Walter: As I see here in the Akashic records he survived only six minutes after his feet left the deck of the ship.

Brenda: How long do I have before he comes to murder me?

Walter: There are a lot of similarities that you and your friend chose to experience together, one might say.

For example, he died in his twenty-sixth year, and so you to shall perish in your twenty-sixth year

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of life. The suffering he endured by your hand over a several month period, you too will experience suffering as you helplessly await your death.

Brenda: How will I die?

Walter: The manner of your death will mirror, in a fashion, the same as you perpetrated against your friend. As he suffered through the cat o’ nine tail whippings, you will be abducted, taken to a secluded cabin in a wooded area where you will be brutally raped over a four-day period.

Brenda: How will I be murdered?

Walter: As with your friend, strangulation will be the method he has chosen to end your life.

So, you now see, you are both following your agreed upon journey through this holographic realm.

Brenda: Is my attacker known to me or will he be a total stranger?

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Walter: Jerry Jones will pursue, kidnap, sexually assault and murder you as per your mutual agreement before you both embodied into this current lifetime.

Brenda: Let me just say right now, I have free will and I’m not about to go through all that shit! Fuck that nonsense!

Walter: At this juncture I must communicate to you, that should you decide to invoke your free will, it will not negate the agreement between you and your energy friend.

Those energy beings who watch over you in this life will simply make the necessary arrangements to bring about the same basic outcome and incorporate that into whatever new path you venture into.

Brenda: This can’t be happening to me. It’s just not fair. Why would a loving God force me to go through all of this misery and pain?

Walter: Take a moment to study on this; For your understanding, that which you call God did not

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force you to make an agreement with another energy being, nor did God force you to incarnate into this holographic earthly realm.

You, not the human you, but the true energy being that you are formulated this agreement and presented it to a group of highly evolve energy beings who granted your desire to experience firsthand that of being the predator and victim for your spiritual advancement.

Brenda: I...I don’t know…how to respond to that statement. This all seems so illogical to me right now.

Walter: I suggest we stop for now, and after you spend a few days or even longer listening to your recording of this reading, and thinking about what has transpired so far, then we can follow up with another future reading to bring more clarity to your personal concerns.

There will be no charge for this future reading.

Brenda: Stop my ass, I’m never coming back here again.

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I’ll kill myself before I allow Jerry or anyone else to do all those horrible things to me.

Walter: Suicide would only stop you from completing your agreement in this lifetime. You, yourself would simply arrange for the conclusion of this contract to be fulfilled in your next incarnation.

Suicide is merely a self-imposed demise which carries no negative or positive ramifications. It basically returns you to your true home dimension where you can receive counseling concerning what made it seem so necessary for you to leave this earthly realm, that is, if it were not something you programmed to experience in and of itself.

Brenda: (At this point she simply stood up and without speaking any further, she exited the condo).

NOTE: Julie had seen in our area newspaper the following year an article stating that a body had been discovered in an abandoned cottage in the De Soto National Forest. The body of a young female was identified as that of a Brenda Mason who had been listed as missing for nearly three weeks. The

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medical examiner conducted an autopsy which determined she had been sexually assaulted and strangled to death; thus, it was ruled a homicide. Police are investigating but have no leads at this time.

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