Nigrim Puer et Dark et Eius Mammouth - The Black [~] Dark Boy and His Mammoth by The Roman Memoir - HTML preview

Chapter 14 - Dreams of Adventure

Nobody really knows this but I never really went to my high school prom. I have attended a few homecoming events but never prom. I have never had a real girlfriend in my life though I am a monarchist. It would be nice to have one. Especially now that I am growing up and family life is starting to look appealing to me. I am 28 years old. I am an African American male. I am educated. I do not have a criminal record. I do not have STDs. I have never been married and I do not have any children, but I do want to have children now. I want to get married. I do not have any friends at the moment. It is hard for me to make friends because I do not have a job. Since I do not have a job, I do not have money. Since I do not have money, I can't afford to go on vacations to Miami beaches or summer vacations like everybody else. I can't even afford to eat at my local restaurant now. The hard part is, I kind of want to. I want to go on vacation and have fun just like everyone else. I guess it's mostly because of the work route I 38

took. I still have yet to generate any kind of revenue to make a living on. I would say the parts that want are the spontaneous hitting me up out of nowhere hangouts that I have yet to experience with delight. I have never been to spring break, and I want to explore that a bit just for the sake of it.

There are so many things that I want to do but the limit seems to be finances at the moment. I guess it's just about finding the means to procure the funds to make some dreams a reality from this point on.

Chapter 15 - The Ease of Life

I seem to recall my experiences having fun in the past in a matter of a fraction. I can't begin to explain how much I enjoyed going through long line forest walks down the road, enjoying a cigarette on the way. I am a person who likes to just enjoy the moments as I walk around. Looking back, I recall some wild traveling that I want to get into later in this script. I make sure my things are packed before I leave the house. I make sure my backpack is filled with documents and my financial tools. I account for my journey, the clothes I am wearing, and how much calories I need to consume before the day starts. I get my chores done around the house early. I tend to take care of my clothes often and consistently which lets me have one day a week I get my stuff done on Sunday’s. I use the laundry very well. It tends to get stains from the parties of last night. Before the party starts, long scales of work must be completed usually. I think to myself before I leave the house, my phones must be charged for the journey. My work is 39

constantly accounted for by a large team of bankers who help maintain my trading money though a vast chain of banks. I usually like to leave a small amount in some accounts just in case when I go on walks and need to buy something, I can swipe out my cards or my phone and use it to purchase items like cookies and drinks for the journey. I tend to maintain a system where before a lot of things are done, I write out the plans way before time. I usually tell my friends what they want to hear. Beforehand, I call them and ask them how they want the nights to go because they tend to get as wild as me when we rally or before we do. I am not a fan of pregaming since it tends to not keep things packed well together in the stomach. The food that is usually prepared tends to take a large amount of space in the stomach and adding a few shots tends to make my stomach upset so I make sure to just drink coffee or a bit of tea. My days tend to start out week, however, I can't tell you how much stress there is in the morning. Waking up in my bed, I look outside the window and peer to the skies for the break of morning light.

Sometimes, I do not want to miss the first light ravaging the dark skies in mist of deep rain. I like it when it rains the night before or when it rains at night. It helps me get up feeling refreshed and a bit relaxed. The stressful part comes in when the hangover or headaches are not taken care of.

It is really hard to maintain a decent composure after a good night of partying so breakfast must be made fresh. I like to eat a nice clean freshly made breakfast. I usually eat a lot of pancakes, and I drink a lot of milk. I tend to avoid bacon and everything that upsets my stomach. I like eggs but not all the time. Eggs help but they are very hard to cook. I mostly peer through the fridge for something light. The coffee smell fresh from the coffee makers eases the tension and stress that come about because of having regular duties.

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I stick with regular foods that are not processed. I am a fan of fruits and veggies. Some veggies have good properties that I like. I like parsley. It has an item in it that helps make caterpillars not appealing to feast on. The substance makes the little bug disgusting to eat for potential predators. I add a lot of parsley in my lunch meals, so it helps ward off my potential enemies. I am not really a religious person, but I do believe if the stuff inside the parsley protects the bug, it will probably help protect me since I will likely emit it through my pores. I am a constant reader, and throughout the day, I consume a lot of information on the world wide web. I read a lot of financial articles, I read a lot of people's magazines. I enjoy following the ups and downs of wall street and when the market opens on Mondays, I tend to wait till around 9:45 to watch the little green wave start out in a bull market. I love the constant uproar that helps me fuel for the day quite well. With the morning irritation comes the usual demand from friends of what they want to eat throughout the day. I tend to text me in ten-minute intervals to let them know which brands I want. I usually ask for my usual Yuengling’s. Sometimes, my friends want to drink mixed drinks so beforehand, they tell me, and I prepare a plan for the day that will help sustain the mixed drink. I hate drinking mixed drinks while I have any kind of dairy for lunch.

The cheese doesn't agree with the drinks in my stomach. I prefer beer. It is made with good ingredients and tends to have the right number of calories I want. The calories are for the morning. Fueled up to the brim with beer the night before, it is like eating bread, but you don't have to digest it much. The parties I have with my friends tend to go on all night, so we have to make sure we do not use private transportation. We stick with public transportation in case we get too fucked up and we lose the stamina for the morning. Not only are public transportations safer for the environment, but they also help deal with the driving while intoxicated problem.

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There is usually not a lot of my friends who liked to be the DD for the whole group so taking the bus or the train is a valuable asset.

I believe the quality time that you spend with your friends makes you the person you are in the future and to have valuable memories built together, one must take the whole day to get ready. Sometimes it takes the whole week if you are planning on having a good time with your friends because you have to account for every bit of the night before the good times happen. The body must be taken care of, the brands must be chosen, the chores have to be done, the house must be in order. Once the occasion is ready, it becomes a good source of fun. You can't really measure the happiness of the night, or the amount of attention it generated without tending to your items.

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