Nigrim Puer et Dark et Eius Mammouth - The Black [~] Dark Boy and His Mammoth by The Roman Memoir - HTML preview

Chapter 2 - The winter adventures

Today is the first of march, and while sitting down writing this, I can't help but think of the seasons that we went through together. We survived the deadliest colds, the greatest highs, and the most epic journey, unfolded before our eyes. Yesterday, the supreme court started taking cases for the student loan relief programs. If things go well, we have an opportunity to gain another 20,000 dollars given to us. With this debt relief, we should be able to get our credit scores up which will allow us to apply for many kinds of credit cards. I can't help but wonder how awesome, the sweet taste of the meals we ate while sitting in that dreadful snow somewhere in the backyard of our pools. I guess you can say what I miss the most is the swimming pools since we have never been inside them.

The sun sets and the sun rises, which we witnessed with our eyes still make me hopeful when I think back. We survived the many different temperatures while singing with one another in love and we made so many friends. We partied in below zero weathers and we partied when the sun was it's peak. The most magical moon phases, under the lights, while we pondered our fate in the universe. We found our dreams and we made allies from som many different countries. We delighted in one another and shared toasts and drink with joy in our hearts. We made memories no one can ever take from us. I have been happy before, but now reflecting back, my anguish lies in my aging body. I am starting to have wrinkles. The features of my face do not 10

look the same anymore. If only there was a way to maintain my body forever, eternally, not my soul or spirit, but an immortal physical body.

Chapter 3 - The relentless person who advanced to become a King I have been on a roll in the past few years. I have made sure my moments with the royal princes all across the globe are just moments to be proud of since in regards to purpose I deem myself fair and worthy of royalty, because the time has come for the people who have called themselves, “citizens of the state” to conclude peace by submitting their will on to me. This theory of royalty is not just one I have adopted, It is the same one that I have learned from the princes and kings. At this moment, I consider myself competent. I am a king because I worked hard for the title and earned it. I always thought of myself as a person of interest, but the divine seems to disagree and have bestowed me with honor and title. I bow before the church to make my name known. I ask the holy beings to bless me on their behalf. I am the product of the church. I love my country. I love my citizens. When looking back, my heart adores what I have become. I will always remember myself as a father who remembers his sons. I have never loved one with all my heat more than myself. I am a relentless soldier who waits, because I love with all I have. As a king, I am determined to tell myself all that I have survived will be recognized through science and faith as I unravel myself to my subjects daily. Before the atomic bomb became a reality, I was there, as a species called man. Before the democracy of England was there, so was I. I humbly asked for my representatives to give way to my ideologies, yet they 11

never listened. Before, the horses bled on the bed of grass, before the flies complained of the piled bodies being picked up on the battlefields for the sake of the king's glory, I was there.

Before soldiers on the battlefield breathed their last moments, I lingered there waiting on their hopeless eyes to shut for the last time. I am a man, and a king. I will not cease to exist and my eyes are yours, for we share the same fate and death will come for all of us.

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Chapter 4 - The story of the bad prince

A young lady seems to be breaking up with her boyfriend, he has followed her home and they are arguing by the door of her apartment. She doesn't want to let him in and this is the last time she wants to see him because she feels abused. After a few vocal arguments, she calls security, and promptly they arrive, but upon seeing her boyfriend face the security guards feature changes, "oh hey what's up prince, I heard she needed help so I cam to see what's going on but I guess you were here first". The lady quarrels, security, it's him I need him off my premises. The guard stops for a minute, yes but he takes precedence . Our loyalty is to him first and then you.

We can't help. She screams, "you're fired", I am afraid that’s not possible the guard whispers, we signed a contract, in exception of the prince. He says, "you're on your own" and leaves. The prince awkwardly desists, "hey man, I'm coming with you, you got beer?". "Only a keg, leave her, she's not worth it".

Prince exits with a guard.

Next scene starts,

It is a courtroom. The lady in waiting had filed a lawsuit against the guard who did not do his job in protecting the girl. The general jury decided due to his neglect, and upon going through the 13

contract, the guard was sentenced to 5 years in prison, unless a fee of 70,000 dollars were paid in reprimanding the damage put upon the social status and endangerment of the life of the lady. In walks the prince though the back, a paper is passed to the judge, the payment had been completed in full by an anonymous person. The shackles are undone from the guard. The guard looked shocked. They were drinking beer together, while in the afternoon, they were making amends, damages done to their reputation on behalf of their royalty. The prince exits with the said guard, they leave the court in hush and the prince hands a cig box to the guard, he takes one, the prince lights it for him. "Well, fair to say that we are out of the shithole on this one" he utters.

We will be glad once we reach the bar says the said prince. They leave with a sense of haste, eager to get the drinking part. They talk and have a good time on the way. The prince offers him a full-time position by the palace and the guard accepts. They exist said scene with happiness having averted chaos.

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Chapter 5 - The fighting spirit that I do not have I am not a pacifist, but I still hate fighting. I see no point in fighting anyone or anything.

There is no goal to accomplish in fighting because the aim or end goal is not there. It seems some of the reasons that people fight would be to stop the advance of someone, against something they do not want or to take something someone has that they do not have that they want. The problem lies in the motive because as long as that person is still alive, so is the possibility of advancement until the whole body comes to rest.

I like the possibility of no movement. I like the possibility of dividing and conquering the soul from the body. No "fight" should ever be wasted and should end in the lifeless body of the other individual. As my age keeps growing every day, I am starting to notice a lot of things that are a waste of time, the primary one I can think of is fighting and not finishing the job. I find it halfhearted and weak. I find it wishy-washy with no heart or passion poured forth in the wasted movements. Anyone who fights and doesn't kill is always holding back, guessing their thoughts and questioning their motives. I sat and thought to myself while watching National Geographic videos. "What if that lioness hadn't killed that zebra, or those wild dogs let their prey survive?"

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The simple answer is clear. If they had "fought" the zebra or the beast, and they concluded their fight after dealing damages, there would still be no lunch, or dinner. If there is no food on the table, there will be no offsprings. If there are no offsprings, the species will itself disappear. In a sense, mating is a form of death too. The one who "fought" to mate and has, is no longer a virgin.

They lose that innocence and are no longer considered pure because even if they fought for it, they still had to sacrifice their lack of experience or knowledge of that pleasure for the purpose of knowledge. All things have an end and do come to an end. That building project in your community will likely be finished soon. That girl that you obsessed over in high school is about to enter into menopause, no longer capable of reproducing. That enemy you hate is still breathing, yet in due time they will pass as well. All I am saying is, if you want to "fight", do not half ass it and go all the way, slay them instead and let them pass into eternal rest.

Oftentimes I find myself in contempt, deep hatred for malicious people who think badly. I sometimes have thoughts that are quite sophisticated, yet I know that is indeed how other people are thinking and have set up their security. Like, distrusting the passive person because deep inside you have a fear all that person is looking for is an opportunity, for the right time to take his shot, like the guy who threw shoes at President Bush. The dude was probably like a quiet person who took his shot in a moment of heat. I like the concept of the quiet guy staying in silence to prey on his enemies, a square to the face that you fear incoming because it leads to embarrassment.

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Chapter 6 - A former rejected Essay to a University Firstly, I am a son to a mother who brought me to this Earth 27 years ago. Secondly, I am a friend and companion to many across the globe who value my input on international and military matters. Thirdly, I exist as a brother to many who see fit to seek my advice when in need of spiritual assistance. Lastly, I am a politician who has managed to earn the votes of hundreds for the purpose of pushing an agenda that serves the common good of the students at Montgomery College.

I have been elected twice on the student council at Montgomery college, once in 2017

and another time in 2020. I have attained a 4.0 GPA on 5 different occasions at Montgomery College. I have succeeded in having my article posted on the college's Excalibur newspaper after having competed for a staff writer position. I have graduated three times consecutively in 2019, 2020, 2021 and procured 4 associate degrees.

I would like to be a husband and a father to sons or daughters. I would like to wake up somewhere in Massachusetts in my 40’s on a rainy morning in a house with a family. I want to 17

be a laborer who works and gathers crops in due season to reap a reward, metaphorically speaking. Realistically, I intend to run for federal office in my 30’s because being a Senator is of value to me.