Nigrim Puer et Dark et Eius Mammouth - The Black [~] Dark Boy and His Mammoth by The Roman Memoir - HTML preview

Chapter 23 - Destruction by fire

I sat down this morning on my bed and had a deep thought of what an Emperor is. I have only come across a few animals that have the ability to adapt to the monarchic environment and one I have come across so far is a penguin. Penguins have Emperors. Not all of them but just a few found somewhere in the arctic poles. They have order and they have class. They tend to be showoffs. They hunt well and they mate for life. Even though they live in the coldest place in the known world, I tend to think to myself, “how do they find warmth?” I figured out they never dodge each other. Emperor penguins always address each other face to face. They understand one another’s behavior. Such little fire creates great destruction. It burns though the environment and all of them are happy cozying up under the fat they consumed while on the hunt.

I find myself wondering if truly, I will be able to understand their way of life. I have studied chimps, I have studied all kinds of apes, yet they tend to stick with Kings and Queens.

The key to the emperor is fire. The emperor gives you a small fire. That small fire, if put under 62

wood, has the capacity to burn down a whole first. The key to destruction and life is fire and that is what the emperor provides. Such great light can bring great destruction if not used well. You can use fire to cook food, or your neighbor’s house. You can use fire to melt iron and make good steel. That steel can either be used to kill a person, to take someone’s life, or you can use it to make delightful steaks of all kinds. You can use it to gain heat when you are cold. The emperor’s name and power derive from the fire he provides. Not only the fire itself that he is giving out, but judgment will also come upon you based on your ability to use it.

Most people who use firearms do not understand the gun was made in a fire. It was melted and molded. The bullet requires friction to fire where the ignition point creates heat through the friction which results in a bullet being fired. I am not ignorant of the conditions you can use fire; however, I am quite reluctant. Sometimes, you have to burn yourself on the fire to learn the lessons from it. The scar will make you remember what causes what and how your next actions are foolish. I love fire but I cannot say I love the emperor. He whose name is the existent itself, can use it to hurt you at his will or make you food to save your life. All we are the result of our direct actions and how we use the resources we have.

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Chapter 24 - The Official Code of Conduct of the Military Division of the Roar Order

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No men shall lie together with one another for any other purpose than sleeping. If found that you have penetrated your mates, you will be excommunicated from the church. You shall not violate any of your enemies this way considering we are forming a new nation. There is no Chinese, German or American army etc. There is only one Army, and you shall all abide by this law.

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No man shall sleep with anybody else with sexual intentions other than his wife.

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No man shall drive intoxicated. This law is universal and shall be enforced strictly. You shall be charged by the laws of the nation you came from, and handed back to the nation you came from, or get deported.

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You shall not host illegal immigrants of any kind.

You shall not consume illegal substances of any kind. You may not break the laws of any nation that are in allegiance with us.

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No man shall father children with enemies of this nation. You are to treat them as prisoners. You are not to love them in any way.

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No man shall have sexual relations with animals or any of the holy nuns that are there to provide us care. You will be stripped of your video games. All of them. Permanently. I will take them.

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No man shall murder except given the instruction to kill, shoot, maim or injure. You shall not murder your mates considering the definition of murder is killing your own mates.

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No man shall eat any other meat except fish of any kind in the water with scales, chicken, beef, and turkey. You shall not eat rabbits or pork. You shall not eat any kind of deer meat or venison. If caught eating any other kind of meat, that include carcasses, you shall be removed from your

wife and children for the day. Second offense includes a two-day extension. Any other after will result in your dismissal from the nation you are building.

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No man shall sleep more than 8 at night.

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You may not eat more than 3 full meals per day.

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No man shall exercise or do any physical activity of any kind that involves sports. Sports are outlawed. If caught participating in any kind of physical activity that involves you showing other people our military strength for the sake of showing off, you shall be prevented from sleeping that night because you have exposed our strength therefore to recover our deception, we will use whatever means necessary to decrease your strength for the day. The next time you participate in sports, you shall be charged a total of 2 days without sleep.

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You shall not drink liquor of any kind. You shall not smoke cigarettes. You shall not drink wine. You shall not smoke cigars. You are only allowed cigarillos, once a day that equal to 3 cigarettes a day. If you surpass this privilege, you shall be removed from class meetings and board discussions for one day.

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You may not injure or attack any of our allied nations. If caught you will be charged with first degree assault and will face prison sentence in the military division for the harm you inflicted upon your fellow comrade. You will also be fined no less than 25,000 points which equals to

$2500.

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where the money will only go towards your punishment and your money acquiring methods will be flooded with useless work which is not different than being sentenced to death.

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No member of the army will receive a death sentence. Death is for enemy soldiers. You will be stripped of your rank and be charged with the title of CIVILIAN. You will no longer be permitted to abide by the laws of the army but the nation you came from, whatever the country is which will allow you to practice homosexuality, drinking liquor or sleeping with anyone you want.

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Whatever nation you come from; you may no longer abide by the laws of your nation but the new one we are building. If you betray our nation, you will be charged with treason. If worried, you shall know that any of the laws we are making are not in conflict with the country you came from. We just made the laws tighter to achieve royal status.

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No man shall masturbate or do sexual activity in the bathroom or the kitchen. Sex is a holy

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creation by God, you shall not defile it by moving the ancient boundary from the bed. The only appropriate place to engage in any sexual activity is the bed. Violation will result in a $50 fine.

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No man shall use the platform TIKTOK to communicate or post information of any kind.

You may not even download the app. You have no rights to use a children’s platform because I will know every bit of your intentions, which will result in your property being hanged and quartered. I will personally prevent you from going on our adventures and watch your food supply get stung to death. I will remove you from my armies since you will be a cancer to my future children. You

may not sign up to any kind of membership that involves the company. Your eyes shall remain clear of the security system of the platform, and I want your minds to be liberated like a virgin from knowing any kind of sin they use to pollute the governing system by posting lethal messages to expand their trash government, all of them that use Tik Tok. Not one person will be left. Do not go under time. I want your services for our agenda, if you go on TikTok, you will get captured. I do not want any of you to be under time or to serve time. People who are governed by time are called prisoners. Do not use the media for any purposes. We are grown men who are free. Being under time is for children who have to wake up and go to school in the morning, ballet or Karate practice. I do not want any of you "counting" the time. There is no reason or faith there, going on Tik Tok will expose your security and put you in the red against your will.

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Those who will be rewarded are the Order of The Seraphim, to take charge of the elderly.

The Order of the Sword to take protection of the children, as of the Swedish chivalry, as the Montgomery County Government commands, we shall abide by the laws of the Fleur De Lis considering the coat of arms of the French is the same one.

Chapter 25 - The End of Man

I was once asleep a few months or a year ago and I was woken up in a dreadful nightmare. I was in a dark Hilton like environment, there was a pool in front of me that I got inside of. The pool became dark as all living hell. The Sky was Dark Blue with a shade of darkness everywhere. There was a very dim light. There was no direct light. The pool was deep, and the square inches of the pool were tight and dreadful, the likeness of death, so sharp and scary. The water turned black, I couldn't see anything under me anymore though I was swimming, underneath there were creatures moving, the likes of killer whales, the more I tried to get across or look under, my vision went away. The water was dark, and the sky was black. The numbers increased slowly, and I couldn't get back in the water. There was trashing, there was violence, yet the water stayed unmoved while the disaster happened in the water which helped 70

me understand the approaching consequences, in exact pay of extinction, of man due to prolonged homosexual activity.

Ever since humans evolved from the lowest form of life, the amoeba, we have become somewhat different from what was the original design of the perfect being. As we move forward, we must face the realities of superior species that come along into our lives. Dinosaurs have been around for a while, though they have no life. Their extinct information seems to linger wherever we go. I do not understand however when it comes to humans that have not reproduced and passed on their genetic data. I want to think we can do the same but the reality of the matter is much different.

The United States legalized same sex marriage the past decade and things haven’t quite been the same. The people who identify as such are disappearing at a rate that is unimaginable.

They have dissolved their genetic makeup and make it absolute that they will not reproduce or bring offsprings into this world through procreation. I don't think much of it but what about their parents or their siblings? Whoever identifies as a homosexual, that hasn't reproduced and died will have very limited genetic data left on the planet. If his or her name was Mr. Pumpkin, or Ms.

Pumpkin, today, their genetic material doesn't exist on this planet anymore, unless you look inside the grave but good luck bringing that to life with mediocre information. People are voting their friends to death allowing them to live a life full of pleasure that doesn't leave growth for a family structure.

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Their parents grow old and are not able to create life anymore. Their parents' DNA goes to the hell of nowhere, and the kids would have destroyed millions of years of genetic data by the choices they make. The best solution I believe is to just get out of the way. We are not saviors. We are not saviors, nor are we radical scientists limited by law from experimenting on reviving human life and extinct genetic material from the hells of nowhere in the middle of a graveyard.

Chapter 26 - The Sons of Liberty

I have only known some people in all my life who scare me more than others. They are called the sons of liberty. They exist in the hells of darkness, and they inhabit great distances.

They do not need other humans to survive. They are the most amazing people on the planet, yet their end is not nice. The people have known war in their lives, and thought they are small, they have never been the people who lacked. They hide in the deepest forests of eternity. They occupy large amounts of land. They do not need women. They survived by killing the land, 72

eating the animals and by destroying the habits. They are revolutionaries who do not care for your values, and they will make sure to make your life a living hell.

Chapter 27 - The Date and the long Awaited Romance She was a small little thing, barely able to move over a few pounds, he was a monstrously strong human being, and she liked to melt in his hands. He held her hand in his while they walked down the streets of DC, unaware, unshaken by the constant desire to see the air and space museum. He was making dreams a reality, driving his sports car all around the place. She was a handsomely inspired liberal, seeking grace in every step she takes. He often loved to take her, sometimes by the waist, while she didn't expect it. He kisses her deeply while she doesn't see it coming. The Sakura trees blossom and the tears of the fall pass away, but the love he has for her 73

doesn't. He doesn't see it nor does he understand, she is his inspiration, and he is her knight. They didn't just fall in love, they made romance. It was a day like no other. They kept thinking of the first time they met, she forwarded her hand to shake his on a dark misty night, "my name is Blair

'', she said. "Pleasure to meet you Blair, the name is chuck", he said. (Change names later). The twinkle in her eyes he can't help but relive the past days with wonder. They were stunned at what they had accomplished. They enjoyed each other's company. They had fun rolling in the tides of the eastern shore. As the wind blew and the birds chirped, the cold sweet winter wind whistled while they took their seats in a restaurant.

A waiter appears and passes them a menu while they refresh with a beverage of their choice, he orders a white Russian, she asks for red wine. She loved the city, the beautiful Washington metropolis, with its flutters. They took their time getting to know each other. They were touching each other's arms, she was showing him her nails, they were playing footsie.

While he moves his right leg up her right leg, a shiver goes down his spine, the long-awaited taste of romance. He was imagining them kissing deeply, while he had his arms around her. She wanted to look deep in his eyes and know him for what he was. He was not looking forward to going to work the next day. He wanted to get laid, he wanted to stay in bed with her all morning.

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steaming morning filled with delight. When he arose from his sleep, she was safely tucked between his arms. They were in deep sleep, thinking about the night before, the sweet filled sheets soaked by the terror of the night. The times often passed quite slowly. She loved to titter.

Often teasing him with wicked jabs of soft kisses and light puffy smiles with chocolate tasting lips. She fed him raisins and grapes while he was dreaming deeply.

Their favorite time is when they spend it in the rain, holding hands, walking in the mist and the dew. She loved to collect all sorts of rain boots. Along with the eastern rain, the season brought with them joy and wonder of all kinds. They loved the sweet taste of tea in the morning.

She loved to tell him about her family members. He loved to listen to her talk about her love for her uncles. He was mesmerized by her beauty. The way she looked had never appealed to him more than the day, while they were sitting down in DC.

He returns to the moment, grabs his drink by the neck and sighs. He wanted to propose to her, but he realized she had to make tough life decisions in the future which didn't involve him.

With all her heart strings pulled, and all his money under her control, they dreamt about starting a family. She was maliciously winking, with deep intents of causing harm to anything that might harm him. The waiter returns with their drink before they give him back the menu they were giving. "The strawberry short cake please", she orders. " And you sir?" returns the waiter. " I will have a medium rare-cooked steak with light butter" he orders. "Very good sir". the waiter responds and he refreshes his drink. The moment was filled with delight and everyone in the 75

restaurant was having a good time. The music from the restaurant was quite soft and the way she was holding the fork and spoon preparing to eat the shortcake she ordered then turned him on.

He knows she is quite educated in civilian manners. They often cooked at home, so he understood the deep pleasure and the sweet taste of discipline.

As the moment dims down, he goes to his pocket and pulls out a pamphlet, it was a letter from the church. He had it in his pocket from the past week. He loved to attend mass. Although a practicing catholic, he realized a long time ago he cannot consummate their love without asking for her hand in marriage, so he devises a plan to marry her, there and then. All he looked forward was to meet her father. At that moment, he knew she was the one for him, his most beloved he wanted to be with for the rest of his life.

Chapter 28 - My Delightful mornings, and my terrible Nights When I wake up early in the morning, the first thought that comes to mind is to reach for the breakfast menu in my home. I like to cook a lot of food in the morning when I wake up before I wake my friends up by calling them on the phone. I like to talk with my friends on the phone all the time. The moments that we spend together mean a lot to me and I make sure to keep them close to me just in case I want to have a good time with them. They are laborers and 76

they toil all day to grow and raise a family. I like to think they do not want to drink with me all the time because they have a tendency to react with emotion. They are often scared of getting fired and they do whatever is needed to stay in place and secure a good life. I look at my feet often, they are starting to get really ugly. In any other language, it wouldn’t make sense, but in English, they look like the feet of the laborer. It's kind of funny to be honest. I found a way to wash my feet without the assistance of my hands. All you have to do is go outside, pour water on the ground and stand on it with your bare feet. I found a republican way of washing my feet without the need of someone washing my feet. I like washing my feet often. I also found a simple solution in the bathroom. When I make an error and pee on the side of the toilet, instead of using tissue or paper, I use the shower head and pour molting hot water on top of the toilet seat. It disinfects the seat, keeps it warm and doesn’t get me in trouble with my roommate who also is a hygienic person. I use a mop to take care of the mess at the bottom. My mornings often do not end in conflict. They are quite nice.

The nights have been getting rowdy. I have been a little upset the past few days. In all my toil on this planet, I have accepted the terms and conditions of reality, nothing is forever. Even with all my strength I will die one day. There is a beginning to everything, there is also an end.

Without having joined the military, I would have gotten stuck in the gutters of nowhere.

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I wouldn’t be able to feed myself. I like going outside once a day. It feels like hunting when I reach for the beef in the pantry. I live by myself now. My mother pays the rent. She used to pay for my food. She no longer pays for my food. So far, I have saved her 1800 dollars on groceries. Soon, in a few days, I will be able to pay the rent in full by myself, therefore being fully independent. I am almost there, I can even taste it, the liberty of being completely divided from my mother. The only thing she can say from now on is “I do not want to pay the rent”. I am just waiting for her to say it so the blood will be on her hands for the final time. I like to think quite often about a lot of subjects. The only thing I do not want is the Blood on My Hands. I have prepared 4 hotels and a Harvard's suit. The next place we will head will likely be to the market to get more money and put all the money into getting a house. I have I think a 4-hour range to collect rent on average the past few days. All we must do, is double it. I think today is a record day. We got it done in less than one hour. Our best season yet and the market is doing well as well. In a few moments, we will head to where we have been wanting to go all along. I have dreamed about going to Ireland for quite a while now and I can almost taste the victory. It's just under my hands but I keep failing to capture it by myself. With all my strength, the night lingers and tinder with fire, in conclusion, I prefer my nights over the mornings. They are delightful and filled with glory and music.

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