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The Schoolmaster and Other Stories

Hush!
IVAN YEGORITCH KRASNYHIN, a fourth-rate journalist, returns home late at night,
grave and careworn, with a peculiar air of concentration. He looks like a man expecting a
police-raid or contemplating suicide. Pacing about his rooms he halts abruptly, ruffles up
his hair, and says in the tone in which Laertes announces his intention of avenging his
sister:
"Shattered, soul-weary, a sick load of misery on the heart . . . and then to sit down and
write. And this is called life! How is it nobody has described the agonizing discord in the
soul of a writer who has to amuse the crowd when his heart is heavy or to shed tears at
the word of command when his heart is light? I must be playful, coldly unconcerned,
witty, but what if I am weighed down with misery, what if I am ill, or my child is dying
or my wife in anguish!"
He says this, brandishing his fists and rolling his eyes. . . . Then he goes into the bedroom
and wakes his wife.
"Nadya," he says, "I am sitting down to write. . . . Please don't let anyone interrupt me. I
can't write with children crying or cooks snoring. . . . See, too, that there's tea and . . .
steak or something. . . . You know that I can't write without tea. . . . Tea is the one thing
that gives me the energy for my work."
Returning to his room he takes off his coat, waistcoat, and boots. He does this very
slowly; then, assuming an expression of injured innocence, he sits down to his table.
There is nothing casual, nothing ordinary on his writing-table, down to the veriest trifle
everything bears the stamp of a stern, deliberately planned programme. Little busts and
photographs of distinguished writers, heaps of rough manuscripts, a volume of Byelinsky
with a page turned down, part of a skull by way of an ash-tray, a sheet of newspaper
folded carelessly, but so that a passage is uppermost, boldly marked in blue pencil with
the word "disgraceful." There are a dozen sharply-pointed pencils and several penholders
fitted with new nibs, put in readiness that no accidental breaking of a pen may for a single
second interrupt the flight of his creative fancy.
Ivan Yegoritch throws himself back in his chair, and closing his eyes concentrates
himself on his subject. He hears his wife shuffling about in her slippers and splitting
shavings to heat the samovar. She is hardly awake, that is apparent from the way the
knife and the lid of the samovar keep dropping from her hands. Soon the hissing of the
samovar and the spluttering of the frying meat reaches him. His wife is still splitting
shavings and rattling with the doors and blowers of the stove.
All at once Ivan Yegoritch starts, opens frightened eyes, and begins to sniff the air.
 
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