Chapter 1: In the End, the Beginning 6
Chapter 2: My Initiation 14
Chapter 3: The First Nap 23
Chapter 4: The First Snoop 30
Chapter 5: Some Answers 38
Chapter 6: My First Introversion 43
Chapter 7: I’m ready to Listen 48
Chapter 8: Wandering 55
Chapter 9: I'd Just Like to Be Old 60
Chapter 10: The Watering Hole 64
Chapter 11: Julia to the Rescue 69
Chapter 12: Garden of Eden? 74
Chapter 13: The First Class 79
Chapter 14: Homework in Heaven 86
Chapter 15: Piecing It Together 97
Chapter 16: The Hangman 102
Chapter 17: Full of Myself, and Ready for Action
107
Chapter 18: Joint Effort 116
Chapter 19: Overwhelming Guilt 124
Chapter 20: Preparing for Emma 129
Chapter 21: Emma's Adjustment 136
Chapter 22: An Honest Conversation 146
Chapter 23: Anger Management, 1001 154
Chapter 24: Pow-Wow with the Guys 161
Chapter 25: Getting It All in the Past 164
Chapter 26: 9/11 178
Chapter 27: The Ocean Floor 183
