As soon as his wife had driven off Ethan took his coat and cap from the peg.
Mattie was washing up the dishes, humming one of the dance tunes of the night
before. He said "So long, Matt," and she answered gaily "So long, Ethan"; and
that was all.
It was warm and bright in the kitchen. The sun slanted through the south window
on the girl's moving figure, on the cat dozing in a chair, and on the geraniums
brought in from the door-way, where Ethan had planted them in the summer to
"make a garden" for Mattie. He would have liked to linger on, watching her tidy
up and then settle down to her sewing; but he wanted still more to get the hauling
done and be back at the farm before night.
All the way down to the village he continued to think of his return to Mattie. The
kitchen was a poor place, not "spruce" and shining as his mother had kept it in
his boyhood; but it was surprising what a homelike look the mere fact of Zeena's
absence gave it. And he pictured what it would be like that evening, when he and
Mattie were there after supper. For the first time they would be alone together
indoors, and they would sit there, one on each side of the stove, like a married
couple, he in his stocking feet and smoking his pipe, she laughing and talking in
that funny way she had, which was always as new to him as if he had never
heard her before.
The sweetness of the picture, and the relief of knowing that his fears of "trouble"
with Zeena were unfounded, sent up his spirits with a rush, and he, who was
usually so silent, whistled and sang aloud as he drove through the snowy fields.
There was in him a slumbering spark of sociability which the long Starkfield
winters had not yet extinguished. By nature grave and inarticulate, he admired
recklessness and gaiety in others and was warmed to the marrow by friendly
human intercourse. At Worcester, though he had the name of keeping to himself
and not being much of a hand at a good time, he had secretly gloried in being
clapped on the back and hailed as "Old Ethe" or "Old Stiff"; and the cessation of
such familiarities had increased the chill of his return to Starkfield.
There the silence had deepened about him year by year. Left alone, after his
father's accident, to carry the burden of farm and mill, he had had no time for
convivial loiterings in the village; and when his mother fell ill the loneliness of the
house grew more oppressive than that of the fields. His mother had been a talker
in her day, but after her "trouble" the sound of her voice was seldom heard,
though she had not lost the power of speech. Sometimes, in the long winter
evenings, when in desperation her son asked her why she didn't "say
something," she would lift a finger and answer: "Because I'm listening"; and on
stormy nights, when the loud wind was about the house, she would complain, if
he spoke to her: "They're talking so out there that I can't hear you."
It was only when she drew toward her last illness, and his cousin Zenobia Pierce
came over from the next valley to help him nurse her, that human speech was
heard again in the house. After the mortal silence of his long imprisonment
Zeena's volubility was music in his ears. He felt that he might have "gone like his